Crush
❈ Pairing: Jungkook x Reader (x Yoongi)
❈ Words: 6.6K
❈ Summary: (Smutty) Boyfriend!Jungkook can sense you and Yoongi are horny for each other and let's you indulge.
(Angsty) After being quarantined together in domestic bliss for a few months, Jungkook asks you to stay for good.
(Smutty & Angsty) Jungkook asks you to move in permanently. You and Yoongi almost set the house on fire when Jungkook makes an offer you can't refuse.
❈ Warnings/Tags: Plot, There's Plot., Smut, Established Relationship, Angst, Morning Sex, Dirty Talk, Loud Sex, Thin Walls, Blurred Lines, Masturbation, Oral Sex, Rough Sex, Unprotected Sex, Sexual Tension, Flirting, Face Sitting, Cumplay, Cum Spitting, Hair Pulling, Cum Eating, Doggy Style, Brief Ass-Licking, Arguing, Crying, Commitment Issues, Threesome, Female Character with Fuckboi Tendancies, JK has a lot of money, Quarantine, Writing is Hard, Cuckhold, Spitroast.
❈ Notes: -Can be read as Part 3 of the Mirror, Mirror Series or standalone:) -Takes place Summer 2020-ish.
You can feel his eyes on you before you even open yours.
Jungkook smiles next to you on the bed, head propped on his bent elbow. “I like this,” he says.
“Like what?” You yawn and stretch and coax yourself into staying awake.
“Everyday, when I wake up, you’re right here.” He brushes bed-head hair away from your face. “We should keep it like this.”
Rolling over on top of him, “You think so?”
“I know so,” he says, as you lean down to kiss him, morning breath and all. There was a time when neither of you would have ever allowed your mouths near each other before brushing.
It seems like some alternate universe now even though it was just 3 months ago. Drowning in work, living in hotel rooms and hoping you could sneak away for a weekend with your long-distance boyfriend, if your schedules would allow it.
Then the world came to a screeching halt. Your job had been cancelled indefinitely, you’ve hardly worn anything but hoodies and sweatpants for months and you’ve gone from a long-distance girlfriend to a live-in domestic partner.
You’d never thought you and Jungkook would end up this way. You integrated together effortlessly, as if it has always been this way. Any worries you had about meshing with the other members were unfounded too. You’ve never had friends so close. You’ve never had time for hobbies or doing things you actually like.
You never thought you would end up like this.
Straddling his hips, Jungkook rubs his hands on your naked skin. He slides his hardening cock between your unclad folds, still wet and open from the night before.
He continues thinking aloud. “You should stay here.” He pushes up, pressing his shaft on your clit. “We could start everyday like this.” He guides himself easily inside and you groan, still sensitive. “I’m serious. Don’t go back to work.” He slides in and out comfortably. “Stay here.”
“Jungkook, I can’t live here,” you scold, circling your hips a few times. You try to distract him and yourself, not telling him about the conversation with your work yesterday. You could be back as little as a week.
“But you do live here. He stops his motion and holds your hips still. “You just need to unpack your boxes.”
You’ve all but officially moved in yet your belongings remain in boxes. It would be easy to empty the boxes and put things in a permanent place. Also, equally as easy to tape the lids shut and ship them back to your old life.
You ignore his comment and brace your hands on the wall above the headboard, gaining traction to move your hips. He pulls your arms down and holds them to your sides.
“I've already talked to everyone.” Holding down harder, preventing you from moving.
“You did?” His words finally hold you still.
“Of course. They said it was silly I asked because you already live here. Everybody said they would love to keep having you here.”
He pulls you down to whisper: “Especially Yoongi.”
“Shut up.” You playfully slap his chest, embarrassed.
He is not wrong. You and Yoongi had become particularly close since being here. You have a lot of fun together, cooking, playing guitar, there’s a bit of tension there. It never goes beyond playful flirting but it’s been obvious for a while now. Jungkook is secure and is sure to openly poke fun at the both of you about it.
Jungkook laughs, moving his hips again. “You guys crush on each other so hard, it’s cute.” He continues whispering. “You know he can hear you?” He points to the wall above his head.
“No!” You whisper back in disbelief. Yoongi’s room is just on the other side of the wall.
“Yes, he told me. He can hear everything,” he still whispers but thrusts up into you harder, forcing a noise from you.
Jungkook is always one to tease but the way he keeps his voice at a whisper makes you know his words are true.
He continues his harsh thrusts as he whispers. “He’s probably still in bed right now, jerking his morning wood with his ear against the wall.”
“Jungkook, stop!” You continue to reprimand him but can’t prevent a grin at the idea.
“You love it.” He lifts your hips and drops you down hard. You try to stifle the moan it elicits. “You like the idea that he’s there right now with a good grip on himself, palming up and down to the sounds of your noisy moaning.”
“I am not noisy,” you defend yourself quietly.
“You are so noisy!”, he says loudly enough to travel through the walls.
The room finally quiets and Jungkook tries to keep his own breathing steady as your pelvises grind against each other. You close your eyes and let the fantasy swim in your mind. Yoongi, slipping his hand under the waistband of his pants, listening to you.
Jungkook continues to fuel the fantasy as your bodies set a rhythm. “He’s rubbing himself raw, wishing his spit and hand was as wet and slippery as this pretty pussy.”
Jungkook takes your prudish whimpers as a challenge and flips your body so you’re on all fours and places a grip around your hips that promises bruises. He sets a punishing, slapping pace. Probably echoing through the entire house, you bury your face in the pillows.
He pulls you up by your shoulders and holds you still as he pounds into you. “Come on baby, don’t you want him to get off?”
He continues his heavy pace and you surrender as the pressure builds at your core, cock slamming into your g spot, unable to stop the moans from escaping if you tried. Your legs shake when liquid begins to gush and drip down the inside of your thighs with every thrust.
Jungkook growls, happy with evidence of his skill and he comes to the sounds of your bodies slamming together.
You both collapse to the bed and catch your breath. You lay around just a little longer, taking each other in and reveling in your safe little world.
Eventually, you both roll out of bed, throw on clothes and head out into the kitchen.
“I would bet money Yoongi’s out there right now, in front of his laptop with a mug of coffee poured and ready for you.”
You roll your eyes and brush him off although you know he’s probably right. He stops you before you can turn the door handle.
“Hey.” He holds both your hands in his. “Think about it? Really? Before work tries to take you away from me again?”
You nod. “I love you.” There’s nothing truer and your job has done nothing for you other than keep you busy. Still, you try to prepare him and smooth it over.
“You know, if I go, it’ll only be like, half the time. We’ll still have way more time together than we did before, especially if you’re not touring,” you offer, persuading him.
He shakes his head. “No. I want you here. Not sometimes. All the time.” His gaze gets sad. “Unless that’s not what you want.”
You try to reassure him. “You know that’s not true.” He nods but you see the doubt in his eyes. “So is that an ultimatum? Stay here or nothing?”
“That’s not what I’m saying.” He wraps his arms around your waist.
“Then, what are you saying?” Wrapping arms around his neck.
He takes a deep breath in. “I’m saying… I know it’s not what we expected but I love this, it feels right. I don’t want to move backwards.”
“I’m scared, Jungkook.” It’s the only way to describe the doubt that lingers in your mind.
“I don't know why. But being scared is ok. Just please, please think about it. Before you make a decision.”
The words are stuck in your throat.
You can’t because it means it’s real. It’s not just circumstances, casual or reversible. It’s real.
“I love you.” He kisses both of your hands and follows behind you into the kitchen.
Yoongi sits at the kitchen island on his laptop, as Jungkook predicted. He pushes a mug of prepared coffee for without a word, a morning ritual.
Jungkook gives you a knowing look while Yoongi continues work on his computer.
“Thank You.” You take a seat around the island.
Standing next to you, Jungkook mockingly asks Yoongi: “Will you pour me a cup of coffee, hyung?”
Yoongi senses his jest, stands and turns to retrieve a carton of banana milk from the fridge. He pours it into a coffee mug and slides it to Jungkook over the counter. You do your best not to laugh.
Jungkook smirks, checked by his elder. He sips from the mug, his eyes moving from you and back to Yoongi. Yoongi catches his glance. He knows. He feels it. It feels like a million things are being said in silence. Yoongi picks up his own coffee mug to refill it from the pot, a chance to turn his back to Jungkook.
The tension makes you wonder if they’ve ever spoken about the “crush” before. Or, worse, this morning. You know the walls are thin so, sure, he can hear you. But you wonder if Jungkook exaggerated the rest to get you off. Is that why it’s awkward?
“Jungkook, please get the pork belly from the freezer.” Yoongi directs Jungkook with his back still turned, a silent directive to drop it.
‘Is this for the recipe you’re trying today?” Jungkook finally lets up and changes the subject, heading to the freezer.
“Yeah, a little later.” He closes his laptop and stands. “I have a meeting. Are you heading to the studio?”
“Yep. Back soon.” Jungkook kisses you on the cheek and they both head separate ways.
You finish a cup of coffee and lounge around alone for a few hours, the house quiet with everybody doing their own thing in the large house. You read a few chapters from a book recommended by Namjoon and manage to take a short nap.
You imagine this is what it would be like if you stayed here. The empty house is peaceful. At least, for a few hours. It’s no trouble being alone and keeping busy but you know it’ll be more like being in hiding.
Management has always viewed you as a threat and distraction to all the members. There was not much they could do about you staying the last few months. Jungkook has some leverage now and they have to work around his wishes. As the relationship progresses, the way they already minimize and diminish you will get worse. How far can it even go when it has to be a secret? Staying here means a life of full gag order and anonymity.
You attempt to distract yourself from generating a long list of reasons to decline Jungkook’s proposal by strumming a few chords on the guitar.
When Yoongi re-emerges to the common area, you acknowledge him but continue playing.
“You’re getting pretty good at that thing.” He sits next to you on the couch.
“Thanks.” You lay the guitar beside you as this better distraction presents itself.
“May I?” He holds his hands out to receive the guitar.
You pass it over and you watch and listen as he strums much more pleasantly and skillfully. Bare-faced, messy hair and wearing clothes just to lounge around in but he looks good.
“So.” He starts as he strums between chords. “Are you unpacking your boxes or will you live out of them forever?” He asks as casually as possible.
“How do you know?” You question, nearly holding your breath.
“Walls are pretty thin,” he says, even and casual, still strumming softly.
You try to contain the redness coming over your chest and face, all of the things he may have heard this morning, circling in your mind.
You shamefully try to come up with something quick. “I’m still figuring out the details with work.” You nod unconvincingly.
“Yeah?” He says, surprised. “Jungkook is really excited about it.”
“I mean, management will throw a fit but-“ he shrugs his shoulders. We’ll back you up. They have to get through all seven of us before they can get to you. ”
You feel a pang of guilt hit your gut.
He changes the subject, sensing he’s hit a nerve. “Anyway...”
You blurt the first thing to come to mind. “So, you can hear through the walls?”
“I hear enough,” placing the guitar at his side, He looks down and stifles a giggle.
You nervously bite down on your lip. “Jungkook says I'm loud.”
He nods and runs his hand over the back of his neck. “That’s true.”
You both take a moment to snickers before you apologize. “Sorry.”
“Don’t be sorry,” he says, sounding genuine.
“What else did you hear this morning?” You ask, curious.
“Not much.” He leans back on the couch with his legs spread. You try to ignore how inviting his lap looks. “Just you being loud. He offers a teasing smile. “And some things about unpacking your boxes and…,” he trails off. “How you have a crush on me,” he finishes, nonchalantly.
You give him a playful shove and he raises both arms to block, laughing.
You wonder what else he heard. You can see the details he’s left out in his face, trying to be safe with this boundary.
“Is that what I heard?” His voice lowers as he tries to confirm.
“Yes,” you respond. “But that’s not why I spend time with you. I just like doing those things with you, being around you.”
A smile washes over his face. “I enjoy doing those things with you too. They’re just sometimes more fun because I have a crush on you too.”
You don’t respond but look down as the mood changes. His eyes lay on you differently. He has a different kind of confidence about him hearing you say it. You do too, knowing you’ve both said it out loud and Jungkook said it before anyone else.
The tension sits too heavy in the air but you let curiosity get the best of you anyway.
“When did you get off last?” You ask with a stern eye on him.
He laughs, deflecting. “Oh, is this what crushes talk about?”
You keep your gaze steady, awaiting an answer.
He lets out a defeated sigh. “Jungkook told you. How embarrassing.”
“So, this morning?” you immediately probe, unable to help yourself.
“And last night,” he contributes, shifting in his seat.
It’s a relief Jungkook had the wherewithal to whisper all that filth this morning. Also, that nothing was a secret. Jungkook is so great in that way. Acknowledging what is without being threatened and getting his ego bruised.
“So, obviously, I don’t mind that you’re loud.” His smile fades a bit and his gaze gets dark. “It’s sexy.”
Your stomach sinks. There are so many questions you want to ask but you don’t. How long? How often? What do you think about? Who do you think about?
He continues. “You like knowing that.” It starts as a question and ends as a statement. His eyes scan your face and you observe his own restraint.
It’s getting too deep. You should stop before this conversation escalates any further. The house feels too empty and too many ideas race in your mind. He takes the action before you.
“Are you ready to cook?” He asks, nearly leaping off the couch.
You both head to the kitchen and the tension settles as you get caught up in conversation about nothing-too-serious. Yoongi perfects a sauce while you load rice into a steamer. He tastes the sauce with his thumb and has a bland, questioning reaction.
“Is it good?” You try to read his face.
“I don’t know, try it.” He adds some spices and whisks further, lifting to check the consistency. You watch one strong arm whisk the mixture while the other holds the bowl still. His lips are pursed, concentrated. The sight of his arms and lips start to make your body hot.
You’ve seen him hundreds of times in the past 3 years. You’ve seen him everyday for 3 months. Still, It’s like looking at him for the first time.
This is all Jungkook’s fault. He put the idea in your mind.
Really, he activated something that was always there. You don’t know how he does it. He’s good like that too, excavating every emotion you have, never letting one be covered up or denied. You’d never realized how often you’d done that. He’s made you better, even before living together.
Nevertheless, your now crush is evolving to an ache, a craving right in front of your eyes. Yoongi is unaffected, focused on perfecting his cuisine. He’s messy, stray sauce everywhere.
He approaches where you stand by the counter, bowl in hand and you can smell him. It nearly knocks you off your feet when it fills your nostrils. Stray sauce is streaked on his forearm. You grab a nearby kitchen towel to swipe at his arm when he gets close, keeping your hands busy. They have too many ideas.
Maybe laying your hands on him (regardless of what they were doing) transfers your horny energy but your hands linger on him now and the dynamic shifts. He has that look again, lips parted, a million dirty thoughts flash across his mind in seconds. A big metal bowl is the only thing separating your bodies.
His eyes dart down from yours, guiding your own eyes to his lips, intrigued. He takes a deep breath and leans in closer, nearly hovering over you. He uses his thumb to briefly flick across your bottom lip. All the indecency in his eyes directed at your mouth. He places the bowl on the counter next to him, closing space between you.
“Try it.” He reaches down beside him and coats his thumb in the liquid. He slides the palm side of his thumb between your lips. You let them graze over but resist the urge to wrap your mouth around him.
You run your tongue over your lips to taste. “It’s good,” hardly audible.
The slight gesture causes the intensity to surge so greatly that you both seem to repel from each other. Yoongi returns to the other side of the kitchen and you both continue your tasks in silence, adrenaline still rushing, making it impossible to have a conversation.
Right on cue, Jungkook enters the silent heavy room.
“Hey.” you both say in unison, not even looking up at him.
“Hey.” He says, already sensing the put-on tones and not buying it for a single second.
“What have you been up to today?” He pecks your lips but keeps his eyes on Yoongi.
“I took a nap,” you offer, weakly. He nods suspiciously. Yoongi still has his back to him.
“How’s your recipe coming?” he asks, shooting daggers into the back of Yoongi’s head.
“Sauce is done,” you say, wishing Yoongi would speak for himself.
“Ok, What’s going on?” Jungkook finally demands.
You and Yoongi answer in unison. “Nothing,” sounding rehearsed.
“No, it's something.” His expression becomes uncharacteristically worried. “I know you’re flirting but right now, I feel like I'm interrupting something. I don’t like that.”
“I’m sorry, Jungkook.” Yoongi cracks and turns around. “You’re right, it’s inappropriate.”
He raises his eyebrows, intrigued. “What’s inappropriate?” he digs.
Yoongi darts his eyes to you, mouth open but not speaking.
“What happened?” Jungkook’s voice gets louder.
You break next. “I ate sauce off his hand.” It comes out fast like one long word.
“Like, how?” looking puzzled.
“Like, off his thumb.” You extend your own thumb as if he doesn’t know what one is.
“When?”
“5 minutes ago.”
He slowly nods in comprehension. “So, you sucked on his finger. Then what?”
You fight the urge to correct him as you put such deliberate effort in NOT sucking. “Then, here we are.” You nervously tap your fingers on the countertop.
Jungkook is silent for a long time.
“Show me,” he announces.
“What?” Yoongi finally speaks again.
“Sounds harmless enough. Let me see.”
Yoongi pleads. “Jungkook, you don’t have to do this, it won’t happen again.”
“I'd feel better if I could see how ‘inappropriate’ it was.” Jungkook glares at Yoongi, wrestling to decide if he’s betrayed him or not.
There’s no getting out of it. You and Yoongi drag your feet to re-create your positions and he dips his thumb into the bowl just as before. You repeat the gesture, locking eyes with him for just a moment before his thumb touches your lips again.
Jungkook guffaws at the sight. “Did she do it like that?”.
“Yeah.” Yoongi shrugs his shoulders.
Jungkook redirects his gaze at you. “You? Did it like that?”
You narrow your eyes at Jungkook. “Yes.”
You can’t tell if you should be offended or honored by his shock at your weak cleaning of his thumb. You opt to keep quiet.
Yoongi looks thoroughly confused. Jungkook chortles and approaches you both by the bowl.
“She can do better than that.” He pulls Yoongi's wrist into the bowl, isolating his index finger. He coats Yoongi’s finger and pushes it against your lips.
You take his finger and instinctively pull him in, down to the webbing of his hand. Jungkook lets his wrist free and Yoongi takes the liberty to push in again with 2 fingers and you suck them in and let them fall out slowly. His throat lets out a low groan through parted lips.
“That’s better,” Jungkook croons.
Jungkook guides you a few steps away to the living room so only you can hear. “Is there anything else I need to know about?” He asks with a forbidding look.
You reassure him with a hand on his chest. “No, Jungkook.” He nods and kisses your lips.
“Do you want to do this?”
You’re not sure what “this” is but the way he strokes his fingers along your crotch gives you an idea.
“We’re going to talk for a few minutes,” he starts, quickly glancing at Yoongi. “Get in the bedroom.” He tugs back at your hair with force, making you gasp. “When we get in there, I want you in one of your slutty outfits, waiting on the bed.” He kisses you hard and sloppy on the mouth before releasing his grip. Yoongi's eyes are nearly bulging out of his face.
You head to the bedroom as calmly as possible. When the door closes behind you, you begin a frenzy, digging through boxes for any matching pieces of lingerie. You manage to find a set, freshen up and wait on the bed. It’s been almost a half hour, you wonder what they’re talking about.
Yoongi follows behind Jungkook and closes the door. “There she is.” Yoongi looks a little nervous. The 2 stand in front of the bed.
“Lips stay below the neck, no kissing on the lips,” Jungkook announces. You and Yoongi nod at each other, his boner appearing through his pants at the sight of you. “Can he cum on your chest?”
Yoongi glances down shyly at the question. You nod again, heart pounding.
“Anything else?” directed at you now. You shake your head, still unable to form words. Jungkook leans down where you sit on the bed to kiss you. “Relax,” he whispers before his lips peck yours.
Jungkook’s easy breakdown of “rules” and the fact they’d talked so much about this already gives you an inkling about their past.
You speak so only Jungkook can hear. “Something tells me this isn’t your first time.” You glance back at Yoongi.
“Smart girl.” He kisses you again. “But this is different. We’re not sharing. He turns you on and I like it when you’re turned on. So. Relax. I wanna turn you on and get you off.”
Jungkook removes his clothes before crawling behind you on the bed and runs his hands over your body, groping in front of Yoongi as he watches, standing by the bed.
“Look how pretty you are for us.” He pulls you head back for a kiss and slides his hand under the hem of your panties, letting a finger slip between your folds. Your knees buckle.
“Mmm, She’s so wet for you already, hyung.” He pushes the fabric away and slips fingers in and out of your wet opening. Yoongi instinctively rubs himself on the outside of his pants, watching as Jungkook pulls his hand away and brings his fingers to your mouth. You don’t let our eyes leave his before directing Yoongi.
“Come here.” You scoot to the edge of the bed.
Jungkook sits behind you, rubbing your back as Yoongi approaches.
Yoongi’s eyes roll back immediately when you grasp at the bulge through his sweatpants and stroke beneath the fabric. He takes off his shirt while you pull down at the waistband of his pants and watch his cock fall free. Pale shaft with a swollen pink tip. Perfectly placed veins, just like his arms. You wrap your lips around the tip and let saliva drip down his shaft. He places an encouraging palm on the back of your head as you slide your lips to the base and gag, bringing moans from Yoongi. You wrap your hand around his shaft and work it with your mouth.
“Wait.” Jungkook places a hand on your shoulder. The sight has him eager for a place to keep his dick wet while you service Yoongi. He guides you to bend in front of him. Pushing panties aside, Jungkook slides in with ease, arousal pooled at your opening. You continue on Yoongi, running your tongue on the underside of his balls and licking up to the tip. Jungkook gropes at your ass and thrusts softly, careful not to disturb Yoongi. Then sensation causes you to moan around his cock and Yoongi eggs your head off, breathing away an orgasm.
Jungkook takes this opportunity to fuck you at a normal pace. After some time, Yoongi palms himself, watching. You relish in being a fantasy come to life.
You’re sore, being railed by Jungkook this morning and the night before. But that doesn’t stop you or him. He unhooks your bra and lets it fall to the bed. He pulls you up so your body is flush in front of him and exposed to Yoongi, who increases the pace he has on himself.
Jungkook pulls out while still holding you close. Yoongi slows and closes his eyes, teetering on the edge again.
The wet sticky panties cling to you.
“Your panties are ruined baby.” Sucking kisses on the line of your neck while the cold panties cling to you. “Lay down so we can get them off.”
Jungkook guides you to your back as Yoongi stands at the side of the bed, pulling you to the edge so you’re spread in front of him. Your head lays in Jungkook’s lap, he still faces Yoongi.
Yoongi palms at your center, feeling the crevices over wet fabric. It’s sticky and uncomfortable and you just want them gone. Jungkook strokes your head in his lap. Yoongi holds his cock between your clothed folds, watching your face as you twitch around him. He pushes the tip at the opening, blocked by the fabric.
He continues letting his tip run up and down until he eventually grips at the crotch of the fabric and pulls it up and taut against your clit. He rhythmically lifts and releases, your pelvis rising a little bit with each pull. He continues faster and you’re now grateful for the sticky fabric that offers friction until he stops and let’s it slap back to your skin, just before you come. He’s edging you with your own underwear.
He finally pulls them down and around your ankles, playfully tossing them at Jungkook sitting behind you. He slithers his tip around your bare entrance, teasing your opening and sliding up. Squelching fills the air.
You’re eager to get him all the way inside, pushing your core down each time he’s at your opening. You whine when he pulls his cock away completely and moves to kiss at your bare breasts. He lets his teeth graze over your skin, sucking. Jungkook uses his foot to push at Yoongi’s shoulder.
“Don’t mark her,” he warns. Yoongi heeds his warning and opts to leave the area completely. He lines himself up and bottoms out inside, wetting his entire shaft with you.
You moan louder and Jungkook tugs at your nipples. Yoongi bottoms out with each thrust.
“Are you gonna come just like this, Noona?” Yoongi teases, between thrusts as if you weren’t being turned on and teased for the last hour.
“I’d rather come on your lips,” letting your finger flick across his mouth.”
A little shock flashes across his face before Jungkook laughs. “Mmm, I love a good slut that asks for what she wants.” He praises as he strokes your hair.
Jungkook makes room for Yoongi to lay back on the bed again.
“I like this “crush” thing,” Yoongi says as you hover over top of him and he attaches his lips to you straight away. His arms are hooked around your thighs as he sucks and flicks his tongue over your swollen clit. He lets out deep little moans underneath you, happy to have you squirming and whimpering above him. You rock your hips back and forth on his face and the vibrations from his voice bring you so close again.
Jungkook lines up flush behind you. “I told him how good you taste, baby. And I know he loves hearing your pretty voice.” He slips his fingers under your bum to push fingers into your opening. Yoongi moves his mouth up just slightly to make room for him and you still. He continues, “Come for us, baby,” kissing your neck.
Yoongi squeezes at your breasts and He holds you down tight on his face when you come.
You’re shuddering above him still when he instructs you to bend over, guiding you off of him. Jungkook moves to sit at the opposite end of the bed.
You present yourself to him and instantly fall to your elbows when he licks a long strip from your opening all the way up to your tailbone. Jungkook giggles at your reaction.
“Do it again.” Jungkook orders. Yoongi does, and you’re so sensitive that your thighs shake. He moves to your opening and laps at this new angle, insatiable. Just as you begin to lose yourself on his tongue again, he lines up behind you and slams you on his cock. He fills you in a different way, hands on your hips as he slides your body over himself again and again.
Jungkook doesn’t waste a moment before positioning himself so he can gag you on his cock while Yoongi thrusts mercilessly, both taking everything they want from you.
Jungkook pulls your hair back to see your face. “Such a good slut, stuffed full at both ends.”
Yoongi grunts at the words. “Fuck, I’m gonna come.” You’re suddenly empty as they fumble to change positions. Jungkook instructs you to turn over and sit up on the edge of the bed.
Yoongi stands in front of you and ribbons white on your chest, grunting through his orgasm.
Jungkook pushes your back to the bed and runs his flat tongue over your messied chest, collecting cum in his mouth. He grips your jaw from above you, signaling to open and you readily obey. He purses his lips and lets the liquid fall into your mouth, laps up more and repeats all while strokes himself.
When your chest is clean, He climbs over you so his thighs straddle your face.
“Mmmmm… show him who my sweet cumslut is.” He praises before he throws his head back and groans, stroking himself into your open mouth.
You hold your mouth open while he spills into you, swallowing and licking your lips. You hold out your clean tongue and he spits from high up once more for good measure. Yoongi sits in your peripheral vision on a nearby chair. Spent cock resting between his legs, hands laced behind his head, taking in the sight.
“Good Girl,” Jungkook whispers.
The three of you sit up straight when you hear the screaming.
“Yoongiiii!!” Seokjin’s voice wails through the thin walls.
Yoongi puts on pants and nearly flies to the kitchen. You and Jungkook quickly dress and follow behind.
You walk into Seokjin scolding Yoongi about a pot boiling over and scorching on the stove.
“You could’ve set the house on fire!”
“I… I’m sorry I got distracted.”
“Doing what?!.” Seokjin’s fury fades when he notices Yoongi is shirtless and the 3 of you have triple fucked-out looks.
“You know what? I don’t want to know,” he announces, as he scrubs the burner.
Yoongi and Seokjin finish cooking and everyone sits for the meal. You’ve done this many times now, sitting around a table talking for hours. Sometimes everyone is up all night and you reluctantly agree to go to sleep. Other times, members slowly trickle away and wake up to the same remaining people talking. Oftentimes, it was you and Yoongi.
The plates are nearly clear when Taehyung declares: “Noona, I emptied our part of the closet downstairs so you have room for your things.
You glare at Jungkook.
“Don’t look at me, I didn’t tell him to do that,” taking a final bite. Taehyung assumed.
“Actually, I’m going back to work,” blurting out, threatened by Taehyung’s (and everyone’s) assumption. “But, thank you.”
“You are?” Jungkook looks only half surprised.
“Yeah. I fly out to San Francisco next Thursday.”
Jungkook stands from the table and calmly walks to the bedroom. You politely excuse yourself and follow him. He’s not even looking at you yet but starts off before the door even shuts.
“So when I left this morning, you were thinking about it. You fuck my friend. Now, you’re leaving next week.”
You close your eyes and scoff. You can just imagine the six others just outside the door, darting eyes at each other, wondering which “friend”. It’s an unfair and irrelevant comment but you choose to ignore it, he has his own share of “unfair”.
“Jungkook, lower your voice.”
Ignoring you, “Did you even think about it?”
Blood heats under your skin. “Why think about it when everyone has just assumed? It’s like everyone gets a say but me.”
“And what’s your ‘say’?”
You pause before speaking, trying to calm yourself. “We both knew this arrangement was temporary. The way it was before was working for us.”
“It won’t work for me, not anymore.” “And this is not just an ‘arrangement’ anymore, you know that.”
“You know management does NOT want me around.”
“I don’t give a fuck WHAT they want. I’ve made it very clear that you’re not going anywhere. At least if it’s up to me.”
Your attempts to soothe yourself and convince Jungkook are failing. “So, what? I just hide out here, some house gremlin while you’re gone for weeks, months at a time? Having to be your dirty little secret? We can’t even be together in public.”
He glances down and gets closer to you. “That will be hard. I’m sorry. I wish I could change that.” His voice gets lower. “But when I’m gone…I mean, you’ve been cooking and writing and playing the guitar and you love that. You could do that. Or not. You could do whatever you want.” He stands firm. “If one of us is not bound by work, we’re officially together twice as much. Next?” He trudges forward, seeking to eliminate all of your ideas.
“I would have to move to a different country.”
“What about it? Tell me, where do you consider ‘home?’ and wherever you think that is, tell me why you chose to come here when you had to choose a place to be 3 months ago? The apartment is yours too. You could be here or there, whatever you want. What else can you come up with?”
You get sucked into his attempt to exhaust your excuses. “They offered me a raise to come back.” It sounds stupid coming out about half way through.
“Money?”, he laughs erratically, sounding unstable now. He pulls a billfold from his pants pocket and begins launching credit cards and different types of cash on the bed. “Here. Here. Here. And there’s more where that came from.”
“Ok, Jungkook,” you turn, agitated. He circles the bed to get face-to-face again.
“I’m just saying you have no excuse!” His voice gets somber and tears well in his eyes. The pain on his face makes you do the same. “So, why not then? Just tell me why. Because, when you’re here, the way you look at me, I know you feel the way I do. So why don’t you want to?”
You shake your head. “It’s not that I don’t want Jungkook. You just don’t know how things will turn out.”
He’s gripping your arms, trying to get his sense into you. “There is nothing that I'm worried about as long as you’re here. No matter what, it’s going to be fine.”
You coldly shake him off. “How do you know?!” You're yelling and crying now, really wanting to know where he gets his faith.
“I don’t know how anything will turn out, I just know that I want you there anyway!”
His face drops with realization.
His voice gets very quiet. “I guess that’s the difference between us.”
You’re too drained to argue that point. Maybe he’s right.
You make a final plea. “Please,” as you hiccup through sobs. “Can you just give me time to think about it? Instead of deciding for me?”
He pushes his forehead to yours. “I'm sorry I pressured you. I love you. It’s better when you’re here.” He tucks a strand of hair behind your ear. “There is no ultimatum here.” His forehead wrinkles. “Sometimes, I think if it’s something you really wanted, you wouldn’t have to think about it. But if time is what you want, take it.
“Thank you.” You hold onto each other like you might just slip away. Your sudden comfort is quickly snatched when he finishes.
“But if you’re not staying, you should go now.”
He squeezes you tight and whispers. “I love you.” Before you can reciprocate, he leaves and disappears into another part of the house. You haphazardly pack a bag and exit the bedroom, wiping tears from your face.
Yoongi approaches you as you head for the door, Seokjin following just behind. The others have gone after Jungkook.
“Noona, I'm so sorry, I didn’t mean to…”
You try to reassure him right away, hugging him. “Hey...it’s not you. This…” You search for the words to describe the situation, no fault on Yoongi. “This has been a long time coming.”
“Why are you leaving so soon?”
“It hurts Jungkook that I'm here so I need to go.” It sounds silly coming out of your mouth. If you just stayed, he wouldn’t be hurt. And neither would you.
“Do you need a car?” Seokjin asks. You nod he is on the phone right away.
You continue with Yoongi, “Could you send my boxes? I’ll have an address in a few days.”
“Of course.” He hugs you again. “Why do I feel like I’m never going to see you again?”
You don’t tell him that it feels that way to you too. “Would you just make sure he’s ok, please?”
He nods and with that you leave, severing ties with that safe little world.















