* 𝒇𝒂𝒅𝒆 𝒕𝒐 / 𝐁𝐋𝐀𝐂𝐊 !

#DREADEDFEARS  :  a  sporadic-activity  ,  MUTUALLY  EXCLUSIVE  ,  independent  original  character  based  in  the  stranger  things  universe  .  HARLOWE  BRENNER  .  EXPERIMENT  007  .  featuring  a  study  in  the  following  :  suppressed  rage  ,  using  music  as  an  escape  ,  fear-inducing  powers  &  challenging  society  .

❛  we’re really going to do this, aren’t we ?  ❜ ❛  i shouldn’t have snuck up on you like that.  ❜ ❛  you do realize that i know you better than anyone, right ? so i know that you’re lying.  ❜ ❛  if you break your promise, i promise to make you regret ever laying a finger on me.  ❜ ❛  we’ve just been fooling ourselves. this never was what it should’ve been.  ❜ ❛  i love you. no matter what happens, don’t ever forget that.  ❜ ❛  why are you here ?  ❜ ❛  i told you, you don’t have to deal with this pain on your own. we’re in this together now, remember ?  ❜ ❛  so basically this means we can’t do anything ?  ❜ ❛  you can thank me later i brought you with me.  ❜ ❛ c’mon, let’s go someone more private where no one will interupt us.  ❜ ❛  i have planned a whole lot of things for us to do today.  ❜ ❛  you have no idea what you’ve gotten yourself into.  ❜ ❛  you’re only asking questions about me, why don’t you tell me a little more about yourself ?  ❜ ❛  what is it that you wanted to show me ? and why do we have to do this at night ― couldn’t you have waited until tomorrow ?  ❜ ❛  you may not remember me but at least my effect on you hasn’t changed one bit.  ❜ ❛  trying to strangle someone usually counts as attempted murder.  ❜ ❛  don’t ever come near me again !  ❜ ❛  please, [name], before you do anything just hear me out.  ❜ ❛  i know i did the wrong thing. i hurt you, and i’m sorry.  ❜ ❛  i can never not love you.  ❜ ❛  are you even listening to me ?  ❜ ❛  you have no idea what you’ve gotten yourself into.  ❜ ❛  someone wants to play. but let me tell you, two can play that game.  ❜ ❛  that’s i surprise. i like it, though. makes you at least ten times more interesting.  ❜ ❛  if i had known how good this was gonna be, i would’ve done this ages ago.  ❜ ❛  wake up. please, wake up. you can’t leave me here alone.  ❜ ❛  i had no idea you’d be here … why didn’t you tell me ?  ❜ ❛  i could’ve protected you if only you’d let me !  ❜ ❛  oh, if you don’t want to talk, i’ll let you know that i have my ways to do make you talk.  ❜ ❛  you really don’t want to test me right now.  ❜ ❛  i can’t believe i ever trusted you !  ❜ ❛  god, this is so embarrassing. i need your help, okay ?  ❜ ❛  i already told you, i’d do anything for you. no questions asked.  ❜ ❛  are you really sure this is what you want ? you won’t regret it later ?  ❜ ❛  you still have doubts about it, don’t you ?  ❜ ❛  there may be something i should’ve told you before we hooked up.  ❜ ❛  i love you. and i know this will probably destroy our friendship but i don’t care. i just wanted you to know.  ❜ ❛  i just want to stay here, watch movies all day, and cuddle with you on the couch.  ❜ ❛  stop whatever you’re doing right now, i have some big plans for today and you’re gonna help me with it.  ❜

assorted   lyrics      ♡      sentence   starters.             ╰   *   SONGS   THAT   INSPIRED   MY   OC ,   part   one.

“ i  feel  your  presence  but  it’s  out  of  reach. ”

“ am  i  awake  or  is  this  a  dream? ”

“ in  another  life  i  would’ve  built  up  my  walls  around  you. ”

“ i  can’t  tell  what  is  make  believe. ”

“ i’ve  tried  pretending  you’re  what  i  need. ”

“ nobody  knows  what  i’ve  been  through. ”

“ you  destroyed  everything. ”

“ did  i  mean  anything  at  all  to  you? ”

“ do  you  think  about  us  every  now  and  then? ”

“ there  were  too  many  lies  for  me  to  memorize ,  and  i  never  make  the  same  mistake  twice. ”

“ i  bet  the  truth  weighs  heavily  on  you. ”

“ i’m  not  afraid  of  you. ”

“ all  i  see  is  red  with  everything  you  said. ”

“ you  know  you’re  the  source  of  my  self–doubt. ”

“ i’m  broken. ”

“ let  me  be. ”

“ do  you  know  what  it  feels  like  to  drown? ”

“ i  don’t  wanna  talk  about  it ,  just  let  it  go. ”

“ the  devil  inside  of  me …  he’s  taking  on  control. ”

“ i’m  fine. ”

“ can  we  just  forget  about  it? ”

“ there’s  no  way  you’re  saving  me. ”

“ i’m  better  off  alone. ”

“ i  swear  you  wanna  watch  me  drown. ”

“ it  doesn’t  have  to  be  this  way. ”