i zoned out a few years ago and never zoned back in

Do you ever feel absent but like from your own life????? Like it feels like every day is here, and you’re fucking missing it.

brains say, "I know a spot" and take you to a traumatic memory from 2011

god give me a sign but not that one i just saw

sometimes i have a thought so mentally ill i can feel it fizzle in my skull

not to alarm anyone but is anybody else worried about how everybody is fucking stupid

I mean yeah I carry a sadness that exhausts my will to live like a leach on my heart but I’m basically fine

not to be dramatic but sometimes i feel like i don't belong anywhere on this earth like maybe all there is for me is perpetual loneliness + constant desire to go back to a place that doesn’t exist anymore