I think this calls for an awareness / callout post on Allison or otherwise known as @/my-life-is-a-mess-but-its-mine as me and others are done suffering in silence
This post is gonna be sectioned off with an explaination of why I'm calling out this person with a show of evidence with timelines to show the weight of this situation I stayed quiet on. This isn’t out of malice or pettiness like other posts, but rather- something to be made aware about this person than let them get away for their actions without consequences knowing how they affected me and others.
⚠️TW; GROOMING / PEDOPHILIA / TRANSPHOBIA / RACISM
Who is this person- what did they do and why wait this long ?
The person in question in this post is Allison who was pretty well known back in 2018 around the beginning of the Baldi’s Basics fandom as Ask-Baldi-And-Friends. You may not know them or others will through this art style here, either way I hope there can be some that will step up like me who may remember her actions as well as I know there are others.
To explain what she did, she groomed not just me, but my friends like Len and Finn who used to go by Knifu. I know there are others who were underage and interacted with them in a sexual manner, but weren’t as severely affected by spending more than a year with Allison though I know that doesn’t mean they weren’t possibly affected in the same way even through a span of a couple of months knowing her more intentionally threatening nature she put towards, even to minors. The reason why I waited this long to call her out is due to the prolonged amount of time I spent with her and the after affects of grooming is obviously not pretty, especially while your own thoughts are practically gaslighting you from the truth. It wasn’t long until my good friends I’ve known and met told me otherwise that I understood the weight of what really happened.
Back onto what I was discussing though about my story… When I met her in 2018, she introduced me to her own small Baldi server where I met Len ( @yaizl ) who was already being groomed by the said server members besides Allison. Things seemed normal, but that wasn’t the case as she deeply encouraged NSFW interactions / content with minors. Sadly- I do not have screenshots of this as most interactions were through VC or messages are long gone from servers being deleted, BUT I do have other interactions with dates and what age we were at the time of these interactions.
An NSFW interaction of a roleplay when I was still 16 years old while she was an adult during 12/21/2018 :
An NSFW interaction of a roleplay when Len was about 13 years old during 06/02/2019 back to 2018 :
During an NSFW interaction of a roleplay, Finn was underage as well ( I don’t have an exact age during this date ) :
She encouraged all sorts of wrong ideas such as the support of USSR and Third Reich (N*zi country human), noncon, p*dophilia, racism, etc. She was an adult and NEVER pushed off any engagement with minors in these things. Though I do not remember due to my Dissociative amnesia, I was either 16 ( A month before my birthday ) or 17 in the middle of the year when I asked her out and rather than saying no as she should’ve, she invited me into a relationship after doing her bits of research for the legality of our relationship just because the age of consent is 16 in her state. Even when faced with her wrongs such as grooming my friend Len, the only last message she had to give was a poor apology for something she didn’t even fucking know what she was apologizing for and thinking she didn’t do anything wrong:
It wasn’t until around November or December that she “ grew uncomfortable “ with engaging in NSFW with minors that she asked me to create an “ adult server “ despite the fact that I was still underage, but of course proceeded to do so to make her the happiest person in the world cause that’s what grooming does to you. You become a doormat to your groomer in hopes to satisfy them just to make them happy which wasn’t an easy case when she flipped back and fourth with being soft on me to harmful things such as turning the situation on a 17 to newly 18 yr old about cheating and pulling the toxic move of comparing someone to one’s ex :
( Images taken for me by a friend in Allison’s private server )
I was 16-18 years old and NEVER have I had an apparent “ track record “ ESPECIALLY WHEN IN 2018 I WAS A BIROMANTIC MINOR WHO WANTED NOTHING TO DO WITH PHYSICAL SEXUAL ACTIVITIES AFTER YEARS OF ABUSERS AND RAPISTS AND I’VE EXPLAINED THIS TO HER MULTIPLE TIMES WHEN I VENTED OR HAD AN EPISODE.
…Continuing on as I’ve ran out of room for images and plan on continuing this in a reblog, but here’s the main part so far.