KNEE DEEP IN THE DEAD

//y’all bet your arses I’m goddamn weeping over doom eternal

//Lowkey wanna touch up demonguy’s design to give him a lil more of that Unloved aesthetic but also scared to diminish that obvious humanness from him since half of his torment is that he is still partially Doomguy whether he likes it or not and there is still a part of him very present in his mind

hc: speech John has never been the talkative type, so much so that it became a joke in his squadron that he was mute, often fooling any young recruits they took on. It’s not that he doesn’t like talking, he just doesn’t see the point in it if he has nothing to say. People quickly learnt that talking to him about something of little importance whilst he was busy was bound to fail, and trying to engage in small talk was pointless. If he considered you close, however, he wouldn’t shy away from an opportunity to tell you all about Daisy for hours on end. After locking himself up in Hell his vocal chords soon grew out of practice. The lack of use plus the damage from power-up use and exposure to Hell’s ash has practically ruined his ability to speak. He still can, but only in tiny amounts very rarely, and even then it causes him great pain. If you’re fortunate enough to experience the Slayer speak, know you have his full trust and are extremely privileged.

//me @ me: “please. just let me write something. make one sentence at least.” my last two brain cells: mansion basement dualshock version on repeat