Grasping Ayaka’s hand tightly, Haruna lies still until she can hear her friend’s breathing settle, indicating that she’s fallen asleep. For a moment she revisits all her senses again: her eyes stare up at the night sky, her ears listen in on their breaths, she feels Ayaka’s warm hand in her own, and the smell of the ocean calms her heart with its salty and watery scent.
There was still one thing left, one thing that reminds her of the feeling of being alive—taste. But she lays there and thinks of her memories, of her whole life that was, is, and could have been. She thinks of her best friend beside her, and all the smiles and laughs they shared today. She thinks of everyone else in the game, dead and alive, who was forced to go through all of it at the hands of a madman.
But somehow…it’s familiar. The feeling of grasping onto her life for the last time, and it’s strange and unwelcoming and it makes her feel restless. But she somehow feels that this time around, she’s lucky, because she’s with her friend, and someone who she cares about. Glancing over at Ayaka’s sleeping figure, she hopes that she can get through this, and maybe…maybe accomplish what she never could.
With her free hand, she slowly reaches into Ayaka’s bag and finds what she was looking for: a small brown bottle, with a faint and rusted looking label that she can hardly read in the darkness. Setting that down beside her, she silently stashes what is little in her backpack into Ayaka’s. When she grabs hold of the machete, she gulps, a thought crossing her mind—but no, she knows that it’s not the most formidable weapon for killing. So she places it into the backpack as well and lays back down.
Opening up the poison, she looks back at her friend again. It seemed wrong to do this without saying goodbye. But she couldn’t bear to look at her friend while she was awake and do this to her face. No, it was better like this. So she plopped off the cap, and held up the bottle in a silent cheer. ‘Cheers to this game,’ she thinks in her head. ‘Bottoms up.’
In a gulp, she downs the bottle, screws the cap back on, and tosses it into the backpack. If she remembered anything from her classes, she knew it wasn’t long before the poison kicked in. “Ah, but you were always the smarter one, weren’t you Ayacho,” she whispers breathily as she slowly turns to face her sleeping friend. A small smile appears on her face and she closes her eyes.
“Thank you for spending my last day with me. You mean so much to me…and you deserve to live.”