𝐇𝐄𝐋𝐋’𝐒 𝐇𝐀𝐑𝐋𝐎𝐓.

nah, i get that 100%. i don’t think i would have been able to cope with the news as much if it wasn’t for dev being here, so i hope you’re getting the same time you need with carla. you got yourself a deal though ✌🏼.

my two favorite guys is really all i need tonight, throw on some futurama as background noise and that’s okay with me. i just want to shut the rest of the world out for now and not think about anything. you promise?

i appreciate that carla and i promise i’ll be alright, just kinda sucks to feel like all the hard work you were putting in wasn’t good enough.

no one to stop you now from party rocking away girl, do the damn thing! honestly, out of everything to come out of today have to say your release felt so out of place. so i hope if anything, we get to cross each others path someday soon ‘cause i’d still love to throw down with you in the ring one day.

you’re right and i know you are, i’d be lying if i said i haven’t missed the creative freedom i had just getting to be pk, not having to abide by a certain mold will be refreshing. i think it’s just the initial sting that hurts, you know? but once i’ve let it process for a few days, i’ll feel better. as for this dog story though, not you barking at those innocent pups dude 😂. how wild were the looks you got from the owners?

i really appreciate that tay, more than you know. you’re the last toxic attraction chick still standing so keep killing it for us over there, yeah? i love you to pieces and just know you’re always going to have a jacy jayne supporter in me 🖤. i was going to ask, would you care to grab my things out of my locker and bring them to my place? it shouldn’t be much but i just don’t think i can bring myself to go to the pc and not get emotional. nothing against anyone there, i just don’t want them seeing me like that.

doesn’t mean the sentiment is any less appreciated, so thank you maika. as far as drinks go, i think i’ll save those for tomorrow when i’m not as emotional. but i will have one in your honor, have you there in spirit.

i thought nat and i were making strides too, especially with our showings on tna and that still wasn’t enough. i understand business is business but that doesn’t make it hurt any less. food, ice cream and some cuddles from you will definitely make this night 10x better, i’ll leave the door unlocked for you 🧡.

can you come over, please? i’m really trying to keep myself together and act like this doesn’t bother me, but it really does babe. i feel like i just .. failed.

i don’t know if many words would come out right now juice, so please feel free to distract away. anything to help me from feeling how i do right now would be great.

drinks tonight? i think we deserve them, b.