Night Visions

When you’re old, all you want to do is stare at the scenery. It’s so strange. I’ve never felt so peaceful before.

i hope you’ll understand me,

i hope you’ll understand why i act like this,

i hope you’ll understand all my fears,

i hope you’ll understand that bad events in my life killed my courage,

i hope you’ll understand my agonies,

i hope you’ll understand that my ways of looking at life are influenced by paranoias,

i hope you’ll understand my heartaches,

i hope you’ll understand there is something missing in my mind,

i hope you’ll understand my troubles,

i hope you’ll understand how much bad experiences influenced my growth,

i hope you’ll understand that I’m needing my solitude to discover me and i can’t see the time to run back in your arms,

and meanwhile

i hope you’ll keep on loving me

and i hope you’ll never choose someone else,

i hope you’ll understand me,

because you’re the only living human able to understand me,

and you’re the only living human able to make me reason

and you’re the only living human able to make me try real feelings

and you’re the love of my life, that i never want to lose.