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- I’m a couple days late talking about it, but we had a great day on Saturday (03/23). It was our first anniversary so we spent the day recreating our first date. It was something so simple and sweet and special for us. Texas Roadhouse was PACKED - I’m talking like 30+ people waiting outside, so we went to O’Charley’s for dinner and it was super yummy. After that, we went to Dunkin Donuts for coffee, and then we went to see Captain Marvel (which we both loved). Here’s to many more. ❤️

- I worked this morning with Rebecca and it was pretty steady all day but we started out the sales day in the negative because this woman made a return. We really tried to make the most of it though. I ended up leaving around 2 or a little after. I came home and had dinner, did a little homework, played some games, and watched YouTube videos. As per usual, Alec and I video chat every night. We actually just got off the phone. I was super tired but now my brain can’t fall asleep so I decided to write a little.

- Well, I got off to a good start writing little posts everyday but this semester is so busy. I’m constantly doing papers and if I’m not writing papers or taking tests, I’m at work or with Alec. The last thing I want to do is write more. I kind of like keeping an online diary for myself, though.

- Our first Valentine’s Day was sweet. On the actual day, we had dinner with Alec’s parents because that’s their wedding anniversary. We celebrated on Saturday, because things are cheaper that way - haha! He got us some chocolates to try and gave me this awesome teddy bear. I just love it. I gave him a sweet little keychain and a gift card for the nice car wash. I look forward to many more with him. We also sat around and he taught me how to play Diablo III, which I REALLY enjoy. It’s honestly so much fun and I can’t wait to play some more.

- Mrs. Pat’s Christmas party was today. There were honestly less people there than I expected. Ali couldn’t make it because Nate got her sick, so boo. I had a pretty good time. Doug & Heidi were there (their dogs are like, best friends with Mrs. Pat’s dogs and it’s the cutest). Another Heidi was there too. Sometimes it’s hard to remember who is who but I think I have a system down. One is Heidi (Doug’s wife) and one is Heidi (Christmas Eve). It works for me.

- Me, Alec, Josh, and this other girl (who I was not fond of) all played Cards Against Humanity. That was the first time I had ever played but it was a fun game. Some of the cards were a little much but, it was funny. We also had some NFL playoff games going on but I didn’t really care about any of the teams. Mr. Bill was telling me about how he went to a Kansas City Chiefs’ game many, many years ago. He and Mrs. Pat used to live just a few miles from stadium (before Alec was born). I’d like to go to a professional football game just for the experience.

- College is fucking expensive. Tuition, fees, books. You name it - it costs an arm and a leg. It is just absolutely insane. I’m pretty fortunate in that, since I’m poor, I get the Pell grant. What that means for me is that I get enough money for my tuition and fees, and whatever is left I use for books and the rest is refunded to me. Here’s where this shit gets interesting. About a week ago, I ordered my textbooks online. From my understanding, I thought I was getting three digital books and one book that had to be shipped to me. Okay, that’s cool. I’ve been working on class assignments for the books I have. So today, I’m sitting in Dunkin’ Donuts doing homework and I got an email saying my package was delivered. Sweet. Amazing. I eventually left and went to Alec’s house.

- Fastforward a couple of hours, and I get home. My box is waiting for me on the stairs so I picked it up and was like, “Damn, this is a heavy book.” So I go up to my room and open up this shipment box. I’m expecting some big ass book for this one class. NOPE. NOPE NOPE NOPE. Inside this magic box was a brAND NEW copy of each book for my four classes. To put this in perspective and why it’s so exciting, one book bought brand new would have cost me $317. All of these books brand new would be a little over $800. I paid right at $400, shipping included, because little me thought she was only getting one hard cover book.

- Today, I had to drive almost 50 minutes, one way, for a class that was an hour and 15 minutes long. I do wish I could’ve taken human resource management at the campus close to my house but, I need it for my major. The drive really wasn’t that bad either, aside from getting stuck behind two dump trucks for the first half of my commute. I got lost when I got to campus. I went into the wrong building, had to leave that one, find another parking spot, and go into another building. I was almost late to class but I got to the room right as my professor was walking in so, that was just perfect timing.

- The first day of Employment Law was actually pretty good. I like my professor - he’s a pretty neat guy. I think I’m still getting the hang of school this semester but I can’t wait to see how I do on my course work.

- I met Alec for dinner and then we went to his house. Who doesn’t love Chick-fil-A for dinner? I mean, a handsome date and a tasty dinner. What more could I ask for?

- I was lazy for the better part of the morning today, and I went to work this afternoon. Nothing too crazy to report there. It was slow and uneventful. I got these super cute floral leggings with my discount. I’ve even got a matching sports bra, so that’s exciting.

- When I got home I ate my dinner and ended up reading through a chapter of my Employment Law textbook to get ready for class tomorrow. After I did that, I sat and watched some of the Marie Kondo organizing show on Netflix. I felt so convicted. I was rearranging my closet and getting things ready to donate while I talked to Alec.

- The new semester started today. I was FINALLY able to order all of my books for $400 so that was excellent. I’m only waiting on one book at the moment. I’m not sure exactly which class it’s for but, it should be here in a few days. I have three more semesters if I play my cards right, including this one. I’m so excited I could cry.

- I feel like a terrible friend because I almost forgot my friend’s birthday. I finally texted late tonight right before it turned midnight, but I still feel bad. We haven’t talked much lately. I keep trying to reach out and talk but I don’t hear much back. I just hope everything’s alright.

- Alec picked me up for dinner tonight and we had Tin Drum. I had a reward for a free entree so we dined pretty cheaply tonight for the two of us. I’m so thankful for little date nights and quality time with my guy.

- Today was a good day. When I got to Alec’s house this morning, we made sausage balls for brunch. I was worried they wouldn’t turn out well, but they actually didn’t taste bad at all. The ones in the bottom pan burned some, so I’ll make a note to watch the oven temperature and baking time the next go around.

- The rest of the day, we laid around and watched Stranger Things. We watched all season 2 today, plus an episode or two that we needed to finish in season 1. I’m ready for the next season coming out on July 4th. I’m not usually a fan of anything scary and suspenseful but I’ve truly enjoyed this show thus far.

- Today was the party and, BOY, the fireworks didn’t disappoint. Alec did such an amazing job and I’m so proud of how hard he worked to put the show together. I’ll leave a link to the video I shot and uploaded to YouTube. Enjoy! https://youtu.be/HQAoq4faRqk

- We’ve been watching Stranger Things because I finally decided to give it another shot. This show is going to give me hypertension and nightmares, I guarantee it. It’s worth it though because it’s so good. Tonight I kept a death grip on Alec’s arm because me and scary don’t mix.

- Tomorrow we’re making sausage balls for a brunch type of meal. We may go to his mom’s open house, but honestly probably won’t. My school semester starts on the 7th, so I just want to lay around and enjoy the calm before the storm.

- This had to be the most mondayest Friday ever. I had to go to work this morning which, in and of itself, wasn’t terrible. I opened the store with the manager. We went to the bank and opened up for the sales day. This mother and daughter came in and - holy cow - they were just kind of snotty and shrugged me off. I kept asking if they needed any assistance and they said no. Well, BUDDY BOY, I wish I had some assistance. I walked back to the fitting room area and these wild bohemians had tons of bras and clothing items that they didn’t hang up correctly or even fasten back together. 2019 will be my sixth year working in retail and I think my biggest pet peeve of them all is a messy shopper. Good Lord, give me patience.

- After work, I went to the laundromat and washed some clothes. I sat beside this older black woman who was kind enough to offer a chair to me. I made a little small talk with her but she left, so I kept my head down and stayed to myself. There was this creepy dude who kept staring in my direction so I didn’t even bother folding my clothes. There was no way in hell I was comfortable with him watching me fold my underwear. I told Alec as much on the phone when he called after work. I mean, as soon as my clothes were finished drying, I threw them in my bag and I made my way to his house - folding be damned.

- We had dinner tonight with his parents. Mrs. Pat made spaghetti with red sauce, meatballs, and sausage. It was so good. I love 99% of the things she makes. She’s a hell of a chef. Last weekend, I swooned - yes, swooned - over her homemade dark chocolate and pecan fudge. After dinner, Alec and I went downstairs. I’ve finally jumped on the Stranger Things train. I’m only on season one, but man, that show is intense. I was clutching Alec’s arm through parts of the episodes we watched tonight. I told him to never let me watch it in the dark by myself.

- It’s Thursday and fairly uneventful as things go. I’ve got a boat load of laundry that needs doing. I did, however, call my school this morning and get things squared away for my textbooks. I’ll try and go pick them up on Monday before my classes start.

- I work tomorrow, but I’ve got the opening shift so maybe we won’t be so busy and we can get some shipment done. On the other side of that, I do really enjoy when it’s busy. It definitely makes the time fly by. I think my game plan for tomorrow will be to take my bulkier clothing items and wash them in the large machines at the laundromat after work. It’s pretty convenient and not out of my way.

- I’m writing this because I’ve jolted out of sleep after falling asleep before 10 tonight, and I’m having trouble going back to sleep.

- Today was pretty uneventful. I had a lazy day at home and played around on my computer. My school semester starts back on the 7th of this month, so I was also looking online at book prices to see what I could find. Tomorrow, I’m making a trip to my local campus to see what books I can purchase and which ones I need to order.

- Well, the first day of the year started off with a bang. Alec shot off fireworks after midnight. Some were so big they exploded over the house. We accidentally shot Roman candles in the wrong direction and it came flying toward the house.

- We’re watching UGA play in the Allstate Sugar Bowl against Texas. We grilled hot dogs and burgers for dinner and they were mighty tasty.

- My dog is the cutest. She joins in whenever we sing happy birthday. The goodest girl just wants to contribute her part to the festivities.

- I’m sad that I finished “A Series of Unfortunate Events” on Netflix. I need season 3 to hurry up.

- I love watching “The Office” with my guy. His laugh brings me so much joy it’s ridiculous.

- I desperately need to do some laundry.

- I’m not anywhere near ready for fall semester to start. My accounting professor emailed me everything today, and the semester doesn’t start for another two weeks. Help.

- Probably also the reason I can’t sleep is because I’m on my second cup of coffee. This is dangerous territory. I guess I’m just gearing up for classes.