rp memes

COCAINE

i made your eyes shine a little too bright.

i find you in every pretty thing i see.

you're stuck in my brain.

how did you do it?

i see right through it.

tighten the noose and find which of us is tied to it.

i made you bigger and better than ever before.

now you beg for more.

you made me smaller, and harder, and cold to the core.

what did you do that for?

i still paint you this picturesque beauty.

anyone would die to see you right through me.

you're oh so perfect to me.

i would swallow you whole if you let me.

you made it easy, lied through your teeth.

now i hold you to standards that you cannot reach.

what can i say? i'm so good at making you someone that i could love forever.

what can i do when i'm at the mercy of Midas' hands, the very ones that reach for you?

you wish i were older.

i wish you were half the world i made of you.

don't you sit there and grieve.

how could you do it?

what did i do that for?

why did i do that?

SAVE THE BULLETS, BABY!

you say it's just beginning.

i'm tongue-tied.

you're tangled all around me.

i'm so tired, but i can't fall asleep.

there's a world and it swirls inside my mind.

i'm spinning faster than a ceiling fan.

how could anyone take me for the way i am?

save the bullets, baby.

you ain't gotta fight to get in my head.

you handle me so gentle.

if i push, will you pull a little tighter?

to you, i wanna be a little nicer.

shake me when the bad thoughts take me.

take me, 'cause i'm needing it lately.

you were holding my face in your hands on the train.

i was thinking that i could take your name, if i could learn to stay.

your love's a blessing—it's Armageddon.

i sent you away, set our forest on fire.

i said i didn't want you—i'm a goddamn liar.

i'm still yours.

don't let me look down.

i want you around.

i wanna stare up at you, so don't let me look down.

there's an oath in your eyes.

now i know that i'm bound.

i'm singing your name 'cause you like how it sounds coming out of my mouth.

you're all over my mouth.

won't you let me keep you?

i like how it sounds coming out of your mouth.

you're all over me now.

you got me no matter what lies ahead.

groupie

if it takes one to know one, then i think you've it, babe.

i think you've got it made.

i know it feels good when they're so obsessed.

it's written in the stars, it just hasn't happened yet.

it's hasn't, but it will.

the spotlight feels so good.

i never thought i'd want to share it.

one look at you and i'm like everybody else who's staring.

i like acclaim, but i love the way you turn the city into a stage.

i always saw myself in the starring role.

baby, for you i'm flexible.

i love the way you do it to me.

you take the spotlight, i'll be the groupie.

you're a primadonna girl.

i'm front row for the show.

you already know.

bright lights feel so good when i'm standing out in the open.

i could meet you in the green room when the curtains close.

put my name on the guest list.

okay, you have my attention.

creative liberties

okay, it was fun at first.

i've been wanting you so bad until it hurts.

i know that's how you like it.

i'm in the dirt.

i'm home alone, catastrophizing the worst.

i know so damn well that i'd cave and be yours if you just said the word.

i can't stop thinking of you.

i know you're probably thinking of somebody else.

i fell in too deep.

i took some liberties in stories of you that i tell myself.

i'm not crazy, i know it's fiction.

i've got you where i want you in my head.

i can fill the blanks in, words that you're not saying.

you need me.

you want to be more than friends.

you can't stop thinking about me.

it's probably only what i'll tell myself.

it's the truth, but modified.

i know it's not real life, but i can barely tell.

in my head, we're kissing in the bathroom stall.

in my head, i'm tracing down your body with my fingertips.

i know it isn't real, so how's it feel like this?

in my head, there's seven different versions of you in that dress.

your face is painted on the back of my eyelids.

alchemical

i think you mean it when you whisper something nice.

i see you in poetry.

i tend to find the messiest of phrasing.

i convolute or dilute what i feel.

would you mind if i put it quite plainly, and i asked you to touch me tonight?

won't you come over?

i am melting into this.

so come closer.

you could never get too close to me.

i tend to shy away from moderation.

consider me a hedonist at heart.

forgive me if i come off heavy handed.

once i start, i don't know where to stop.

won't you come closer?

i wanna be what you need.

i wanna know what you need.

oh, pretty please.

carolina honey

i ran three blocks just to kiss you.

i feel the lovers that precede you.

i think i'd give them all up if you asked me to.

i wish you would.

you stayed up a little later just to linger by my side.

you effortlessly recite things i could never write.

your metaphor bleeds into fact.

darling, i'm in the palm of your hand.

i don't know how, but i need you now.

we know i can't stay, even if i want to.

carolina honey, can you tell me what to call you?

it's no surprise i'm dreaming about you sleeping in my t-shirt.

when you walk me to your door i drown hook, line, and sinker.

this is the type of tenderness i know is gonna kill me later.

promise me you'll think of me when you're alone.

i look for you in every room.

i know what you are, babe.

can you see right through me too?

without a doubt

you said you don't wanna hurt me.

that's a silly thing to say.

if you want love, then you want hurting.

all good things come with a little bit of pain.

you said you're always gonna trust me.

i couldn't hold it in my brain.

i don't know much, but i know some things.

love is gonna chew me up.

love is gonna spit me out.

you will do the same.

love is gonna turn me in.

love is gonna break me down.

you will do the same, without a doubt.

when you get a taste of something sweet, you don't wanna give it up.

you'll stomach the repercussions.

there's a crash to every rush.

humans decompose into ashes, into atoms, so permanence is hard to entertain.

no matter what i say, i'll do it anyway.

love is gonna build me up.

even though i want to, i won't hold you to forever.

SICK JOKE

write it in gold.

the ending gets old.

they say you learn to know when it's time to go.

these days i'm talking to myself.

i know what to say now.

is everything i feel temporary?

i'm learning more about myself and it's scary.

won't you let me live right here in the memory?

love me plenty.

take this gently.

leave me empty.

leave me whole.

call it what it is: it's a sick, sick joke.

nobody's laughing now.

i wanna learn to love you, i just don't know how.

i swear i'm really trying, but i'm all worn out.

all that happened hurt me more than i care to talk about.

nothing ever changes, and i'm sick of this town.

will i find it in me to find a way out?

i think i might feel better once i let you down.

we never touched in that midnight glow.

every part of me you begged to know.

i look into your eyes and i see my own.

it's almost like you always knew me—what a horrifying feeling.

you were horrifying.

i only miss it a little.

i don't wish you very well.

you only loved me in riddles.

you still loved me, i could tell.

now you call it a fever dream.

you're only kidding yourself.

i wanna learn to trust you, i just don't know how.

you're no longer a contact.

i'm good on my own, but you already know that.

you swore to be true.

you failed in the moment.

they say it takes two, but i blame you.

i don't know what it means.

someday i'll find the meaning.

the wound still stings.

i kinda like the bleeding.

where'd you go?

you oughta stay there.

i had to block you on the internet 'cause i still care.

it keeps me up at night like a bad, bad dream.

what if i never find someone who's just like me?

our stars never aligned.

we did a bad thing.

i hold on to the grudges.

i wish you held me.

i have an incessant need for a love so all-consuming that it ruins me.

you promised it was real.

i guess you misspoke.

i wanna be merciful, i just don't know how.

it goes against my nature to believe you're bad.

why'd you have to go and lie to me like that?

there always come a point where you have to have your own back.

now's as good a time as ever to learn that.

i'm thankful that i never gave you all of me.

now i get to walk away with everything.

if i linger in your memory, eradicate me!

i never saw you coming, but i felt you leave.

i did my best.

i hope you never find the guts to make amends.

i'm crying to my friends.

i'm plotting my revenge.

all i really wanna know is why would you pretend?

FERAL

i served my head on a platter.

i wish i were dead by now.

what does it matter?

make your amends.

prepare for the slaughter.

the rumors are true.

you're callous and cruel.

that [ woman ] is feral.

they said, "be careful, that [ woman ] is the devil.

even god herself as never known such evil.

i see [ her ] when the lights go low.

i feel [ her ] when i'm on my own.

i do my best work under pressure.

you fight for your life.

for me, it's just pleasure.

blood on my lips looks so much better.

witness my final ascension.

i command your undivided attention.

i'm teaching a lesson.

god is a woman and she likes other women.

does it keep you up at night?

was there something in the light that looks like me?

was it worse than you thought?

are you praying to a god you don't believe?

there's a shadow in your bed.

[ she ] won't leave.

i kinda wish i killed you sooner.

pray to your great empty heaven.

THE KICKER

it's snowing for the second time this winter.

i'm glad i didn't, but i wish i'd kissed [ her ]

i've been contemplating resolutions.

i blocked the user, but [ she ] made a new one.

i'm at a loss.

maybe i'm sick and need an obsession.

maybe it's love and the timing's up to heaven.

if it's as real as it feels, wouldn't you be here still?

ain't that the kicker.

there's a ghost in these walls.

[ she ] says nothing at all.

there ain't a single day i don't feel [ her ].

you're a lesson learned.

i'm one you get to work through.

how dare you say this ain't easy for you.

you get to fall asleep in bed with a [ girl ] who chose you.

i hate that i still wonder if it's what you wanted.

you said you're all mine.

it left me haunted.

if i go crazy, put your name down on the paper.

cause of death: a fucking serial dater.

maybe i'm mixing up all the signs.

you're really not a bad guy.

you could be the one if i just let this one slide.

baby, you're lucky that i'm such a forgiver.

you chose her too.

don't tell me you love me if you don't mean it like that.

you don't mean it like that.

don't tell me you're coming back, you don't mean it like that.

why'd the lord make me such a forgiver?

EARTH EYES

you're got earth in your eyes.

i can hardly survive how you touch me at night.

will you touch me tonight?

will you touch me?

you're all mine.

you kissed and you cursed me.

i spent 7 years trying to prove i was worthy.

i waited for worship.

i waited for madness.

i sat on your doorstep.

i loved without reason.

you loved me in secret.

now that i'm older, i no longer mind it.

it wasn't one-sided.

you tried to hide it.

you wound pretty lies 'til we crashed and collided.

i finally found you.

ALIBI

i don't love [ her ], but i think about [ her ] all the time.

i wonder what on earth [ she ] tastes like.

i've got a hundred reasons why i need an alibi.

i think it's funny.

i can never get [ her ] all alone.

it's all we know.

i haven't been this close to heaven since they shut me out.

i still had blood on my clothes.

[ she ] washed it out.

i know nothing in this world can save me now.

no, i don't love [ her ]

[ she's ] just somehow all i think about.

ain't it funny?

for you, i think i could have been someone.

i hope you know when it's your time to go, it'd be an honor just to offer up a hand to hold.

if i have to wait until our decaying state to be that close to you, darling, it's all i'll do.

i'll be yours forever, if forever will have me.

i'll be yours forever.

4EVER

it's already been 6 months.

i kinda hate how the time just goes and goes.

it feel strange to think about how i used to be somebody you didn't know.

you're the first i always call.

i share my clothes and fears with you.

we know it's something special.

we know we're gonna miss it when we get a little older.

i'm crying on your shoulder.

i think i fell in love, but it feels a little better.

i could stay right here in this house with you forever.

some things are meant to be.

some things are accidental.

you make me believe the world could be gentle.

every minute here i get more sentimental.

you cry in my arms.

i put on the kettle.

we do what we want.

the [ girls ] are allowed.

i had a panic attack, now we're going out.

god, i love the [ girl ] house!

you can brush your teeth while i'm singing in the shower.

i'll follow you wherever.

you make it all right.

home is where i love you.

they could stick us in a movie.

i'd even go to hell if it meant with you.

how'd we get so lucky?

home is where you love me.

we're all just a little bit in love with [ Amelia ].

i'll meet you on the corner.

i'm down in california.

they say talk is cheap.

JANUARY

it's all so comforting, the part of me that dies without you here.

tell me how i'm supposed to stay away for another year.

i don't wanna kill the parts of me that loved you right.

i can't look them in the eye.

i swear i will hate you for this forever.

i never got to tell you that i loved you.

i was blinded by your tunnel light.

this is my town.

honey, it's your wasteland.

i don't think we'll ever talk again.

we couldn't get that right.

i didn't notice the moment you let go of this.

i was all alone in it for longer than i knew.

i knew.

you made the right choice.

i'm second guessing if i ever really knew your true intentions.

you couldn't hold back.

i couldn't learn my lesson.

i kinda hate the silence.

i know what to do with it.

now it's over.

i feel 10 years older, somehow none the wiser.

i do this every time.

i couldn't get that right.

your skeletons, they don't scare me.

i go back to january—in my mind, you wait there for me.

i feel pathetic, insisting this shit's poetic.

i feel you rolling those damn eyes.

i curse 'em all the time.

no, i don't miss you anymore.

i don't want you back in my life, i couldn't live like that.

i'd say i'm happy.

there's still something so daunting.

i never felt the weight of it all.

you came along and took it off me.

i hope you're happy.

i can't look at any pictures, i'm afraid i'll see you with [ her ].

i heard you got that right.

i can't go back, i can't move forward.

i cried all night.

what's that like, being loved by you?

i still talk to you when i'm sleeping.

i call you name just to feel something.

i never learned to let a good thing go.

no, you won't be seeing my name on a phone screen.

you're hoping it's me who caves—well, it won't be!

i needed the time and the space.

i can't recall why it was needed in the first place.

i ain't a killer.

oh baby, i might be.

you're somehow the one i can't leave behind me.

in my mind, you regret me.

BETTER KIND OF BEST FRIEND

i can see [ her ] in my dreams.

i see [ her ] in my bed.

[ she's ] the goddamn vision that ringin' in my head.

i'm waitin', patient.

we could be good together.

let me release the pressure.

i think i found my treasure.

[ she ] tastes like heaven and she knows it.

i'm eager.

i just wanna please you.

she's got me prayin'.

i could be a better kind of best friend.

i'm a fan.

i don't die for my [ women ] anymore.

i'll do anything to have you.

i swear to be true.

i don't die for my [ women ] anymore, i kill for them.

you don't need to ask, you got my permission.

lord knows we tried.

can't stay away from each other.

you know i'm a sucker.

watch as i swallow my pride.

i wanna make it intimate.

i've got my finger on the trigger.

they come and go.

YOU DON'T WANT ME LIKE THAT ( also by Rachel Bochner )

if you hated me it'd be easier.

i know what's coming is really gonna hurt.

if i hated you, i would've never tried.

it's a habit you conditioned.

i wonder if you know you're bad.

i wanna tell you that i miss you.

you wouldn't say it back.

you don't want me like that.

you don't want a picture of me sitting on your nightstand.

you don't wanna touch me in the way we both know you can.

you just like the way i feel stuck in the palm of your hand.

where do you get off on it?

i do the extra credit but you're never satisfied.

i keep you center stage.

you keep me on the side.

i'm crossing all the lines.

you won't call it what it is.

you just call me when you're blue.

the fantasy is cute.

i would give you all i have.

i stay up waiting for you.

i can't keep waiting.

BABYBLUE

baby blue was always your color.

it's a little strange how we're seeing each other.

god, you look just as i remembered.

it's been a few years.

i've known you forever.

you packed your bags and moved to [ Boston. ]

you needed a place that you could get lost in.

time will tell.

you got my youth on your bedpost.

say it ain't so.

our picture's getting dusty.

you smell vanilla and don't think about me.

i hope it's alright, your life without me.

you ran to my house in the pouring rain.

i've cried every damn day since you left.

i don't mind if i never get over it.

i've been watching reruns.

i should call my little sister, i worry about her all the time.

you hold other hands.

i'm biting my tongue.

you're making new plans.

i'm coming undone.

i watch your old films.

looking at it now, i think i love you still.

i try to be cool.

if i never say a word, does it make it less true?

i feel the time go.

i fear the unknown.

it's getting so old.

all of my anxieties are filling up my diaries.

the water ran cold.

there's so much i don't know.

i think i gotta go.

you see green and don't think about me.

BAD BANDIT

i've been lonely for awhile now.

i'm tired of this ghost town.

[ she ] looks pretty on [ her ] poster.

i'm thinking i could hold [ her ].

i want you on my body.

won't you face it?

you wanna make or break it.

you wanna feel me naked.

i'll show you how to take it.

count your blessings when the devil ain't got nowhere to go.

maybe i'm bratty.

i taught that [ man ] a lesson.

[ he ] was charming and i loved [ him ].

[ his ] urges were disgusting.

i bed [ him ] down to nothing.

that little [ lady ] wanted love.

it's such a damn shame.

you better run, babe.

[ she's ] taking aim.

[ she ] promised me [ her ] best.

i could see forever in [ her ] golden eyes.

my baby told me lies.

i swear i'm gonna die.

but i ain't the one biting the dust tonight.

i swear i'm gonna miss [ her ] for the rest of my days.

i still hear [ her ] voice.

BET YOU'LL GET OFF ON THIS

maybe in another year you might be different.

i'd rather not admit how many years i've been insisting.

you showed me your true colors.

you used to be the prettiest thing i'd ever seen.

what you said to me last sunday was disgusting.

i don't need to look at you to know you feel nothing.

you feel nothing.

maybe you like it better when i'm cool.

i don't give a shit.

did you really have to be so cruel?

all i ever did was try to love you.

i don't know who you are.

i saw the façade slip, and it was alarming.

i'm left with confusion.

how did you not ever learn to be human?

what did i expect?

you never grew up.

you think you're so deep, but you're so out of touch.

[ Natalie ] was right when [ she ] said that you were heartless.

i don't ever want you to touch me again.

i really can't stand the way you talk about your [ girlfriend ].

bet it hurts to know i'm no longer your forever.

i won't hold my breath, but i hope you get better.

i don't wanna belittle my love.

once more, with feeling !

Maybe this time you'll mean it.

I could go months with no from word from you, but you get mad if I don't come through.

You missed another birthday.

You would have shown up if you gave a damn.

If I'm good, if I'm lucky enough you'll love me again.

kitchen light

She got in my car, said “take me home.”

We didn't even make it past the kitchen light.

You could break my heart.

Can't stop thinking about how we fucked in the shower.

Everything sweet comes with a warning.

I tried to move on but it never seemed right.

I broke my own heart a few fuckin' times.

Can't let go of the love I still have for you.

Lover, I’ve missed you.

You don't even know.

Do you think there's someplace we could go?

I love the way that she talks real quiet.

You know she's afraid but can't keep it inside.

I think she might be the love of my life.

You tell me everything you never say out loud.

If you break my heart, I'll break your mouth.

If we leave this town we’re gonna make it out.

I'll be your home, and you be my party.

love like this

Don't ask me how I'm feeling tonight.

I know I've already lost it all.

I'm a crazy fucking hurricane.

She makes me feel calm again.

You never learned to love the rain.

I got a girl at home and so does she.

A love like this it burns so deep.

If we touch we'll ruin everything.

But I don't wanna leave.

You're always trying to find your way to me.

We can go somewhere no one else will see.

You look so cool standing there.

She said I'm not a bad girl.

She said I am just like her.

I'm too scared to get close.

If we're being honest, it's all I ever think of.

I never knew that love could be this mean.

I made promises I just can't keep.

I wanted you to tell me that you thought my singing was pretty when I'm singing for you.

After it all, I'm still not through with you.

This is the last time.

I don't know if I'll ever learn.

A love like this, all it does is burn.

yellow

We can take a longer way home.

I don't want to share you with no one.

I guess this is what heaven is.

I could make you mine.

You know I want you, right?

You're the one I’m thinking about all day and night.

You could take me home.

I don't wanna drive.

I wanna look in your eyes.

You're looking at me like I'm putting galaxies in the sky.

The sun's coming up.

It keeps me up.

I’m really trying this time.

What are we gonna do?

Say you want me.

cupid

I've never felt this.

I wanna thank the gods for it, but I don't know if they exist.

They built me just for you.

Don't let it be taken from me.

I know it's not like that.

I won't be a fool for you.

Some things I just refuse to do.

I wanna be clean when you say my name.

It might take longer than we have.

Could you live with that?

I wish there were some things that I could change.

Darling, I know that you called.

Don't think for a second I was ever wrong for you.

Hope we can have our happily after.

Its not the same when you're not at the front of my car.

I'd wait forever, wherever you are.

Would you be the best I ever had?

How many can say that I loved them forever? One, maybe two.

I never get better.

It all makes me wonder if I'm a mistake, one I hope that you will always make.

I'm not ready.

the blue room interlude

Does it make you mad I was the best you never had?

Cupid didn't know how far I'd go.

It would've been you.

I'm losing all control.

They don't know what they don't know.

I heard she fell from heaven for me.

I never thought that you would be so mean.

I bet you wanna ask me all about it.

complex

You look so pretty on your knees.

It's a bad world.

Don't that sound nice?

I put on a pretty show.

A demon taught me what I know.

You got me with my worst intentions.

You love it when I'm bringing you hell.

I'm what you exist for.

Careful what you wish for.

I'm nothing like the rest.

You're feeding my complex.

Better watch that pretty mouth.

Guess you never know a blessing in disguise.

Acting like a bottom just to switch it up.

I know you wanna die together.

I know you want this forever.

I'm the girl you'd kill for.

my therapist told me

We're just friends.

She sends me naked pictures.

That's, like, so hot.

It's all about you and me.

I'm lonely.

But she don't know what it's like.

I need to learn to lеt you go.

They don't know what it's like to be yours.

I can't get away, and you like it that way.

I'm sick and I need to learn to quit.

My sister is so tired of dealing with my shit.

I'm drained from taking all the blame.

so it's ur birthday

Did you dye your hair blonde when the winter was gone?

Do you think of me, when she's touching you?

Do you wish at the end of the day you could call me?

It's your birthday.

I wish I could see you.

Have fun at your party.

Did you make up with your dad?

Did you fight all those battles you swore you would lose?

Did you come out on top?

When I dream of you, do you dream of me too?

It's been four years since I've last kissed you.

I don't ever wanna speak to you again.

But I might die if I don't hear your voice tonight.

Oh darling, don't answer that.

I still won't face the facts.

I'm missing you this morning.

I wonder if you hate me.

I love you more than the moon and the stars.

19

I don't know when it started.

I think that one day I just woke up in love with you.

She's got herself a girlfriend now.

Well, I guess she finally came out.

I'm always wanting more than I should.

I bet you'd really love me if you could.

I just couldn't love a man the way I love you.

It would be nice if you would walk me home.

Would you kiss me a little more?

It would of been sweet if you had married me.

We were only nineteen.

Just promise me one thing.

Don't go getting married.

I'm going to cross oceans for you one day.

I don't know if we can be friends.

I dug out your old letters.

I know it's been years but it killed me to leave.

If I could hold you once again, I wouldn't let you loose.

I wouldn't make you choose.

I wish I was ready for you now.

We try not to think about it.

I still think about it.

Do you think about it?

You don't talk to your dad.

I don't talk when I'm mad.

I know that it hurts.

Ain't this what you wanted?

I would've loved you forever.

It's never enough but I wanted it to be

Its never enough but you wanted it to be.