This Isn't Wonderland Alice

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And us hanging out would be a smart idea right now? Dude, even the father shouldn’t say something sometimes. Momma bears are fierce creatures. What about at the scans? If he drives me to the doctors?

I never said it was.. sometimes, but you know I will, we're both too stubborn not too. I can wait in the car while he drops you off or already be inside. At the scans? He won't be there.

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You can’t be with me every second of the day, silly. Burritos were not my point. My point was that no mother wants to be told what her child wants/needs by another woman. You’re going to have to see him eventually…

I'm barely with you, I only get to talk to you online. True, the only one that should say anything to a mother about her child is the father. No I'm not, at least not until after the baby is born.

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Why? Are you going to stop them? Well no… Well I don’t know how you feel about being stuck with us because it means you’re stuck with someone else too.

Well yeah. There you go, no babies will be whispering about burritos. I know.. but it's not like I ever have to see or deal with him

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Well, this was a wonderful conversation. I’m just gonna go.

Sorry..

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It would not be cool. I’d get my ass kicked going up to pregnant women and being like “Er excuse me… your baby wants you to eat a burrito." And the baby. You’ll always have me and the baby. You’re kinda stuck with us both now.

No one's going to kick your ass Charlie. Oh god, can babies even eat burritos? You make it sound like it's a bad thing being "stuck." I want to be a part of both your lives.

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Yeah I guess..

so.. uh.. hows things?

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I’m content with being nothing, right now.

Alright

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Only with our baby… it’d be weird if I knew what some other woman’s baby was thinking. I’m sorry, Potter. I’m still here though. We may not be together but I’m still here and baby or not, I’d still be here.

that would be, but it would be pretty cool too! Yeah, I know. At least I have you right.. 

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Old me was a guy who slept with men for money and ended up in a hospital, cause he got beat. New me is pathetic and crying over a man that he can’t have. I need to  get my shit together, soon.

Sounds like my best friend.. he's pulling his life together, or he was, now he's busy crying over a guy too. I'm content going back to my old life.

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Well fuck, I’m sorry….

Shit happens right..

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Actually the baby talks through me, so there. And this baby wants it’s daddy around for the long haul. I don’t give a shit about her, I give a shit about you.

Oh so you're like the baby whisperer now? that's adorable. Well I gave a shit about her Charlie, and it fucking hurts, everyone I start to give a shit about leaves.

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I hate the old me and I hate current me.

I hate all of me too, but old me hurts less.

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It does matter because all bad habits that can harm your health must stop immediately… the baby said so. Well fuck her. You don’t need her in your life.

The baby can't talk. Yeah, and apparently she doesn't need me in hers.

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Well, love sucks.

I thought hell, maybe I'll stop and be a better person for them but fuck it. I'm done trying, I miss the old me.

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You okay?

The girl I was kind of dating ran off..

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Dangerous? More dangerous than cancer? What? She did? Why?

Kills me slowly. Doesn't matter. Left a note saying it was too hard to stay with everything going on in her life.