With a heavy heart I can't help but think back to 6 years ago, this time on this date we were in the garage, drinking, smoking and talking just like you loved to do. Your friends were there and we reminisced on all the good times. It was a great night in your memory but it was one of the most difficult days of my life. I have never felt more numb in my life. Leaving you in that hospital room was the scariest thing to me.. knowing I would never see you again made my feet freeze. I knew I needed to give Mom and Dad time to say goodbye but I could not fathom that I would never see you again, that you were gone from my life forever. I kept thinking "I don't have a brother anymore". That sounded crazy. It was crazy. How could you be gone? I wish you were here to bug me still, I love you Alex, I miss my big brother. I wish Evelyn had her Uncle Al. (Or Auntie Al as she likes to say currently.) RIP 💔😭 https://www.instagram.com/p/Brq5DjunJrlA61X5OUREm-5VlG09TUT6ofqyi40/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=1s7eahwgz15yo
