hetalia confessions

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hate when so many good things happen but i have to make choices so its very stressful and feels like everything is shitty and bad even though by all accounts everything is actually amazing. um. iggy is one of these wonderful things so this is hetalia related.

in one week i will be in england i will be inside of her ... crazy to think about

Had to blacklist my otp's tags 😞 the way some other shippers have been acting have made me not like them anymore even though they used to be comfort characters for me and now I have art block.

TFW you make a alt account to post crack fics and they end up getting more hits and kudos than any of the fics you actually put effort into...

I would log out of ao3 to leave more comments on my friends fics as a Guest so it looked like more people are leaving comments.

i just impulse bought some hetastuffs while on a nobuy....

(same as FB anon) nah I thankfully was not directly involved - but I was a young and impressionable onlooker and did genuinely grieve for "Mari". if anything it just sucks more for the people who WERE directly involved, and I'm just sad they didn't get the closure they deserved

after reading through this blog and its… interesting asks, I'm afraid this might be kind of a downer. but hey I wanna get this shit off my chest so might as well. in the age of us looking back on cringe shit and video essays on years-old fandom drama, I'm honestly surprised NOBODY has talked about the shitstorm that was the Feliciana Vargas FB page (if you have FB, look up Feliciana Vargas/N Italy and you'll probably find it - it's the page that has the orange-tinted pic of her cutting off a braided ponytail). it was a roleplay page by a girl named Mari (and a couple of co-mods who manned the fort), whose family was killed in a fire over Christmas 2011, then she had to testify in court against their murderer, who was sentenced to death. she was diagnosed with stage 4 cancer shortly after and passed away in January 2012. exceeeept... one of the co-mods came out in 2014 and outright stated the whole thing was a fucking lie, that nobody died and the whole entire thing was puppeted by their co-mod Charity. in retrospect, it should've been obvious in that we never got ANYTHING to verify any of it. no obituaries, no news articles, I remember even trying to find news reports on a family dying in a fire (which you'd think would be international news???), and everyone involved refused to release any identifying information about Mari despite making a memorial page for her. not to mention all of this shit happening in the span OF A MONTH - but I remember it deeply impacted the Hetalia roleplay community at the time, and her last post in January 2012 still has several comments and likes bereaving her "death".

Recently fell back into Hetalia and read all of the material available and translated on the archive and Hima’s blog in less than 48 hours. Could not think about anything else for weeks and thought that would scratch the itch, but the fixation has not abated whatsoever and spiritually I feel like I’m starting to foam at the mouth.

Went on a gay little autumn outing with a cute girl and we got on the subject of Hetalia, she swears she remembers someone having a crowbar and I cannot remember any such thing, but I have been trying to to research crowbars in Hetalia for hours because now it’s really bothering me that I cannot remember something about a series which consumed me for about five years.

confession i brought my iggy doll with me to class today and ive been drinking again idk i feel like im getting worse. thats my confession thanks for listening

i didn't know the axis power and allied countries were real until today. i thought hetalia made them up but i googled the soviet union because i was curious about which countries were apart of it and i discovered they were real after looking around