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A lesson from an age old

Where I saw the same thing again twice

I figured out that it was up to me,

in that moment

And it’s not as important for me to be

Doing things perfect

As it is for me to just be who I am

Which isn’t always pretty

or easy

And I could always just leave

As there’s always better people,

And Better situations waiting for me

I don’t need to prove anything

I just need to be free in every way

Including being transparent

In the ways I choose to

Not in the ways that they wish I was

Like being naked in front of them

Or the camera

Like a teacher that’s expected to strip

For their students

And What kind of hypocrisy are they trying to set me up for?

Frame me as them, which is exactly how they live

They teach someone something important

And then expect sex or something personal in exchange for it

You first have to get over yourself,

Since love itself is a selfless act.

If you fear love, or loving someone

Fully

Genuinely

And taking risks or making sacrifices for them

Then…

There’s not a selfless bone in your body

And therefore your existence will remain limited and

Stagnant

By your own choosing

And you’ll have problems upon problems

That you won’t be able to understand

Or quantify enough to solve them.

Life requires love,

it requires deep connection

For innate survival, adaptability

And cooperation with your fellow living things.

There is a poison

That is a belief,

And speaks along the lines of dog eat dog…

This mentality will infest you

And you’ll lose touch with reality

Sinning on purpose,

Doing and being ill-will

Justifying hurting people with this poison

That has taken over your identity

Your core functions

And replaced you with darkness

When the soul shines because of the darkness

Inside it,

But now you’ll have become apart of it

The background to the true stars

And yes, Hell is eternal for a reason

When you let the darkness inside you

There’s only a slight chance you can make it back

And that would be through

Other people…

Can you make it?

Would you ever decide to let your ego go, take a leap of faith, and try creating connections that last?

Would you make love a priority, and not yourself,

or desires that breed only chaos?

Would you be able to compromise your lifestyle, and what you’re used to?

In-between the me I see and know

And the me they think they saw, but isn’t

Truth is, they don’t accept alternatives

Or outliers

(Difference)

To the realities they’ve grown so comfortable in

The upside-down world we created and die too soon in

Grooming power and not kindness

They got used to certain judgements

That made them feel superior to me

But only for a moment,

so in order to make that feeling last longer

They shared their opinion of me with others

And it spread like a fire,

Engulfing any good emotions that could be for me, and perpetuated a false story

They’re LIARS, and not just to people

But the Holy spirit

They pretended to care for someone

Have faith in them, which would be love

And then drove a stake in their back when they weren’t looking

And I wonder why are they so common?

It’s like a plague that infects people in their need for true connection, but because they have any flaws

They only operate in fear

Did they expect to be f***ing perfect?

Then forgot how to be human

And now AI is their only way out

When they lost all logic and reason