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Even though I wanted to grow a little bit bigger for him myself first, I’m really excited to work on this journey to a heavier me with him by my side ❤️‍🩹

I’m def excited for this month’s gain challenge but I am a little nervous about how big I might end up 😭 It’s such a catch 22 bc I feel so turned on and fulfilled with every pound I gain but I’m finna blow up!!

It’s so beautiful though because I love the feeling of taking up more space, and my partner truly deserves the well fed, expanding goddess I know I can become :)

It’s been a minute since I was last active, bc I’ve been in a new relationship. Recently, my partner confessed to me that he’s SUPER into feeding and watching women gain weight, which floored me, but got me so excited. He has no idea I’m into this.

I told him I need time to think about it, but what I’m planning to do is to just start secretly gaining weight to surprise him.

My goal isn’t really about numbers, I’m really focused on how big I can look/feel for both myself and my partner :) he’s such an amazing man and he deserves a big beautiful girlfriend with more to love :)

That being said I’m starting at 135, so beginning on June first I’m going to start doing everything I can to gain as much fat as possible for 30 days.

My plan is to really start drinking gain shakes/milkshakes whenever I can, do fast food runs before my shifts, etc.

DMs are wide open!! I’d love some encouragement/tips/teasing!!