Having to deal with depression is exhausting. I’ve never felt consistent with myself. And to be honest I don’t know what a normal me feels like. My days can consist of having a good productive and enjoyable time but then i don’t I disassociate(?) Or I completely just deplete in every single way possible. I’m tired like today for example I had a good day. I did my chores I felt good but as soon as I interacted with my family I kinda just sank. I feel frustrated sad and angry… and all I wanna feel is okay :/
I feel guilty when I push away my mom. I know she means well but sometimes I can’t deal with her interactions. They don’t have to be bad or good for me to feel over it. The worst is that it happens any time of day. I can wake up sad angry or frustrated to the point of tears or I can go about my day and all of sudden have this ball of negativity just wanting to come out. It’s tiring not have some sort of control of my emotions.
Anyways I got to see JKs Weverse live. He’s a cute guy I hope he’s enjoying his downtime and he has fun with all his friends.
And since he shared a recipe too all give one too~~
Strawberries (I used 2lbs enough for me and my family. Serves like 6 ppl)
Sour cream (start with 1/2 cup. Build off from that but adjust to taste)
Sweetened Condensed Milk (1/2 cup to start. Less if you don’t want them too sweet but feel free to add more if you do want them sweet.)
Typically table cream but I didn’t have it this time. It came out fine 💀 ( 1 can)
I like to cut out all the cores and stems at this time to make dicing easier and faster for me.
Dice your strawberries 🍓 This time around I diced and I also cut them into rounds. I just wanted to have different sizes.
Okay pause this is where if you do have that table crème you start…. Place like 3/4 cups of 🍓 and the crème in a blender. Blend till smooth and creamy. Pour that mixture into a medium bowl. Okay now proceed with the next step 👇 :)
In a medium bowl place your diced 🍓🍓🍓 and you are going to start pouring in you other ingredients.
Go ahead and pour your vanilla, sour cream, and condensed milk. Stir to combine all the creams and flavors 😂
Now THIS IS THE MOST IMPORTANT PART EVER (in my mind lol. Up to you really :p) COVER AND PLACE TO CHILL IN THE FRIDGE. (Or serve right after your done making them 😪)
