Cognitions and Conditions.

When you’re sitting in bed questioning your own existence and you start thinking about the branching choices you have made in life. 

“If I never did this...would I be better off? Have more friends? Have a better job? Would be more social? Have a better body?”

Whether the answers to those questions are yes or no, If you were given a chance to change your mind...you wouldn’t. You’d do it all over again. 

At the same time he has to be charismatic and funny. 

I try to do both, but in the end, I always just become the loud obnoxious dood. I tell myself to always tone it down, but I enjoy being goofy and weird. 

Sure, cool guys in the end will always get the girl. The class clown getting the girl only happens in movies. 

In the end, I’ve realized that no matter how I act, people will always have shit to say about me. 

Yo listening to Nujabes when  I’m high is the shit.

This dude seriously knows how to turn music into poetry. The music he makes is the perfect blend of jazz, hip hop, and R&B.

The emotions he evokes in me are from within. It not be a happy tone or happy note, but it stirs feelings of solace in me. Like everything is gonna be alright. It takes you on a journey throughout a beautiful crescendo. A story or a scene comes to my mind, sometimes it’s even a girl’s face.

I want a girl that makes me feel that. A feeling of peace and solace, as long as I have her, everything is gonna be alright.  

P.S. RIP Nujabes. I miss you man. Never knew you in person but I feel like I knew you through your music. You sounded like a solid bro. I bet the lilies smell good in Heaven. You will forever stay immortal in hearts of your fans.