𝘱𝘢𝘴𝘴 𝘵𝘩𝘳𝘰𝘶𝘨𝘩 𝘧𝘪𝘳𝘦 ,

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another day , feeling icky again ♡

going to make some early lunch and then clock in for writing.

I wanted to be here tonight , but between cooking dinner , getting everyone ready for school tomorrow and everything else? i don’t want to do anything but try to eat my own dinner and find something to zone out to.

hi sunbeams ! I went to the emergency room this morning, thankfully it was neither of the things that i could it could have been. but instead just some stomach issues that are causing me all the pain! I have to go see my pcp soon.

hi sunbeams ! i hope everyone is doing okay and had an amazing day. i just wanted to check in and let you know , i'm still interested i writing on kiki. i've just been really sick , and what i originally thought was something with my appendix , is just kidney stones. today is the first day that i've felt human or doing anything other than lay on the couch. i've had them before , but this round is pretty awful. truly wouldn't wish it on my worst enemy.

thank you guys for everyone who reached out last night , it really means so much to me ♡.

i feel a little bit better today , i say as i've had three red bulls now.

i've already posted about it on my multi , but i'm still recovering from CO.VID , and my iron levels are low. between all of that and the medicine that doesn't help at all with my memory , i basically sleep the entire time the tiny humans are at school. then by the time they're ready for bed , i'm ready to crash. all my spoons are spent being a parent right now / my kids will always come first. so thank you for hanging in there with me, i promise i'm going to try and get things done. maybe i'll curl up on the couch tonight with my laptop and try to at least get things drafted.

really quick while im here , you guys should absolutely follow my partner @umwandeln , because he has such an amazing grasp on writing caleb.

i’m so sorry i haven’t done anything today like i wanted to. I promise i have some time to tackle drafts this week. I’ve just been double taken out by a fibro flare up and a migraine on top of it. So all my spoons have basically gone to parenting.

i need to get lunch together , but here is jester's blog @blueheals ! i'm trying to reclaim her as my character , because she is SO important to me.

i really want jester to be one of the blogs i can write on , but i just get the biggest ick because of my ex ?

i'm going through that period where none of my blogs bring me joy , but still want to write ?

the way i love kiki? she's just a baby , but shes my baby. i know she's just a fictional character but i so deeply connect with so well.