lost girl

hi taylorswift - tomorrow night, i will be at the 1989 show at gilette stadium. this is my second concert of yours i'll be going to. i saw you on the red tour when you were at gilette. so this will be my second time road tripping from upstate new york to massachusetts!! my mom got me tickets as a graduation gift, and there is a video somewhere of me crying like a baby when I opened the card. i just want you to know how excited i am to see the show tomorrow. i've been preparing for weeks, putting together a perfect 1989 themed outfit, and having to stop myself from getting too emotional and excited. every time i realize i will be in your presence tomorrow, i get really emotional and wanna start crying. you are what has gotten me through middle school and high school. my mom is a breast cancer survivor, and has a rare blood disorder called amyloidosis. so high school was hard. your music is what got me through. YOU got me through. being able to look through your tweets or your Instagram or read/watch interviews, videos from shows, or anything would instantly make me happy and forget about everything going on. i got to live in my own little Taylor world. your sunny disposition and awkward dance moves and silly jokes mean more to me than you could ever imagine. i know it's probably crazy to you that I idolize you for just being you, but I do. you have made my life better and have changed me for the better. i want to be as successful and kind and intelligent as you are someday. thank you so much for being you, taylor. I love you so much and I can't wait to see you tomorrow. Hopefully I'll get to show you my outfit. :) Love always, Josie