DEAR MY FUTURE BOYFRIEND β€οΈ
December 12, 2021 | 20:50hrs
Hi my love! I can't believe I'm sitting here on my bed sipping my cup of tea, flicking through Tiktok and for somehow I was reminded of my Tumblr days! I must say, it took me a bit of time to remember my tumblr name though, baby! Anyway, how are you?! Gosh, we've got 2 years of catching up to do! I have been doing better with my life. I'm finally a nurse and working at a private surgical hospital as a PACU nurse. I'm so proud of myself for landing this specialised job! I learned so much throughout it all and made incredible friendships along the way.
Should I mention, I'm writing this at 24. I can't believe I have been writing this diary entry since 2013... I must still be thinking about finding you, honey haha. Okay, so my last entry back in 2019 made me chuckle as I sounded like I got my life figured out π truth is, I am no where near where I thought I was going to end up by 25. Unfortunately, I got really unwell earlier this year which required me to go through surgery and prolonged hospitalisation... but the good part of all this is that I lost 15kgs! π I'm sorta a sexy bitch again lol.
I'm still pursuing my dream to build a tiny home though! I've also started investing this year, it's been 5 months now and I am still learning my way through it. I am doing it for long term investment which I know will be so worth it in return. I wonder what you have got planned for your future, babe? I want to know what you see yourself doing in few years time. There is nothing more attracting than seeing you go strive and chase your dreams. I'd be so damn happy for you β€οΈ
Yes, I'm single. I was in a long term relationship though babe and I've learned a lot from that experience. It's a long story to elaborate through here though. We can talk about it when we finally cross paths. I am now standing on my own two feet and discovering new things about myself. I'm moving to the beautiful Queenstown in 3 weeks time babe! I landed a job there for the same company but a newly built hospital! I must be honest, I am beyond excited about it but getting to this point wasn't easy at all. I had gone through so many obstacles to get this far, and I know that I'll be tackling more obstacles when I move out on my own. Something in my heart is telling me that this is will be one of the greatest adventures yet though!!! I hope I'll meet you there though baby β€οΈ
I hope to discover more about myself and find my happy place. I'm still yearning to find you, my love. I know you'll come around one day. I hope you have a great Christmas this year and a prosperous New Year despite the pandemic. I'm supposed to be celebrating this holiday in Northern Europe though haha which I'm bummed about, but there will always be next time... hopefully with you and my family! I love you babe. Catch up next time β€οΈI will try write more here.
As always, i love you.
xoxo,
Hazel
