HAlkhan

‏المبالغة في الحمد تأتي بأرزاقٍ من حيث لا تُدرك .. الحمدلله عدد كل شيء وملئ كل شيء

don’t care about a lot of things anymore.

i either have an insane obsession or no feelings at all

You cannot live alone on the fantasies you feed to your mind, eventually you have to touch your life for real, assess and analyze your habits, understand your character, try not to hate yourself for your character as it was shaped when you were very young by circumstances outside of you, and begin learning how to cope with your character, how to build habits that work for you, finish small projects, finish big projects, expose yourself to more uncomfortable situations, assess why you want to leave that friendship before you leave it, raise your anxiety levels on purpose, so that you can grow, raise your work load on purpose, so that you can grow, so that you can build resilience, so that your life expands, and can be experienced by you in full and in reality

look at me like you’d die for me

اللهمّ لا تجعل في قلبي وُدًّا لمن لا يصون الودّ، ولا تُعلّق روحي بمن لا يعرف قدرها.

When you love yourself, you don’t require the world to.

I’m so happy I know I’m the prize

ignorance is bliss because there is peace in not knowing

If it is meant for you, it will cross oceans, distances, and doubts to reach you.

I need intention. I get enough attention.

‏اللهم إكفنا شر خلقك وأبعد عنا من يؤذينا ويمكر بنا واحفظنا من شره فأنت خير الحافظين, اللهم أبعد عنا كل ظالم، وحاقد، وحاسد، ومنافق، وقرب منا من يريد لنا الخير يارب العالمين.

I walked away cause you were too busy finding faults in me, while I was too busy overlooking yours