The Diary of a Teenage Girl

when she said that, i didnt believe her, i thought she was crazy. why would i do that?

Hello everyone, i have been so unmotivated to write for the past MONTH, so sorry for the lack of updates.

I have been home since the 12th of may, and got a new phone!! I was so happy, but also i feel like it contributed to my lack of motivation. So far, this summer has been an eye opener to say the least.

I have been realizing so many things, and really locking in my decision for wanting to stay at my uni for next summer.

I have been babysitting for extra cash, and earned 700$! somehow it went down to 200 because my parents have been making me pay for dinners, which im not complaining about because they buy me everything.

hi guys, it has been such a weird week, i have really been reflecting on my life, and yk how that goes.

sorry for not updating as much, im just ready to go home for the summer :/

this might sound crazy but, not having a phone has made me realize that i just feel really alone/lonely.

think i need a new SL, no i DEF need a new one.

My friends told me that as soon as he heard my name, he went into the bathroom...

So i dont know why he did it, but i always like to give people the benefit of the doubt.

let that sink in...

There are these 2 stories on wattpad and ao3 that i absolutely LOVE!

and one of the stories on wattpad hasn't been updated in about 2 years, or maybe year and a half.

I dont have my phone...

I know you ask, "hellokittylovverrr, why do you need your phone to go to the loo?" (i'm not british, just added loo for the laughs)...

Well reader, i don't use my phone on the loo, i need it for the time!!

i get self conscious about the time, especially if i take too long.

Currently in my last pre cal lab. I hate this subject, and im just bad at math in general...

i am barely passing this class, but barely passing is still passing (it isnt)!

I usually sit upfront but today i decided to sit all the way in the back.

i bought a book last summer called Quantum Entanglement, and i am very excited to read it today, it was 20$... So i kinda have to... even though its been a year... of me owning it...

If you couldn't tell, i have a hard time focusing on one thing for too long, even a school subject. I could fully excel in one subject, but plummet on the others.

Being in college it still feels exactly the same, focus on one topic too hard, i forget we are already moving a head, and im still trying to understand the first topic, so when im already getting the hang of the first, were on the 4th topic.

Does that make sense????

So, everyone loves y2k, the clothes, the music, the culture, and even the economy.

My dream is to live in the 2000s, all i see on social media is how amazing it was back then. Everyone was so different, pop culture was at its peak, great music, juicy gossip, and the top artists were ruling the world.

When i close my eyes and envision my dream life, i think about living in that time, having a secure, well paying job, an apartment in LA or New York, wearing the cute outfits, and living the y2k dream.

It is 2026, everything that has happened 20+ years ago is resurfacing, the darkness comes to light. The schemes performed have been recognized by the public.

Celebrities, successful business men, politicians, and even people of heavy influence have been caught. Caught having secret affairs behind closed doors. Things people could have never imagined, and yet these people still haven't been arrested or held accountable.

My question for the reader "Were the 2000s great because people were oblivious?". They say ignorance is bliss. People didn't know about the unpleasant truths, all they knew was security, and trust. Trust that the people higher than them were doing everything correctly. I mean they said they were good people, they've donated so much money, made good music, had good influence, why would they do harm to anyone?

So knowing what you know now, do you envy the people of that era because they didn't know what was going on? Do you ever wish you didn't know what you know because you'd rather not know it at all?

I think to myself, do i feel that way?

i miss having a cute, innocent crush!