IN LOVING MEMORY

Few messages after the breakup ^

Christmas message left by Rosemi for S:

I'd like to leave this off with something S would have said if they had made a reblog for a post. Here it is:

"there's a few things i'd like to note

while i will not be saying my age for privacy, i want it to be known she is much more mature than me and she knew i was years younger then her! i am under the age of 15 I WAS YOUNGER AND EASILY INFLUENCED i will also like to mention that during the time we started talking i was feeling very lonely and wanted affection from someone, Yes i was sexual back but the only sexual jokes i am ever fine with making are very small ones that aren't done what feels like every day and are very suggestive. I did not like the sexual jokes she was making at all, i never liked them. i only responded with the same jokes as i felt like that was what i had to do. i told her multiple times (Before and during our relationship) that i did not like being inappropriate all the time. (there's more messages where i say that, these are only half of the messages) After i told her i wanted to be platonic she said we were dating again shortly after. She never asked me if we were dating, she told people it without my consent or knowledge. what i was feeling for her was platonic the whole time

she also sent me LITERAL porn audios on TIKTOK multiple times without asking me if it was okay first or anything. i really dont know where the "you're very kinky" thing came from because i never once said anything that included kinks. again, i'm underage and asexual."