jenna always felt like she stuck out like a sore thumb at events like these. she could practically feel the town watching her, judging her, waiting for her to prove every terrible thing they'd ever said about her right. especially here, at the lockwood estate, where she was constantly reminded that she'd never quite measure up. the town screw-up. the girl who ran away and came crawling back after her sister and brother-in-law died. the woman everyone seemed convinced would eventually let those kids down. and maybe they were right.
mystic falls had always felt suffocating to her. the gossip, the cliques, the way everyone knew everyone else's business. she'd spent most of her life trying to escape it. yet somehow she'd ended up right back where she'd started, surrounded by people she didn't particularly like and expected to smile at anyway. she was a little tipsy. mostly because there was no way she was surviving an evening at her ex's family estate completely sober.
seeing elena by the pool offered a welcome distraction. she'd barely had two seconds to process why her niece was suddenly sitting alone with her feet in the water before the comment registered. her smile faltered. " wow. a little morbid, don't you think, elena? " she laughed, lowering herself onto the edge of the pool beside her. " i mean, unless we're talking in a slightly sluttier sense. then i'm absolutely interested in playing that game. " her gaze followed the other's toward the crowd. " so? who's sneaking off with someone they shouldn't be? " jenna asked, lifting her drink for another sip. " personally, i'm rooting for lizzie forbes. that girl deserves one reckless night. "