haunted puppy house

sometimes i think im normal and then i find anything from before high school and get insanely triggered to the point where time literally skips around me #awesome

imagine if i was anything ever beyond the funny fat friend maybe i wouldve turned out more functional if anyone had ever taken me seriously

i want to be someones #1 so bad it makes me look worse than stupid

google how to stop having dreams about age regression easy fast

i should be picked up off of someones doorstep cold and wet and sniveling and get cooed at and bathed and wrapped in a big blanket and petted. instead of whatever the hell is going on

i was given a big plushie today and now i feel like (remembers i feel shame for any form of submission or anything remotely related to being vulnerable) like im made of titanium and also cannot be killed by poison

i am sooo desperate for someone in my irl life to give me literally any sympathy or pity at all but evidently i am too noble and strong to ever struggle at all even when i make references to it constantly. i do think i deserve it/it balances out because i have been so lucky with my life but. wow i wish someone would feel bad for me sometimes <- will be the only one ever attending its pity parties

things are getting bad enough again that i want to buy a new doll but do not have new doll money