𝐻𝑒𝓁𝓁𝑜 𝐻𝑒𝒶𝓋𝑒𝓃

“Do you remember the summer I always sat on your lap Nodding out on my porch, we fell in love way too fast You lit a cigarette and I saw your eyes flicker in the heat When your pupils were pins they were most beautiful to me When your eyes got big, the world stood still We stopped chasing dragons and September brought chills I only knew how to love you when we were running and hiding If our lips were moving it meant we were lying Except all the times you put your lips on me You weren’t lying then because those lies were my dreams. I gave you a needle and put you to sleep But before it could kill us, we killed off the dream That’s when we decided to say we were clean But then I woke up all alone and that killed me. I remember missing summer when it was still in full swing It felt gone as it happened cause we were slowly dying Thats why I held you tight with my arms around your neck I could feel a rhythm dead like winter that was beating through your chest Our love was built off of travelling time Every flick and sizzle was our speed of light When the fire stopped burning, we were empty inside We planted a garden in ashes, it couldn’t grow at the time We loved in illusions and expected to survive Our love was built off of ways to die. I gave you a needle and put you to sleep You believed in dope and you believed in me Dreams were reality when you were there with me So since I’ve been awake I don’t know what I should believe I gave you a needle and I put you to sleep Nothing is a lie if the lies are your dreams Nothing’s an illusion if you’re always asleep So since I’ve been clean i don’t know what to believe I wouldn’t have gone crazy if you just stayed with me I wouldn’t have gone crazy if I still lived in a dream”