"Sometimes life sucks. Sucks so bad that I'm wondering what's the matter of it.
What's the matter of being alive, of stressing out about school, job, money, relationship if in the end we all end up six feet under. If all of what we've done in our lives was totally useless amd insignificant.
As a kid I often asked my parents why are we alive and they never answered me clearly or changed their answer everytime, I guess they don't know why either. Because it just has no point or logic.
If I haven't promised Emy that I will see my gray hair and my grandchildren, I believe I would no longer be here.
Why people never talk about how difficult it is to stay alive when you lost the meaning of life ? when life doesn't make sense anymore. Because it is clearly the main issue I have."
Btw if someone read this, it is not me talking, it's Erina, one of my OCs. (If you want lore, I'll say more info about her)
