sunflori

everything’s gonna be okay allegedly

sometimes i have a dream that reveals such a humiliating desire i have that i genuinely lose a bit of respect for myself

It's not too late to suppress all of your wants and desires and to die unfulfilled and afraid without anyone ever having really known you.

[no beers in] do you think im ever going to belong somewhere

can yearning make you sick

can desire kill you

no one else twists the knife as good as u come over

how to become good at everything no practice no effort no motivation no passion no talent fast free

i love when horrible things happen and then you have to act like a scared animal for many years over it

actually im doing really well except for the fact that everything makes me sad and the things that dont make me sad make me angry. but other than that im fine

[as if this is not a normal and natural human thing to want] yeah i just really want to connect with people for some reason. Like some weird loser freak