JAMIE FEELS HERSELF FREEZE AT ANDI’S WORDS . she’s never had anyone come to her and ask this before . though , admittedly , she does have more than enough experience to teach her what to do when it comes to sexual relations . she’s seduced most of the girls ( and boys ) in hawkins at this point . but , she never thought that andi would choose her to come to . maybe because she actually has a crush on her , in more than just the sexual way . she enjoys her company , genuinely , and finds herself BLUSHING AT EVEN THE SLIGHTEST HINTS OF FLIRTATION . needless to say , she is definitely blushing up a storm right now . her cheeks are so red that they feel as if they’re absolutely on fire , and it’s only spreading down her neck and up her ears . soon , jamie’s entire body will be beet red and there’s nothing she can do to stop it . fidgeting with her hands , a smile twitches its way onto the middle byers kid’s face and she looks down at her hands where they’re nestled in her lap as she sits on her bed . it takes her a moment to finally look over at andi again , and she can tell that she isn’t just yanking her chain . she’s serious . it makes her heart flutter and her smile widens , ❛ I MEAN … ARE YOU SURE ? ? ? ❜
andi wouldn’t come to just anyone. THERE WAS A REASON SHE CHOSE JAMIE TO GUIDE HER THROUGH THIS. it wasn’t just coincidental or because she knew the other girl had experience. it was because she liked her. A LOT. she’d had a crush on jamie since they day they’d met in the park during community service. she loves the other girls company and she’s definitely crushing on her just as hard. andi never thought she’d be the type to come to someone to ask about having sex and her cheeks were bright and rosy from her own blushing. jamie made it easy, she didn’t judge her or make her feel stupid for being a virgin. she felt safe with her. she does worry that her friend might say no when it takes her so long to answer. andi wonders how she’d ever recover from that if she did. she knew she’d still want to be her friend - jamie was her best friend - if that was still an option. finally she speaks and andi feels her own heart beat pounding away so fast that she’s surprised she doesn’t faint. at the question that was asked of her she found herself nodding her head almost frantically. “yes. i’m sure. i’ve never been more sure of anything.” she feels she should add more. “and it’s not just about the sex…i really like you.” the last time she’d REALLY LIKED A GIRL she’d attempted to kiss her. sadly for her that girl had belonged to the leader of the gang she’d gotten herself mixed in with. he had no shame in hitting a woman and he’d given andi a real shiner of a black eye. that was right before she was shipped off to hawkins for trying to redeem herself committing crime and getting caught. “please will you show me…just be patient with me.” she licked her lips nervously and leaned in a little close. “i’ve only kissed one girl…" she’d done some stuff for guys but other than that she was completely clueless.