The Big Bad Wolf

We aren’t gone anywhere, don’t worry. Just been working on some things.

It’s hard to believe we’ve been together for almost a year now, with many many MANY more ahead of us. She’s now also (among everything else) my fiancee as well. 

Oh, check this out. It’s decently painful *grins*

We’ve been together for roughly three, nearly four months and they’ve been the happiest of my life. It’s hard to believe that we’ve known each other for 10 years in November, and yet, only in the last few months had these feelings begin to manifest. But, all good things come with time.

Tomorrow marks the day My dolly officially becomes Mine. It doesn’t matter what anyone else says, it never truly did, all that matters is that she makes me happy, and is happy in her place in life, at my side, and my feet, where a good girl belongs. 

While I do appreciate that people like my blog, and things, I need to address something.

I’m just going to be blunt, because, beating around the bush isn’t the way to handle this.

Is it nice to hear that people like what you post?  Absolutely.

BUT, understand this, I have a dolly/slave/slut/wife. Neither of us is going anywhere, without the other. There will NEVER be another filling her spot, nor joining her. She is mine, and I am hers.

Sometimes, to discover your true self, to free yourself from the shackles of life and the pains and traumas that’ve shaped you, it is an absolute necessity to be taken to a place so far removed from the outside world that it loses its disgusting, rust covered goggles, that the only truth needed is the truth of the reality of your situation.

To truly awaken, to truly be yourself, you need to reject society’s bullshit standards. You MUST return to the primal state, the animalistic state, you MUST be taken to a place so dark, so absolutely desolate, so completely pure that it burns away the fallacies of your previous “life” before entering the sacred place you find yourself in, when taken there by the one you trust.

Only when you’ve fully and completely accepted your truest, most authentic self, will you ever even begin to feel true happiness, will your life achieve true meaning. It is a very painful and very beautiful thing. 

Some get to this dark abyss with their religions, but, some are taken here, taken to this “hell,” to find their true selves, to be truly reborn. 

You absolutely cannot be afraid of your truest, most authentic self, especially when you have no other choice but to go to that place.

This is how you find your truth. This is how you free your emotions. This is how you simply release yourself.

When it’s all said and done, you’ll discover that the adage that you hurt those you love is true in the purest sense of the phrase.