In the beginning, this is all I do for research and experimentation on myself and to prove that I am wrong. But because of one incident, I finally felt that this was all wrong if I considered myself wrong. And it turns out, all this is true. The feel is always right. I just, I feel that this feeling will no longer exist in me. Day by day this feel grows to this person. I try and try and try to keep telling myself that this is all wrong. That this is not true. But, it's true. And I do not know how to get rid of this feel. I do not know why I can feel this feeling in wrong people and wrong time. I'm sorry for the beginning that I just used you for my research and my experimentation. But I never regret that Never !!! Because now, I tell to myself that I felt in love you. I love you.