You have been diagnosed with the big gay.

I want to decorate my Christmas tree with my beautiful husband while Christmas songs play softly in the background and we try and sing along. We share a warm embrace and a kiss as snow begins to fall outside.

am I fantasizing about slowly moving my hand up a boys thigh until I reach his underwear, instead of studying? ..... maybe.

that's it that's the post.

You and your boyfriend are sitting on his bed reading your respective books. Your both wearing Christmas jumpers that you bought for one another. You look up from your book and watch him for a few minutes. The way his lips move as he reads, the way he acts out all of the lines without realising. It makes you remember how unashamedly passionate he is about the things he loves. And it makes you remember that one of those things, that he is unashamedly passionate about is you.