MY MIND IS A MESS

i wish i was born as someone who could handle life

mein kopf ist voller gedanken, aber ich kann sie nicht in worte fassen.

„Glaub gefälligst endlich an dich! Los! Sofort!“, schreie ich mich an. Ich erschrecke mich so sehr, dass ich nur noch flüstern kann: „Ich kann nicht. Du machst mir Angst“.

Wanna hug her so tight until our hearts become one.

Wahre Worte sind nicht immer schön. Schöne Worte sind nicht immer wahr.

vielleicht bin ich auch einfach zu viel.

Lets talk about how hard it is to open up to someone about being sad for no reason. Lets talk about how hard it is to explain to your friends and family that you have this heavy feeling in your chest for no reason. Lets talk about how hard it is to understand why you’re having a panic attack while just taking a walk back home. Lets talk about how hard it is to understand your own self and how scary it is to feel like the whole world is falling on your shoulders and you have no idea why .

OK but falling asleep to someone's heartbeat though