Hend

my toxic trait is i expect people to have common sense and i get mad when they don’t.

I cannot fight for my health and fight the world at the same f**king time.

i often feel like i have to apologise for existing

"ومثل الكثيرين، مرّت عليَّ أوقات دسستُ فيها رسائل استغاثاتي في كل شيء: الكلام والنكت والإيماءات، الضجر، الغضب غير المبرر والقسوة، وأفهم الآن أن من كان قادرًا على فكّها، كان عاجزًا على التدخل".

i destroyed my body for a peace of mind i never got

You ever fake being okay for so long, the lie starts performing better than you ever did?

i’m actually tired, like from the bottom of my heart, i am tired.

I cannot fight for my health and fight the world at the same f**king time.

shoutout to other disabled people with constant and debilitating pain, people whose pain can't fade into the background or be ignored throughout the day.

all the clouds in me are raining

i mourn the person i never got to be

shoutout to other disabled people with constant and debilitating pain, people whose pain can't fade into the background or be ignored throughout the day.

I just want to remind you that sometimes your life really doesn't begin until you are 26+... Romanticizing and obsessing over our youth is harmful. Growing up is beautiful. Discovering who you are and how you interact with the world is a gift. Maturing and learning what you truly want out of life and living in that purpose brings fulfillment and peace. Your life is not over in your early 20's because you haven't figured it out yet, it's just beginning.