8th may 2019Â
theres no escape im trapped in my head... release me please
~ the beautiful and damnedÂ
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8th may 2019Â
theres no escape im trapped in my head... release me please
~ the beautiful and damnedÂ

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8th may 2019
forget what i said before. forget that all. i got my hopes up far too quickly and now im in the position of being let down. all by him. i really dont know why i do this. i set myself up for getting let down and then being disappointed . i want to cry but theres no tears. i dont know why im not crying but at least his not in tomorrow so i dont have to see him. why do i do it. why cant it all just end.
~ the beautiful and damnedÂ
7th may 2019
another day another time thinking about everything... including you. we saw each other for the first time today and to say i was an understatement. i finally got to see you the person i’ve been waiting to see for ages. i hope you never find this account because its kind of a bit of a diary and i hope you don’t mind me writing about you.Â
i asked you today if you was talking to anyone. this was because one of your friends said something and i said i didn’t hear it which i didn’t my friend told me. sounds stupid but yeah i was a little worried which is understandable. i didn’t wanna start talking to someone who was talking to someone else. but some good news finally your not which i was happy about i cant lie about that and i am trying my best to talk to you and let you know your amazing and i can be good for you. not that im trying to push things but i do want something out of this. i do love talking to you and i am starting to fall for you... i hope you dont mind that. i just cant help it. you once said “it takes me a long time to fall for someone” thats okay i can deal with that and you said your biggest fear is rejection. you need to know you dont have to worry about that with me because i do kinda like you. im not admitting this to you yet. i want to wait. for the right time. for you to finally say to me yeah i feel the same. i will say it i promise just not yet. the one thing im not doing is telling anyone i told you because yeah rejection sucks and thats what im afraid of, so i wont tell if you dont...Â
~ the beautiful and damnedÂ
Sometimes it’s hard to be alone. All those times I’ve been on my own crying myself to sleep feeling like there’s nobody around to help me. I started relying on myself instead of other people because they just go when they can’t handle it anymore. But with you it’s different i don’t know why I want your attention so badly. I don’t know if this is a good thing or a bad thing. ~ the beautiful and damned
4th May 2019
another call. another couple of hours i got to talk to you about everything and anything we could think of. we got that time together talking about us as people and what we want. we spoke about relationships and the deep intensive things about them. we both know what we want and i think you know what i want. one day maybe you could tell me the same. another 8 hours on the phone to each other. talking about us as people. us a friends. maybe more one day. if you ever happen to find this. ill be here for you to tell me too. you don’t know how much i have to resist and tell you the truth. god i hope you feel the same i really do.
~ the beautiful and damned

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some days i think it’s better that you don’t know how much i actually like you but on other days i wanna look you dead in the eye and tell you about every little thing that made me think of you
our first call Friday 3rd May
~the beautiful and damnedÂ
we was on face time last night. I was nervous ta talk. to express myself in my weird ways. but it went better than i expected. it was such a good call and were calling tonight and i just cant wait. i’m so excited. its not that i don’t have feeling yet its that i’m too scared to let you know. your too good but its hard to resist you...Â
~ the beautiful and damned
I sit here and remind myself of all the bad things that’s happened to me. i wonder why i still go on. i wonder why i still let myself fall for people i know isn’t good for me. but with you its different. we’ve been talking for a while. and the door to my feelings has been unlocked again. some say its too quick, some say don’t do it. and me. i don’t know what to say. but your different. more than i’ve ever wanted. i don’t understand why i’m fighting. i don’t understand why i cant just be in love and that be enough. there’s too much he doesn’t know about me. too many secrets. so many more doors to be unlocked. i just don’t want him to unlock them yet. i don’t think i’m ready fro the secrets. for you to know. for you to love me back.
~ the beautiful and damned

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I’m here to express myself through my thoughts this is my diary now. This is where i will put my thoughts out and make myself better. the only thing i’m not doing is telling you who i am. the one thing i ask is no one knows me i just want to tell you how i feel.
~ the beautiful and damned