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GIVE ME A TASTE : featuring han jisung & lee minho
SUMMARY: in which you found yourself in a huge dillema of your life. graduating in college and still a virgin wasn't in your bucket list and you are determined to fulfill it before your graduation day comes. the only problem is that you are a socially awkward girl who shoos away every guy that tries to get your attention, and that leaves you and your bestfriend frustrated. to the point where in she came into your apartment, holding a grimoire and is convincing you of trying to summon an incubus just to fulfill your want. not knowing that your prayer would not only answer by one incubus but two of them at once.
PAIRING: incubus!han jisung x fem!reader x incubus!lee minho
ONE SHOT SMUT — COMING SOON
TAGS & WARNINGS: this one shot contains graphic smut that doesn't suit some of the readers. one shot contents involved demonology, mention of blood, dom!jisung x sub!reader x dom!leeknow, threesome, double penetration, mention of minsung having a tail and sexually using it, oral (both f and m receiving), fingering, nasty make out session, cum eating, creampie, bulging, and some other taboo kinks that might be uncomfortable to read. please proceed with reader's dicretion.
based off this poll which will be posted by monday. if anyone wants be part of the taglist please let me know by leaving a comment down the post < 3
NOTE: please do note that this fic will contain a lot of if not disturbing contents or much more, so if you are not into this kind of genre and topic, feel free to scroll down but—do not come at me for writing this one. i will write what i want, so deal with it.
down below are screenshots with dates in them. read them side by side, it becomes obvious after the third sentence that this is not their fic.
I was told by an anon, which i really do appreciate. that’s how i found out a katseye fic writer stole one of my other fics, so thank you to that anonymous user!
my fic was posted on june 25th, theirs was posted on july 31st. side by side, all they did to make it less… obvious was maybe the formatting but even in the side by sides… it’s really shitty. just… why? why steal work from another hard working author.
the fucking funniest part about all of this is that in their fic, they fix the formatting and put a little italic here and there but they’re too excited to post their shitty plagiarized fic that they don’t fix my late night grammar and sentence mistakes plus they had to erase the part of peter’s powers in their fic so they had time to think about this and say “hey maybe let’s not post this and make it known that i plagiarize” but they still posted it so idk.
down below is the link to the original fic; don’t harass this person— just warn their followers that they’re supporting an author who very openly plagiarizes, not that it’s their fault, i bet no one knew this was plagiarism except the one anon account who told me about it. i’m only making this post to warn the enhypen fandom about this writer and to take any fics they do write with a grain of salt of the legitimacy of it. what’s shittier is that this person is clearly a good writer from the fics i read just to see… but like… why steal from another author?
drabble — "shhh! be quiet, pretty girl. we can't be making any noise."
you used to think starting a family with chan would be easy. he was everything on paper—reliable provider, patient, endlessly loving with both you and your daughter. he would drop anything the second either of you needed him. and yet the reality of it settled differently than the fantasy. your little girl was a carbon copy of him in every way you look at it. the same soft eyes, the same affection, the same need to be pressed against someone she loved. most days that someone was you. she’d climb into your lap the moment you sat down, claim your thighs like they were her personal throne, and stay there for hours while chan watched with that helpless, fond smile.
quality time between the two of you had become a rare thing. and tonight was one of those rare nights.
she was finally asleep in the next room, door left slightly ajar the way she preferred. the apartment was quiet except for the low hum of the air conditioner and the soft creak of the mattress every time chan moved.
he had you folded nearly in half beneath him, knees pinned high against your chest, ankles locked over his shoulders—a mating press, the position he loves the most because not only he could see your face, he could dive deeper, reaching all the places he normally couldn't. his cock was buried to the root, thick and hot, stretching you open on every deep, grinding thrust. he wasn’t pacing himself. he was fucking you like a man who’d been starving.
"shhh! be quiet, pretty girl," he whispered against your mouth, voice already rough with restraint. "we can't be making any noise."
you tried. god, you tried. but the first full, deliberate stroke dragged a broken little noise from your throat before you could swallow it. chan’s reaction was instant. he sealed his lips over yours in a deep, silencing kiss, tongue sliding past your teeth to catch the sound and keep it. his hips wasn't relenting. he kept driving into you with the same eager, almost desperate rhythm, the wet slide of his cock filling the quiet room with soft, filthy sounds that felt far too loud.
when even the kiss wasn’t enough and another whimper slipped free your mouth, he pulled back just enough to cover your it with his hand. his broad palm pressed firmly over your lips, fingers splaying across your cheek and jaw, holding you still while he fucked you deeper. his eyes were dark, almost apologetic, but his body told a different story entirely—hips snapping forward with controlled force, the thick length of him punching into your sweet spot again and again until your thighs trembled against his shoulders.
“suck,” he murmured, voice low and rough.
he slipped two fingers past your lips the moment you parted them. you closed around them gratefully, tongue curling, sucking hard while he watched. the act gave you something to do with your mouth besides moaning. it also gave him a perfect, intimate view of the way your eyes went glassy every time he angled just right and dragged the head of his cock over that sensitive spot inside you. a soft, choked sound still vibrated around his fingers, pressing his digits deeper as an answer, muffling it, and kept thrusting.
he didn’t slow down. if anything, the knowledge that you were being good, quiet, and obedient, taking every deep stroke he gave you, only made him fuck you harder. his free hand gripped the back of your thigh, fingers digging into the soft flesh to keep you folded open for him. sweat slicked the places where your bodies met. every thrust punched a wet, rhythmic sound from between your legs that seemed to echo in the silence. the headboard stayed quiet only because he was careful with the angle; everything else was pure and raw hunger.
“missed this,” he breathed, forehead pressed to yours, fingers still heavy on your tongue. “missed you so fucking much.” another deep, grinding stroke, the kind that made your toes curl and your walls flutter helplessly around him. “been thinking about having you like this for days. open, obedient and taking me so well.” his hips rolled, grinding the base of his cock against you until you felt the stretch burn sweetly. “gonna fill you up. gonna make sure you feel me every time you move tomorrow.”
you moaned around his fingers. he pressed them deeper, muffling the sound, and kept fucking you exactly the way he’d been craving. hard, thorough, relentless. the mattress dipped with every powerful snap of his hips. your breath came short and shaky against his palm. heat coiled tight and low in your belly, building with every thick, sliding thrust until your legs started to shake against his shoulders.
chan felt it. the way your walls began to flutter and clench around him, the way your thighs trembled harder, the soft, desperate sounds you couldn’t quite swallow even with his fingers in your mouth. his own control frayed. his thrusts grew shorter, deeper, more urgent, the wet slap of skin barely restrained. he pulled his fingers free only long enough to kiss you again, hard and messy, swallowing the rising sounds as the tension in your body wound tighter and tighter.
“come with me, baby” he whispered against your lips, voice choked and ragged. “come on, give it to me.”
His hand returned to your mouth just as the first wave hit you. pleasure crashed through you in a sharp, overwhelming rush. your walls clamping down hard around his cock, your back arching as much as the position allowed, a muffled cry vibrating through your chest, biting on your lower lip to suppress the moan escaping your mouth. the intensity of it stole your breath. your body shook beneath him, clenching and pulsing around every thick inch still buried deep inside you.
chan followed you over the edge with a low, broken groan that he buried against your neck. his hips slammed forward one last time and stayed there, grinding deep as he came—hot, heavy pulses flooding you, filling you in thick, rhythmic spurts while your orgasm milked him for every drop. his free hand tightened on your thigh hard enough to leave faint marks, holding you locked in place as he emptied himself as deep as he could go.
for several long seconds neither of you moved.
your bodies stayed locked together, trembling, breathing hard and quiet against each other. his length twitched inside you with the last fading pulses of his release. chan kept his hand gently over your mouth a moment longer, just until he was sure no leftover sounds would escape, then slowly slid it away and replaced it with a soft, lingering kisses.
he stayed buried inside you, forehead resting against yours, both of you catching your breath in the shared silence of the room.
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GIVE ME A TASTE : featuring han jisung & lee minho
SUMMARY: in which you found yourself in a huge dillema of your life. graduating in college and still a virgin wasn't in your bucket list and you are determined to fulfill it before your graduation day comes. the only problem is that you are a socially awkward girl who shoos away every guy that tries to get your attention, and that leaves you and your bestfriend frustrated. to the point where in she came into your apartment, holding a grimoire and is convincing you of trying to summon an incubus just to fulfill your want. not knowing that your prayer would not only answer by one incubus but two of them at once.
PAIRING: incubus!han jisung x fem!reader x incubus!lee minho
ONE SHOT SMUT — COMING SOON
TAGS & WARNINGS: this one shot contains graphic smut that doesn't suit some of the readers. one shot contents involved demonology, mention of blood, dom!jisung x sub!reader x dom!leeknow, threesome, double penetration, mention of minsung having a tail and sexually using it, oral (both f and m receiving), fingering, nasty make out session, cum eating, creampie, bulging, and some other taboo kinks that might be uncomfortable to read. please proceed with reader's dicretion.
based off this poll which will be posted by monday. if anyone wants be part of the taglist please let me know by leaving a comment down the post < 3
NOTE: please do note that this fic will contain a lot of if not disturbing contents or much more, so if you are not into this kind of genre and topic, feel free to scroll down but—do not come at me for writing this one. i will write what i want, so deal with it.
summ: winning a beer pong game was supposed to earn jisung bragging rights, not a private reward upstairs from the girl he’d been shamelessly staring at during tutoring.
⋆ pairing: perv!nerd!jisung x popular!f!reader
⋆ genre: smut (minors dni)
⋆ tags/cw: college au, alcohol, praise kink, oral fixation, dirty talk, teasing, rough kissing, grinding, hair pulling, tit play, breast and ass worship, oral (f!receiving), fingering, face fucking, cumming, cum eating, piv, unprotected sex, semi-public sex, soft ending
⋆ words: 3.0k
a/n: ‘this & that’ is really that album. no skips, as always. and lazy, deep-voice han rapping??? insane. well, this request was definitely fun to write. i really enjoyed getting to write perv!jisung again. i should come back to him more often because he really is my beloved. hope you enjoy this little filth fic as much as i enjoyed writing it! >.<
the ping-pong ball sat light and sticky between jisung’s fingers, his eyes fixated in the cup left on hyunjin’s side.
he had sweat stucking his hair to his temples, his glasses slidding a little down his nose, which he shoved up with his knuckle, his pulse hammering hard enough that he felt it in his throat.
hyunjin leaned on the opposite edge of the table, grinning that easy, popular-guy grin with his arms crossed over his tight shirt. the crowd around them was a hot blur of bodies, plastic cups, and noise.
jisung’s throat was dry enough to make him choke. he tried to tell himself it was the beer he’d already forced down when he missed earlier shots, but he knew it wasn’t only that.
and the warm breath that hit the shell of his ear confirmed it.
you stepped in close enough that your chest brushed his shoulder blade, making him shudder when your perfume cut through the stale beer stink. something between sweet and skin-warm.
your lips nearly touched him when you spoke softly against his ear.
“win…” your voice was low, almost a mocking dare. “and i’ll give you a surprise upstairs.”
his whole body locked. the ball nearly dropped to the floor as his hand shook violently. heat slammed up his neck into his ears as he turned his head a fraction.
your mouth was still right there, curved, your eyes bright like you knew exactly what you’d just done to him. you eased back into the circle of people before he could say anything stupid.
his cock twitched uselessly against the zipper of his jeans, followed by hard, visible swallow.
hyunjin barked something like ‘come on, nerd, throw it’, and the room got louder, laughing and complaining at the same time. jisung set his feet and focused his eyes onto the cup , which looked impossibly tiny at the far side of the table.
he could still feel the ghost of your breath on his ear. the words ‘win’ and ‘surprise upstairs’ echoed in his mind, sparking a sudden, dangerous surge of confidence. his hand shook once before steadying, tossing it with ease.
when the ball arced, it kissed the rim and dropped clean into the last cup with a soft, wet plink. the room exploded noisily, someone whooping and hands slapping his back hard enough to jolt his glasses askew.
hyunjin groaned and tipped the cup back, beer running down his chin while people needled him with comments like, ‘lost to the tutor, damn’. laughter bounced off the walls as the music pulsed louder.
jisung barely registered the conversations or the incomprehensible lyrics of the song playing overheard. his eyes cut through the sweaty bodies until he found you.
you stood on the far side of the room near the stairs, a cup loose in your fingers, watching him like you’d been waiting for this exact second. when his gaze locked on yours, you tilted your chin toward the second floor with a small, deliberate movement.
then you turned and started up, your hips rolling under your skirt, the hem brushing the backs of your thighs.
his mouth went dry instantly. he forced himself to stand there, counting under his breath to ten so he wouldn’t chase after you desperately. his palms were slick, wiping them against his jeans while he threw a glance around to see if anyone was paying attention to his strange behavior.
jisung muttered something about the bathroom and slipped through the crowd toward the stairs with fast, long strides. the music thumped under the soles of his shoes, his heart beating high and stupid in his throat the entire climb.
you were waiting in the upstairs hall in front of a door cracked open to a dark bedroom. jisung’s eyes widened at the sight of you, his breath coming fast and unstable.
the hall light painted the line of your shoulder, the soft swell of your chest beneath your shirt, the curve of your hips as you shifted your weight.
“i- uh-” his voice cracked, making him blush. “you meant-”
you didn’t let him finish. your hand fisting in the front of his hoodie, you yanked him inside the room, making him stumbled forward. suddenly, it was just the two of you in the dim spill of a streetlight filtering through half-closed blinds.
you walked backward toward the bed, and jisung couldn’t stop staring. he was physically incapable of it. the way your shirt pulled across your chest when you moved, the flex of muscle in your thighs, the soft bounce of your ass under the skirt.
his cock was already half-hard, growing heavier and painfully obvious behind his fly. he felt filthy for staring yet completely unable to look away, his eyes roaming hungrily.
you sat on the edge of the mattress and patted the space beside you. “c’mere, jisung.”
he went without wasting a single second. the mattress dipped under his weight, and up close he could see the way your lips parted as you looked at his mouth with clear desire. you leaned in, pressing a soft, quick peck to his lips before lingering there, your lips brushing his.
“you’ve been staring at me all night like you want to put your hands on me,” you murmured with a small, warm smile. “good thing i want that too.”
something broke loose in his chest. he made a small, broken sound and kissed you properly with messy, open-mouthed kisses, trading too much tongue at first before settling into a rhythm of wet heat.
your fingers slid into his hair and tugged lightly, a delicious pull that traveled straight down his spine and wrung a moan from his swollen lips.
his hands found your waist immediately, sliding lower over the curve of your hips until his palms filled with your ass. he squeezed hard, the soft give of you punching a loud, shaky sigh right into your mouth.
“fuck-” he breathed against your lips, already panting. “you feel- god…”
you hummed, kissing him deeper and sucking lightly on his lower lip. his glasses knocked crooked, but he didn’t bother fixing them. he kept kneading your ass as you made out. clumsy and starving, mouths sliding, spit shining between you when you broke apart for air.
he trailed hot, wet kisses down your jaw and the side of your neck, whimpering when you scratched lightly at his scalp, rolling his eyes back as his fingers bit into your flesh.
“mmmh- just like that,” you murmured against his ear. “you’re doing so good already.”
the praise hit like a physical blow, making his hips jerk helplessly against you. he dragged his mouth back to yours, kissing you like he a drowning man, his tongue pushing slow and deep while his hands stayed greedy on your ass, pulling you closer until your chest pressed against his.
you broke the kiss long enough to grab the hem of your shirt, peeling it up and over your head with ease. your bra was dark and simple, your chest spilling soft and full over the cups, warm-looking with nipples already tight against the fabric.
jisung’s brain shorted out completely. he stared with his mouth open, his breath hitching loud and erratic, pupils blown wide. you let out a fond, teasing laugh, catching his wrists to guide his hands up, setting his palms right over your breasts.
“i caught you staring during tutoring…” you whispered, your thumb stroking over his knuckles. “so… go on. you’re free to do whatever you want with them now.”
a broken whine tore out of him. he immediately buried his face into the soft, warm press of your cleavage, rubbing his cheeks and nose against your skin, opening his mouth over the expanse above your bra.
his glasses dug in, hopelessly foggy, so he yanked them off and tossed them somewhere toward the nightstand without looking, too busy to care. both hands squeezed, molding your flesh and pushing your breasts together so he could sink even deeper.
“holy shit- your tits-” his voice came out muffled and wrecked against your skin. “so fucking soft. fuck- i’ve been thinking about this for months now. i beg you, smother me, please-”
he licked a broad, wet stripe up the valley between them, kissing the inner curves like he was starving. when he hooked clumsy fingers into your bra cups and tugged them down, your nipples popped free, and he made a punched-out sound of pure filth.
he latched onto one, sucking hard, his tongue working over the peak while his other hand groped and rolled the opposite breast. your back arched aggresively, a high, surprised moan escaping your lips that made his cock jerk painfully.
“holy- i can feel you shaking…” he mumbled around your nipple before sucking again, wet and loud. “oh, shit- wanna live right here. wanna suck on them till you can barely think-”
“s-sung- oh god,” your fingers tightened in his hair, another sigh slipping past your lips as he switched sides and scraped his teeth lightly. “so greedy… so good like this- using that mouth on me-”
he whimpered at your words and doubled down, his face buried, saliva shining on your skin, his hands never stopping: massaging, lifting, and pressing his whole face into you until he finally pulled back, gasping for air.
“swear i could cum just from this,” he admitted, voice cracking.
you tugged him up by the hair, kissing him messy and deep before moving to your clothes. his hoodie went first, followed by your bra, his hands shaking as he helped you shove your skirt down your thighs. his jeans were harder, but together you managed to kick them free along with his boxers.
you climbed into his lap, straddling him. the heat of your center pressed directly against the hard, rigid line of his cock through the two thin, damp layers. you rolled your hips once, slow and deliberate, dragging your clit along his shaft.
jisung’s head dropped back, a full-body shudder wracked him as his hands flew to your ass again, gripping hard enough to dent the soft flesh.
“i’m… m’gonna cum,” he choked out, hips stuttering up against you. “if… if you keep- fuck- grinding on me like that, i’m gonna cum in my boxers, i swear-”
you chuckled low and warm, doing it again just to watch him twitch. “then we should probably finish this, huh?” your voice was soft, like you were offering him a gift. “you want that, don’t you? to be inside me?”
“oh yes, pleasepleaseplease-” he was nodding frantically, his hands sliding up to cup your breasts again while you kissed. “want it so bad, want you so fucking bad…”
with a wicked smile, you got his boxers down enough to free his cock, slapping up against his abdomen, flushed dark, tip already shiny and wet.
you pushed your panties aside, taking him in hand to line the swollen head against your folds, coating him thoroughly with your slick. jisung’s breath shattered, his head falling back with a loud whine when the blunt head of his cock kissed your entrance, his thighs tensing hard under you.
“oh, my god-” he pushed up as you sank down instinctively, the tight, wet heat of you stretching around him, whimpering like he’d been strucked by pleasure. “so tight- fuck, you’re so tight- taking me so good-”
you sank down until he was buried to the hilt, your walls fluttering around him. his hands scrambled over your back, your thighs, your chest. sweat prickled at his hairline, his mouth hanging open against your collarbone.
you started with slow, deliberate rolls, letting yourselves adjust to the stretch, before shifting into a harder, faster rhythm. your skin met skin with wet, heavy slaps that filled the room beneath the distant bass of the party.
every time he bottomed out, he hit a deep, sweet spot that punched breathless gasps from your throat.
“fuck yes, right there,” you gripped his shoulders, riding the rough pace. “good boy. mmmh- jisung, you’re fucking me so well- so deep-”
he whined high and loud at the praise, thrusting harder, his hands locking on your waist to drag you down onto every stroke. he leaned in and caught a bouncing breast in his mouth again, sucking hard while he pounded into you, his tongue working in time with his hips.
“could stay buried in here forever,” he gasped, his words breaking on every thrust. “wanna fill you up- can i? please, can i cum in you? need to- you’re milking me so good…”
“do it. fuck- yes,” you breathed, fingers tight in his hair, holding him against your chest. “you’ve earned it. cum for me. be good and fill me up-”
he broke with a raw, shattered cry, his hips stuttering as he buried himself as deep as he could, pulsing hard inside you. hot, thick fluid spilled to fill you up, and he kept rocking through the aftershocks, small, desperate grinds pressing his face to your chest while he shook.
for a long moment, the only sounds were your ragged breathing and the faint thumping of the party downstairs. his cock softened slightly inside you, cum leaking warm around where you were still joined. his hands stroked weakly up and down your back as if he couldn’t bear to stop touching.
then, he shifted, his eyes roaming your face with sudden, frantic pleading.
“please, let me eat you out,” his eyes were glassy, his mouth wet and his hair a disaster. “you didn’t cum, and… i wanna make you feel good. wanna taste you… please?”
you brushed sweaty hair from his forehead, chuckling softly. “sure ‘bout that? you don’t have to…”
he cut you off with a clumsy, deep kiss. one that was soft, almost shy, as his shaky hands stroked your hair. you melted against his touch, your heart aching at how gentle and caring he was.
“i know i don’t have to… but i want to. let me make you happy.”
after you nodded lazily, he eased out with a wet sound and shifted down between your thighs like he’d been waiting his whole life for it.
his own cum leaked from you, shiny against the dark blue sheets. he didn’t hesitate, diving straight in to lick a slow, thorough stripe through the mess, gathering it on his tongue and moaning like it was the finest thing he’d ever tasted.
“fuck- taste so good…” he went back down properly, his tongue flat and eager.
he swiped over your clit, dipping lower to fuck into you and clean every bit of himself from your entrance. he sealed his mouth over your clit rhythmically, entirely focused and wonderfully messy.
your hips jerked, broken moans tearing from your chest as he slid two fingers inside you with ease, exploring you. your hand fisted in his hair, holding him there, fucking his face shamelessly.
“oh, my fucking god, jisung- your mouth feels so-” your voice tearing apart with each movement of his tongue.
he whimpered against you, licking and sucking relentlessly, his tongue circling your clit while his fingers worked that same deep ache. spit, cum, and your slick made everything obscenely loud. he ate you like your pleasure was the only thing left in the world, and when your thighs began to tremble around his ears, he doubled down harder.
“gonna cum- j-jisung, m’coming-” your voice cracked into a desperate, high plea. “don’t stop- don’t you dare stop.”
he moaned against you, sucking your clit in earnest until your orgasm hit sharp, full-body, and violent. your walls clenched around his fingers, your hips grinding against his face while you pulled him closer by his hair and came on his tongue.
jisung stayed right there through the entirety of it, riding out your aftershocks, swallowing everything you gave him with small, happy sounds vibrating against your oversensitive flesh until you gently tugged him up.
he crawled up your body looking completely wrecked and blissed out, his mouth shiny and his chin wet. you pulled him into a slow, lazy kiss, tasting yourself on his lips, and hummed as he melted against your sweaty skin.
together, you breathed in unison, letting your heart rates settle. his head tucked under your chin, one hand resting warm and possessive on your bare breast like he couldn’t quite let go.
you laughed softly into his hair. “wow, i… don’t take this the wrong way, but i thought you were supposed to be all shy and inexperienced,” your fingers traced lazy circles on his shoulder as he let out a quiet laugh. “turns out you’re fucking dangerous with that mouth. and the rest of you, too. who knew the quiet tutor was packing all that?”
jisung made an embarrassed sound against your collarbone, his ears burning red. “stop it. i just- i wanted to make you feel good. m’really happy you let me,” he nuzzled closer, his voice small and sincere. “you feel amazing… and the way you talk to me when i’m- yeah. i liked all of it.”
you tipped his chin up and kissed him once, softly. “good. because don’t think you’re getting away from me after this,” your thumb brushed his lower lip. “i wanna keep seeing you. not just for tutoring, not just for this- though this was fucking incredible. just… you. okay?”
his whole face lit like someone had flipped a switch behind his eyes; shy, bright, a little disbelieving, and completely gone for you.
“okay…” he whispered. then firmer, almost laughing under his breath from pure relief, “yeah, that’s more than okay. i’d really, really like that.”
his fingers laced loosely with yours against the sheets, your free hand stroking through his ruined hair. the air smelled like sex, sweat, and cheap body spray rising from the piled of clothes on the floor.
jisung pressed a soft, open-mouthed kiss to the underside of your jaw and stayed there, breathing you in, already half-hard again against your thigh and not even trying to hide how badly he wanted to stay.
drabble — "shhh! be quiet, pretty girl. we can't be making any noise."
you used to think starting a family with chan would be easy. he was everything on paper—reliable provider, patient, endlessly loving with both you and your daughter. he would drop anything the second either of you needed him. and yet the reality of it settled differently than the fantasy. your little girl was a carbon copy of him in every way you look at it. the same soft eyes, the same affection, the same need to be pressed against someone she loved. most days that someone was you. she’d climb into your lap the moment you sat down, claim your thighs like they were her personal throne, and stay there for hours while chan watched with that helpless, fond smile.
quality time between the two of you had become a rare thing. and tonight was one of those rare nights.
she was finally asleep in the next room, door left slightly ajar the way she preferred. the apartment was quiet except for the low hum of the air conditioner and the soft creak of the mattress every time chan moved.
he had you folded nearly in half beneath him, knees pinned high against your chest, ankles locked over his shoulders—a mating press, the position he loves the most because not only he could see your face, he could dive deeper, reaching all the places he normally couldn't. his cock was buried to the root, thick and hot, stretching you open on every deep, grinding thrust. he wasn’t pacing himself. he was fucking you like a man who’d been starving.
"shhh! be quiet, pretty girl," he whispered against your mouth, voice already rough with restraint. "we can't be making any noise."
you tried. god, you tried. but the first full, deliberate stroke dragged a broken little noise from your throat before you could swallow it. chan’s reaction was instant. he sealed his lips over yours in a deep, silencing kiss, tongue sliding past your teeth to catch the sound and keep it. his hips wasn't relenting. he kept driving into you with the same eager, almost desperate rhythm, the wet slide of his cock filling the quiet room with soft, filthy sounds that felt far too loud.
when even the kiss wasn’t enough and another whimper slipped free your mouth, he pulled back just enough to cover your it with his hand. his broad palm pressed firmly over your lips, fingers splaying across your cheek and jaw, holding you still while he fucked you deeper. his eyes were dark, almost apologetic, but his body told a different story entirely—hips snapping forward with controlled force, the thick length of him punching into your sweet spot again and again until your thighs trembled against his shoulders.
“suck,” he murmured, voice low and rough.
he slipped two fingers past your lips the moment you parted them. you closed around them gratefully, tongue curling, sucking hard while he watched. the act gave you something to do with your mouth besides moaning. it also gave him a perfect, intimate view of the way your eyes went glassy every time he angled just right and dragged the head of his cock over that sensitive spot inside you. a soft, choked sound still vibrated around his fingers, pressing his digits deeper as an answer, muffling it, and kept thrusting.
he didn’t slow down. if anything, the knowledge that you were being good, quiet, and obedient, taking every deep stroke he gave you, only made him fuck you harder. his free hand gripped the back of your thigh, fingers digging into the soft flesh to keep you folded open for him. sweat slicked the places where your bodies met. every thrust punched a wet, rhythmic sound from between your legs that seemed to echo in the silence. the headboard stayed quiet only because he was careful with the angle; everything else was pure and raw hunger.
“missed this,” he breathed, forehead pressed to yours, fingers still heavy on your tongue. “missed you so fucking much.” another deep, grinding stroke, the kind that made your toes curl and your walls flutter helplessly around him. “been thinking about having you like this for days. open, obedient and taking me so well.” his hips rolled, grinding the base of his cock against you until you felt the stretch burn sweetly. “gonna fill you up. gonna make sure you feel me every time you move tomorrow.”
you moaned around his fingers. he pressed them deeper, muffling the sound, and kept fucking you exactly the way he’d been craving. hard, thorough, relentless. the mattress dipped with every powerful snap of his hips. your breath came short and shaky against his palm. heat coiled tight and low in your belly, building with every thick, sliding thrust until your legs started to shake against his shoulders.
chan felt it. the way your walls began to flutter and clench around him, the way your thighs trembled harder, the soft, desperate sounds you couldn’t quite swallow even with his fingers in your mouth. his own control frayed. his thrusts grew shorter, deeper, more urgent, the wet slap of skin barely restrained. he pulled his fingers free only long enough to kiss you again, hard and messy, swallowing the rising sounds as the tension in your body wound tighter and tighter.
“come with me, baby” he whispered against your lips, voice choked and ragged. “come on, give it to me.”
His hand returned to your mouth just as the first wave hit you. pleasure crashed through you in a sharp, overwhelming rush. your walls clamping down hard around his cock, your back arching as much as the position allowed, a muffled cry vibrating through your chest, biting on your lower lip to suppress the moan escaping your mouth. the intensity of it stole your breath. your body shook beneath him, clenching and pulsing around every thick inch still buried deep inside you.
chan followed you over the edge with a low, broken groan that he buried against your neck. his hips slammed forward one last time and stayed there, grinding deep as he came—hot, heavy pulses flooding you, filling you in thick, rhythmic spurts while your orgasm milked him for every drop. his free hand tightened on your thigh hard enough to leave faint marks, holding you locked in place as he emptied himself as deep as he could go.
for several long seconds neither of you moved.
your bodies stayed locked together, trembling, breathing hard and quiet against each other. his length twitched inside you with the last fading pulses of his release. chan kept his hand gently over your mouth a moment longer, just until he was sure no leftover sounds would escape, then slowly slid it away and replaced it with a soft, lingering kisses.
he stayed buried inside you, forehead resting against yours, both of you catching your breath in the shared silence of the room.
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drabble — "shhh! be quiet, pretty girl. we can't be making any noise."
you used to think starting a family with chan would be easy. he was everything on paper—reliable provider, patient, endlessly loving with both you and your daughter. he would drop anything the second either of you needed him. and yet the reality of it settled differently than the fantasy. your little girl was a carbon copy of him in every way you look at it. the same soft eyes, the same affection, the same need to be pressed against someone she loved. most days that someone was you. she’d climb into your lap the moment you sat down, claim your thighs like they were her personal throne, and stay there for hours while chan watched with that helpless, fond smile.
quality time between the two of you had become a rare thing. and tonight was one of those rare nights.
she was finally asleep in the next room, door left slightly ajar the way she preferred. the apartment was quiet except for the low hum of the air conditioner and the soft creak of the mattress every time chan moved.
he had you folded nearly in half beneath him, knees pinned high against your chest, ankles locked over his shoulders—a mating press, the position he loves the most because not only he could see your face, he could dive deeper, reaching all the places he normally couldn't. his cock was buried to the root, thick and hot, stretching you open on every deep, grinding thrust. he wasn’t pacing himself. he was fucking you like a man who’d been starving.
"shhh! be quiet, pretty girl," he whispered against your mouth, voice already rough with restraint. "we can't be making any noise."
you tried. god, you tried. but the first full, deliberate stroke dragged a broken little noise from your throat before you could swallow it. chan’s reaction was instant. he sealed his lips over yours in a deep, silencing kiss, tongue sliding past your teeth to catch the sound and keep it. his hips wasn't relenting. he kept driving into you with the same eager, almost desperate rhythm, the wet slide of his cock filling the quiet room with soft, filthy sounds that felt far too loud.
when even the kiss wasn’t enough and another whimper slipped free your mouth, he pulled back just enough to cover your it with his hand. his broad palm pressed firmly over your lips, fingers splaying across your cheek and jaw, holding you still while he fucked you deeper. his eyes were dark, almost apologetic, but his body told a different story entirely—hips snapping forward with controlled force, the thick length of him punching into your sweet spot again and again until your thighs trembled against his shoulders.
“suck,” he murmured, voice low and rough.
he slipped two fingers past your lips the moment you parted them. you closed around them gratefully, tongue curling, sucking hard while he watched. the act gave you something to do with your mouth besides moaning. it also gave him a perfect, intimate view of the way your eyes went glassy every time he angled just right and dragged the head of his cock over that sensitive spot inside you. a soft, choked sound still vibrated around his fingers, pressing his digits deeper as an answer, muffling it, and kept thrusting.
he didn’t slow down. if anything, the knowledge that you were being good, quiet, and obedient, taking every deep stroke he gave you, only made him fuck you harder. his free hand gripped the back of your thigh, fingers digging into the soft flesh to keep you folded open for him. sweat slicked the places where your bodies met. every thrust punched a wet, rhythmic sound from between your legs that seemed to echo in the silence. the headboard stayed quiet only because he was careful with the angle; everything else was pure and raw hunger.
“missed this,” he breathed, forehead pressed to yours, fingers still heavy on your tongue. “missed you so fucking much.” another deep, grinding stroke, the kind that made your toes curl and your walls flutter helplessly around him. “been thinking about having you like this for days. open, obedient and taking me so well.” his hips rolled, grinding the base of his cock against you until you felt the stretch burn sweetly. “gonna fill you up. gonna make sure you feel me every time you move tomorrow.”
you moaned around his fingers. he pressed them deeper, muffling the sound, and kept fucking you exactly the way he’d been craving. hard, thorough, relentless. the mattress dipped with every powerful snap of his hips. your breath came short and shaky against his palm. heat coiled tight and low in your belly, building with every thick, sliding thrust until your legs started to shake against his shoulders.
chan felt it. the way your walls began to flutter and clench around him, the way your thighs trembled harder, the soft, desperate sounds you couldn’t quite swallow even with his fingers in your mouth. his own control frayed. his thrusts grew shorter, deeper, more urgent, the wet slap of skin barely restrained. he pulled his fingers free only long enough to kiss you again, hard and messy, swallowing the rising sounds as the tension in your body wound tighter and tighter.
“come with me, baby” he whispered against your lips, voice choked and ragged. “come on, give it to me.”
His hand returned to your mouth just as the first wave hit you. pleasure crashed through you in a sharp, overwhelming rush. your walls clamping down hard around his cock, your back arching as much as the position allowed, a muffled cry vibrating through your chest, biting on your lower lip to suppress the moan escaping your mouth. the intensity of it stole your breath. your body shook beneath him, clenching and pulsing around every thick inch still buried deep inside you.
chan followed you over the edge with a low, broken groan that he buried against your neck. his hips slammed forward one last time and stayed there, grinding deep as he came—hot, heavy pulses flooding you, filling you in thick, rhythmic spurts while your orgasm milked him for every drop. his free hand tightened on your thigh hard enough to leave faint marks, holding you locked in place as he emptied himself as deep as he could go.
for several long seconds neither of you moved.
your bodies stayed locked together, trembling, breathing hard and quiet against each other. his length twitched inside you with the last fading pulses of his release. chan kept his hand gently over your mouth a moment longer, just until he was sure no leftover sounds would escape, then slowly slid it away and replaced it with a soft, lingering kisses.
he stayed buried inside you, forehead resting against yours, both of you catching your breath in the shared silence of the room.
drabble — "shhh! be quiet, pretty girl. we can't be making any noise."
you used to think starting a family with chan would be easy. he was everything on paper—reliable provider, patient, endlessly loving with both you and your daughter. he would drop anything the second either of you needed him. and yet the reality of it settled differently than the fantasy. your little girl was a carbon copy of him in every way you look at it. the same soft eyes, the same affection, the same need to be pressed against someone she loved. most days that someone was you. she’d climb into your lap the moment you sat down, claim your thighs like they were her personal throne, and stay there for hours while chan watched with that helpless, fond smile.
quality time between the two of you had become a rare thing. and tonight was one of those rare nights.
she was finally asleep in the next room, door left slightly ajar the way she preferred. the apartment was quiet except for the low hum of the air conditioner and the soft creak of the mattress every time chan moved.
he had you folded nearly in half beneath him, knees pinned high against your chest, ankles locked over his shoulders—a mating press, the position he loves the most because not only he could see your face, he could dive deeper, reaching all the places he normally couldn't. his cock was buried to the root, thick and hot, stretching you open on every deep, grinding thrust. he wasn’t pacing himself. he was fucking you like a man who’d been starving.
"shhh! be quiet, pretty girl," he whispered against your mouth, voice already rough with restraint. "we can't be making any noise."
you tried. god, you tried. but the first full, deliberate stroke dragged a broken little noise from your throat before you could swallow it. chan’s reaction was instant. he sealed his lips over yours in a deep, silencing kiss, tongue sliding past your teeth to catch the sound and keep it. his hips wasn't relenting. he kept driving into you with the same eager, almost desperate rhythm, the wet slide of his cock filling the quiet room with soft, filthy sounds that felt far too loud.
when even the kiss wasn’t enough and another whimper slipped free your mouth, he pulled back just enough to cover your it with his hand. his broad palm pressed firmly over your lips, fingers splaying across your cheek and jaw, holding you still while he fucked you deeper. his eyes were dark, almost apologetic, but his body told a different story entirely—hips snapping forward with controlled force, the thick length of him punching into your sweet spot again and again until your thighs trembled against his shoulders.
“suck,” he murmured, voice low and rough.
he slipped two fingers past your lips the moment you parted them. you closed around them gratefully, tongue curling, sucking hard while he watched. the act gave you something to do with your mouth besides moaning. it also gave him a perfect, intimate view of the way your eyes went glassy every time he angled just right and dragged the head of his cock over that sensitive spot inside you. a soft, choked sound still vibrated around his fingers, pressing his digits deeper as an answer, muffling it, and kept thrusting.
he didn’t slow down. if anything, the knowledge that you were being good, quiet, and obedient, taking every deep stroke he gave you, only made him fuck you harder. his free hand gripped the back of your thigh, fingers digging into the soft flesh to keep you folded open for him. sweat slicked the places where your bodies met. every thrust punched a wet, rhythmic sound from between your legs that seemed to echo in the silence. the headboard stayed quiet only because he was careful with the angle; everything else was pure and raw hunger.
“missed this,” he breathed, forehead pressed to yours, fingers still heavy on your tongue. “missed you so fucking much.” another deep, grinding stroke, the kind that made your toes curl and your walls flutter helplessly around him. “been thinking about having you like this for days. open, obedient and taking me so well.” his hips rolled, grinding the base of his cock against you until you felt the stretch burn sweetly. “gonna fill you up. gonna make sure you feel me every time you move tomorrow.”
you moaned around his fingers. he pressed them deeper, muffling the sound, and kept fucking you exactly the way he’d been craving. hard, thorough, relentless. the mattress dipped with every powerful snap of his hips. your breath came short and shaky against his palm. heat coiled tight and low in your belly, building with every thick, sliding thrust until your legs started to shake against his shoulders.
chan felt it. the way your walls began to flutter and clench around him, the way your thighs trembled harder, the soft, desperate sounds you couldn’t quite swallow even with his fingers in your mouth. his own control frayed. his thrusts grew shorter, deeper, more urgent, the wet slap of skin barely restrained. he pulled his fingers free only long enough to kiss you again, hard and messy, swallowing the rising sounds as the tension in your body wound tighter and tighter.
“come with me, baby” he whispered against your lips, voice choked and ragged. “come on, give it to me.”
His hand returned to your mouth just as the first wave hit you. pleasure crashed through you in a sharp, overwhelming rush. your walls clamping down hard around his cock, your back arching as much as the position allowed, a muffled cry vibrating through your chest, biting on your lower lip to suppress the moan escaping your mouth. the intensity of it stole your breath. your body shook beneath him, clenching and pulsing around every thick inch still buried deep inside you.
chan followed you over the edge with a low, broken groan that he buried against your neck. his hips slammed forward one last time and stayed there, grinding deep as he came—hot, heavy pulses flooding you, filling you in thick, rhythmic spurts while your orgasm milked him for every drop. his free hand tightened on your thigh hard enough to leave faint marks, holding you locked in place as he emptied himself as deep as he could go.
for several long seconds neither of you moved.
your bodies stayed locked together, trembling, breathing hard and quiet against each other. his length twitched inside you with the last fading pulses of his release. chan kept his hand gently over your mouth a moment longer, just until he was sure no leftover sounds would escape, then slowly slid it away and replaced it with a soft, lingering kisses.
he stayed buried inside you, forehead resting against yours, both of you catching your breath in the shared silence of the room.
drabble — "shhh! be quiet, pretty girl. we can't be making any noise."
you used to think starting a family with chan would be easy. he was everything on paper—reliable provider, patient, endlessly loving with both you and your daughter. he would drop anything the second either of you needed him. and yet the reality of it settled differently than the fantasy. your little girl was a carbon copy of him in every way you look at it. the same soft eyes, the same affection, the same need to be pressed against someone she loved. most days that someone was you. she’d climb into your lap the moment you sat down, claim your thighs like they were her personal throne, and stay there for hours while chan watched with that helpless, fond smile.
quality time between the two of you had become a rare thing. and tonight was one of those rare nights.
she was finally asleep in the next room, door left slightly ajar the way she preferred. the apartment was quiet except for the low hum of the air conditioner and the soft creak of the mattress every time chan moved.
he had you folded nearly in half beneath him, knees pinned high against your chest, ankles locked over his shoulders—a mating press, the position he loves the most because not only he could see your face, he could dive deeper, reaching all the places he normally couldn't. his cock was buried to the root, thick and hot, stretching you open on every deep, grinding thrust. he wasn’t pacing himself. he was fucking you like a man who’d been starving.
"shhh! be quiet, pretty girl," he whispered against your mouth, voice already rough with restraint. "we can't be making any noise."
you tried. god, you tried. but the first full, deliberate stroke dragged a broken little noise from your throat before you could swallow it. chan’s reaction was instant. he sealed his lips over yours in a deep, silencing kiss, tongue sliding past your teeth to catch the sound and keep it. his hips wasn't relenting. he kept driving into you with the same eager, almost desperate rhythm, the wet slide of his cock filling the quiet room with soft, filthy sounds that felt far too loud.
when even the kiss wasn’t enough and another whimper slipped free your mouth, he pulled back just enough to cover your it with his hand. his broad palm pressed firmly over your lips, fingers splaying across your cheek and jaw, holding you still while he fucked you deeper. his eyes were dark, almost apologetic, but his body told a different story entirely—hips snapping forward with controlled force, the thick length of him punching into your sweet spot again and again until your thighs trembled against his shoulders.
“suck,” he murmured, voice low and rough.
he slipped two fingers past your lips the moment you parted them. you closed around them gratefully, tongue curling, sucking hard while he watched. the act gave you something to do with your mouth besides moaning. it also gave him a perfect, intimate view of the way your eyes went glassy every time he angled just right and dragged the head of his cock over that sensitive spot inside you. a soft, choked sound still vibrated around his fingers, pressing his digits deeper as an answer, muffling it, and kept thrusting.
he didn’t slow down. if anything, the knowledge that you were being good, quiet, and obedient, taking every deep stroke he gave you, only made him fuck you harder. his free hand gripped the back of your thigh, fingers digging into the soft flesh to keep you folded open for him. sweat slicked the places where your bodies met. every thrust punched a wet, rhythmic sound from between your legs that seemed to echo in the silence. the headboard stayed quiet only because he was careful with the angle; everything else was pure and raw hunger.
“missed this,” he breathed, forehead pressed to yours, fingers still heavy on your tongue. “missed you so fucking much.” another deep, grinding stroke, the kind that made your toes curl and your walls flutter helplessly around him. “been thinking about having you like this for days. open, obedient and taking me so well.” his hips rolled, grinding the base of his cock against you until you felt the stretch burn sweetly. “gonna fill you up. gonna make sure you feel me every time you move tomorrow.”
you moaned around his fingers. he pressed them deeper, muffling the sound, and kept fucking you exactly the way he’d been craving. hard, thorough, relentless. the mattress dipped with every powerful snap of his hips. your breath came short and shaky against his palm. heat coiled tight and low in your belly, building with every thick, sliding thrust until your legs started to shake against his shoulders.
chan felt it. the way your walls began to flutter and clench around him, the way your thighs trembled harder, the soft, desperate sounds you couldn’t quite swallow even with his fingers in your mouth. his own control frayed. his thrusts grew shorter, deeper, more urgent, the wet slap of skin barely restrained. he pulled his fingers free only long enough to kiss you again, hard and messy, swallowing the rising sounds as the tension in your body wound tighter and tighter.
“come with me, baby” he whispered against your lips, voice choked and ragged. “come on, give it to me.”
His hand returned to your mouth just as the first wave hit you. pleasure crashed through you in a sharp, overwhelming rush. your walls clamping down hard around his cock, your back arching as much as the position allowed, a muffled cry vibrating through your chest, biting on your lower lip to suppress the moan escaping your mouth. the intensity of it stole your breath. your body shook beneath him, clenching and pulsing around every thick inch still buried deep inside you.
chan followed you over the edge with a low, broken groan that he buried against your neck. his hips slammed forward one last time and stayed there, grinding deep as he came—hot, heavy pulses flooding you, filling you in thick, rhythmic spurts while your orgasm milked him for every drop. his free hand tightened on your thigh hard enough to leave faint marks, holding you locked in place as he emptied himself as deep as he could go.
for several long seconds neither of you moved.
your bodies stayed locked together, trembling, breathing hard and quiet against each other. his length twitched inside you with the last fading pulses of his release. chan kept his hand gently over your mouth a moment longer, just until he was sure no leftover sounds would escape, then slowly slid it away and replaced it with a soft, lingering kisses.
he stayed buried inside you, forehead resting against yours, both of you catching your breath in the shared silence of the room.
CREATORS: CORNER: OHHHHH. you are all probably wondering what is this? I KNOW, I KNOW. believe it or not sitri actually reached 3k followers! AAAAAAAAAAAAAAA i am so happy! this is such a huge milestone for me, and reaching 3k makes me so so uplifting knowing i have grown a small community here with me. so in celebration for this milestone, i plan on working on this mini series for the rest of the months before october comes! so, this is a series where in mixes of different idols from different groups will be used as reader's partners and each members will be decided via voting system, so i would know what each of every one of you would like to read. groups that will be included will be announced soon, and each pieces will be pisted every week! so please stay tuned! < 333
PAIRINGS: pornstar!member x pornstar!reader
SUMMARY: You were one of Velvet Desire’s biggest stars. Every release had fans begging for more. You are one of their priced possession generating sales the whole industry could have offered, not until the company has been raided. Illegal distribution charges destroyed the company overnight, and the career you’d built vanished with it. You tried going solo, pouring everything into your own videos, but something was missing. The heat, the chemistry, the success… none of it felt the same. Views dropped. Momentum faded. You were slipping. And just as you thought you are about to be forgotten, Red Light District's owner showed up offering you a chance of a life time. Where in you are to sign a contract to a male pornstar-exclusive company, offered triple of the salary you have previously, but the cats is; you are to collaborate with each of every roster they have. Would you grab the chance and retrieve the spotlight you once have?
TAGS & WARNINGS: SMUT - more warnings will be posted in each fic. this is an alternate universe in celebration for reaching 3k followers i have already reached. special event treats for all my followers < 3 MINORS DO NOT INTERACT!
mini series: on-going
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pairing: Hyunjin x f!reader
wc: 4.5K
genre: smut (mdni) + angst with a happy ending
series tags/warnings: friends to fwb to lovers, breakup/infidelity (in backstory), switch!hyunjin, switch!reader
chapter tags/warnings: blood, thigh riding, handjob, unprotected p in v, hurt/comfort
part one // part two // part three
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Summary: The arrangement is just friends helping each other out. It doesn't have to mean anything, and it definitely won't hurt anyone's feelings, or ruin the friendship—as long as Hyunjin can keep his damn mouth shut.
a/n: It's the final chapter! I started this draft in April and overall I'm pretty damn pleased with how the story turned out. And now I've fully published stories for all 8 skz boys, so the ot8 bias in me is very satisfied. Enjoy!
Hyunjin barely remembered how he stumbled home, dripping blood from his nose. He felt his phone buzz in his pocket once, twice, three times, before he reached his door, but he ignored it. He could feel tears tracking down his cheeks, even though he couldn’t remember crying. His feet carried him to the bathroom, where he grabbed a towel to stanch the bleeding, not caring if the fabric would be ruined.
What does that have to do with you? Your words echoed in his mind, over and over. And he could only give the obvious answer: Nothing. It had only ever been a little bit of fun, a little bit of stress relief for you, obviously. All that mad hope he’d woken with had soured in his stomach. He’d wished for some deeper meaning so hard that he’d started to convince himself it existed, but it was all a mirage. He could barely look at himself in the mirror, and his hands were shaking as they gripped the sink. The weight of everything he’d done, everything he felt, pressed him to the earth.
His phone buzzed again, this time repeatedly. A call. He fished it out of his pocket to see your name lighting up the screen, but he just dropped it on the counter and stared at it as it rang out and the screen turned off. Twenty seconds later, you called again.
He dismissed the call and opened your text conversation. The short exchange from yesterday: wanna come over? sure, give me like half an hour. A series of hearts. Messages sent before he’d shattered. Then a few new ones from you, from the last fifteen minutes: hyunjin please come back. you’re still bleeding please let me patch you up. hyunjin I’m sorry I just don’t want you getting in fights because of me, please come back?
He quickly typed a response: I need to be alone right now. please stop calling.
The message quickly shifted from delivered to read, and then the typing dots appeared, before disappearing and then reappearing again. After a period of time that should have been agonizing but felt dulled, a message arrived: okay. I’ll leave you alone.
He left his phone on the bathroom counter and collapsed on his bed, pale and drained and sick and devastated. The phone didn’t buzz again.
* * *
The next few days passed slowly, cruelly. Hyunjin tried to take care of himself, but he would startle awake from a half-doze in which he’d replayed every moment you’d shared, cataloging all the times he’d gone wrong, and realize he hadn’t eaten yet all day at nearly 7:00 p.m. His apartment was littered with takeout bags he couldn’t be bothered to throw away. He moved through molasses, limbs heavy, chest hollow. He barely felt animated, just a bag of meat going through the motions.
True to your word, you didn’t try to call him again. He’d asked you not to, and he couldn’t bear to talk to you, but he despondently wished you would, even though he knew he shouldn’t want that. He just wanted to know that it wasn’t easy for you either, that you were upset by his absence, if not from your bed then at least from your life.
But, he reminded himself, you didn’t know he wanted that. How could you? He’d taken everything he really wanted to say and stomped it down, shoved it away, paved over it in the hopes that it wouldn’t scare you away. That it wouldn’t make him lose you. But he’d lost you anyway. He’d overthought, overreacted. He’d gotten ahead of himself while trying to hold himself back.
He tried to regret punching your ex in the face, your words playing over and over again in his mind, but he couldn’t bring himself to feel anything but a grim satisfaction about it.
The days turned gray around him, and by the end of the week, it had rained for several days on end. Fitting, Hyunjin thought morosely. He was sitting on his bed in the evening, staring blankly out the window at the gloom hanging over the city, when he heard a noise at his door. Not a knock, just a shuffle.
He unfolded himself, figuring it was his takeout order arriving. But when he opened the door, he found you heading back down the hallway, a few steps away from a trash bag left on his doorstep.
“Y/n?” he said, and you turned.
His heart clenched. He’d never seen you like this, ashen, deep circles under your eyes, hunched as if trying to curl in on yourself and disappear. You were soaking wet and shivering, and you didn’t seem to have an umbrella with you.
You met his eyes with a kind of wild panic. “I-I’m sorry,” you stammered, backing up farther. “I didn’t mean to—I wasn’t trying to make you talk to me. I’ll go.”
He eyed the bag at his feet. “What’s this?”
You flinched. “Stuff you left at my apartment.”
Hyunjin reached down and opened the bag while you watched, your eyes tracking every little one of his movements. He dug through and found two hoodies, a pair of sweatpants, three T-shirts, and several pairs of boxers, including the remainder of the package you’d bought for him. He ran his fingers over a couple of silk ties you’d used to tie each other up. The memory felt like scraping a fingernail over an open wound.
“Couldn’t stand to look at it anymore?” he asked, his voice coming out rough.
Your eyes widened, and you shook your head. “No, I just—I didn’t want you to have to coordinate if you wanted your stuff back. I wasn’t going to knock, I swear.”
He looked up at you, shivering and dripping in his hallway, and felt like he was going to rip apart anew. Looking at you hurt, and not looking at you hurt even worse.
You shuffled toward the stairs. “I’m going to go—”
“You should come in and dry off,” he heard himself saying. “You’re going to catch a cold.”
You inhaled sharply. “Are you sure?”
He laughed, hollow, and didn’t reply, just turned to go back inside, taking the bag with him and leaving the door standing open.
After several moments, he heard you shuffle in behind him, closing the door behind you quietly. You stood still in the front hallway for several moments, collecting yourself, while Hyunjin opened his bedroom door to drop the bag just inside.
When he met your eye again, you looked away immediately, and his chest ached so hard he felt it in his teeth.
“Could I borrow a towel?” you asked, eyes still on the floor.
“You know where they are,” he said, and his voice came out gruff without him meaning it to.
You just nodded and slipped into the bathroom, disappearing from his view.
Hyunjin ran a hand over his face. Everything was warring inside of him, and he felt like he was about to crack from the stress. He forced himself to sit on the couch, gnawing at one fingernail, his long legs folded up in front of him.
You emerged a few minutes later, much drier but still damp. You stopped awkwardly just behind the couch, surveying the room and him in it. Hyunjin had a quick flash of all the evenings you’d spent here, laughing, teasing him, at ease in the space. The air couldn’t have been more different now.
You took a deep inhale, and then let out a shuddery exhale. “I’m sorry,” you said, your eyes finally meeting his.
He laughed a little, hollowly. “For what?” he said.
“For...” Your hand came up, as if to illustrate something, and then dropped. “For getting mad at you.”
He shook his head. “Don’t.”
“You were—”
“Don’t, y/n.”
“You got mad and you punched him. I get it.” You ran a hand through your hair, water droplets squeezing out between your fingers. “I’ve imagined doing it enough that it seems kind of high and mighty of me to take issue with you doing it. I’m sure whatever he said was sufficiently shitty. I’m not doubting you.”
“It was,” he said quietly, almost under his breath.
“I just didn’t want you to—you were bleeding, and I—I panicked. I didn’t know what to think. If you started a fight for me, if you got hurt because of me, then it felt like it was my fault.”
Hyunjin shifted forward. “It wasn’t.”
“I know that here.” You tapped your head. “But I just lost it and said... things I shouldn’t have. I’m sorry.”
He just nodded, not trusting his voice.
“I—” You wrung your hands together, fingers twisting in knots. “This week without you has been hell. I missed you, Hyun.”
He took it like a knife to the gut. When he raised his gaze to yours, the unshed tears in your eyes glistened.
“You missed me, or you missed hooking up?” he said, and he instantly hated himself for it. Fucking idiot, he thought, can’t say anything right, worthless piece of shit—
You looked like you’d been punched in the stomach. “No,” you whispered, and a tear escaped the corner of your eye and tracked down your cheek.
“I didn’t mean—” he tried.
“How can you say that?” you said. “You’re—you’re my best friend, Hyunjin, before any of this started, you’ve always been so important to me.”
“I’m sorry,” he said, “I didn’t mean it, I don’t know why I said that.”
You swallowed audibly. “Did we fuck everything up?”
He grimaced. “I guess we did.”
“We said neither of us would run away screaming,” you said. “And now look at us.”
“Technically I ran away bleeding,” he said. “Not screaming.”
“Oh,” you said, “well, that’s all right then.”
You both smiled a tiny smile at each other, and it felt like a single ray of sunlight peeking out from behind a storm cloud.
“You can sit,” he said, gesturing to the couch. “If you want.”
You looked at the seat across the couch from him, and then down at your damp clothes. “I don’t want to get your couch wet,” you said.
“It’s fine.”
“No, really, I should—”
“You should change into something dry, then.” He waved a hand at his bedroom.
“Something... of yours?” you said, and he nodded.
You hesitated, as if unsure whether it was some sort of trick, but then you nodded and disappeared into his bedroom, shutting the door between you. As soon as you were out of sight, Hyunjin dug the heels of his palms into his eyes. He was feeling too many things all at once, and it was threatening to spill out in the form of tears, which would embarrass him even further. He tried not to listen to you moving around his room, to the rustle of fabric, to the sounds of his drawers opening and shutting as you pulled him over you to surround you. Maybe for the last time, his mind supplied helpfully, and he stifled a frustrated groan.
At last, you emerged, and his already fragile mind tripped over itself. You had chosen one of his worn T-shirts and a pair of basketball shorts that hung over your knees, and the sight of you in his clothes caused all his pangs of longing to rush through him all at once, causing him to physically jolt in his seat. You didn’t seem to notice, though; you just hurried back to the front hallway to deposit your damp clothes, folded loosely, so you wouldn’t forget them on your way out.
You returned, hesitantly heading toward the spot on the other end of the couch from him, watching his face to see if he had changed his mind. When he didn’t react outwardly, you sat, perched at the edge of the couch cushion as if ready to leap up at a moment’s notice.
After a few more moments of silence, you said, “I don’t want to lose you, Jinnie.”
His heart squeezed. “You won’t,” he said, but it sounded more like a hope than a promise.
Your lips pursed. “Aside from the last week, you mean.”
He nodded.
You sighed, and then you finally leaned back into the couch. “It’s all too complicated,” you said. “I thought we could just—but hooking up just made everything weird and difficult, didn’t it?”
“Yeah,” he said. “I guess.”
“If we—” You stopped, and then swallowed. “If we stopped, do you think we could go back to normal? How things were before?”
A thousand images flashed through his mind at once, of you in all sorts of states that had driven him mad, that he’d never forget as long as he lived. You, looking at him with something that looked like an ounce of what he felt for you. But then here you were in the present, looking at him with a kind of pained hope, and to him, this version was more important.
“Maybe,” he said finally.
“I just want us to be okay,” you said. “That’s all I want.”
“Me too,” he said. “I want that too.”
You nodded, relief showing on your face. “Okay. That’s good. I’m... glad.”
There was an awkward pause as you both struggled to figure out what happened next. Even as bad as you both wanted it fixed, your easy rhythm had been shattered, and Hyunjin knew it would have to be rebuilt, piece by piece, into something you might both be able to live with. If that was a possibility for him at all.
“Thanks for... for seeing me,” you said. You stood, uncertain. “I don’t want to overstay my welcome. I can—”
“Hey,” he said, opening his arms. “Come here.”
You only hesitated a second before scooting to him and wrapping your arms around him, burrowing your head in his chest. He enveloped you, one hand coming to rest lightly on your waist and the other cradling the back of your head, as hesitantly as if he had never touched you, but needing to feel some sort of comfort that things weren’t irreparably broken, even if he felt shattered.
“I’m sorry,” you said against him. “For lashing out at you.”
“I’m sorry too,” he murmured.
“For what?”
“For...” For falling too deep. For wanting too much. For fucking it all up. “For running away.”
You laughed, a little wetly, and squeezed him tighter.
He could barely swallow around the lump in his throat now, and the scent of your hair under his nose was making it worse. He was filled with an erratic pulse of want want want, but everything he wanted made no sense. He wanted you to leave. He wanted you to stay. He wanted to sob into your hair. He wanted to wipe your tears away with his thumbs. He wanted to pin you to the couch underneath him, and kiss you until you couldn’t breathe, and mark your skin with his mouth, and lose himself inside of you. He wanted to rip his skin off. He wanted to escape his body. He wanted to stay right here, wrapped around you, forever.
He didn’t realize he could feel your heartbeat against his chest until you pulled back, taking it with you, searching for his face. “Hyun? You’re shaking.”
“Sorry,” he said, gasping to swallow a sob that was threatening to leave him. “I’m fine.”
You reached up to touch his face, and then froze, realizing what you were doing. He read it on you: too intimate, too close, especially for this moment. You were supposed to sever that part of you, cull it to save whatever was left on the stem of your friendship. But he couldn’t let you withdraw; something in him, maybe the loudest part, was screaming for him not to let you go. Instead, he caught your hand in his before you could drop it, and he brought it to his cheek.
“Hyunjin?” you asked, confused, but your palm stayed warm on his face.
“One last time,” he found himself saying. “One last time, and then we’ll stop.”
“Hyun, we said—”
“I know what we said. I know,” he breathed. “And we will. We’ll stop. But please? One last time?”
He could see you crumbling, could see it in the way your face softened by degrees, feel it in the way your hand pressed to his cheekbone. Finally, you nodded, and he closed the distance between you in half an instant.
He lost himself immediately, kissing you so ferociously, his hands cradling your face, that you only kept from tipping over by anchoring your arms around his neck. The heady buzz of having you here, again, against his lips was cut with the reminder of one last time, and he could feel himself trembling through it. Your tongue met his and his head swam, his mouth chasing your lips when you pulled back for air, his skin humming and his heart aching.
He walked you backward until your back hit the wall, and his mouth dropped to your neck, sucking a bruise into the tender skin behind your ear. You moaned, and it made him moan against you.
“Hyunjin—” you whimpered, and he bit down on your shoulder to survive it.
“Say my name again,” he muttered, delirious, “please, please, say it again, please.”
He crowded into you, pressing the hard planes of his body into the softness of yours. One knee came up between your thighs, parting them and pinning you to the wall. You gasped as his thigh flexed against your core, and you whimpered his name as you rolled your hips against it, shuddering at the friction.
Hyunjin let you work yourself up on his thigh until you were fully moaning, your breath coming in ragged gasps. When you took his face in your hands and rasped, “Bed,” he just nodded and dragged you off the wall.
Clothes tore away, discarded along the path to the bedroom. Hyunjin didn’t know where they went, or how; all he could concentrate on was kissing you, dissolving into you. When the two of you reached the bed, you pulled him down onto the mattress with you and he went willingly, wrapping his long arms around you and holding you to him tightly.
He could barely think. He was in the clutch of a grief so severe it threatened to rip him into shreds. He couldn’t fathom willingly letting you go, but he couldn’t bear to ruin whatever it was you had left. No good options, no relief, only the present moment, where he had you in his arms. The last moment anything would ever make sense.
He was shaking again, and he couldn’t stop you from noticing—and, oh god, were those tears? Was he crying? Now?
“Hyunjin?” you asked, reaching for his face again, that same worried look on your face. You always read him and needed to understand what you were reading, and he was giving you a text that he did not want you to decipher.
“No, no, no,” he said, burying his face in your chest. The hot tears pressed up into your skin over your breastbone, and he felt you gasp a little. “Please don’t look at me, please.”
“What’s wrong?” you murmured, your hands starting to stroke his hair. “We can stop—”
“I love you,” he cried.
Your hands stilled on him. Everything crashed in. His breath came in shallow, panicked gulps. He could see it all: you pulling away, you looking at him with disgust, you crossing the threshold of his apartment never to reappear, and him standing alone with the knowledge that the one thing he had had to do to prevent it was keep his mouth shut—
Suddenly you squeezed him hard, your fingers clutching him to you.
“Hyunjin,” you said shakily, “are you serious?”
“Yes,” he said. He was stripped bare, and honesty was the only thing he could muster. “Yes. I love you. I’ve been in love with you for ages. It’s killing me.”
You made a soft, pained sound.
“Don’t,” he said, rolling over so he was facing away from you. He couldn’t bear to see pity in your eyes. “Please don’t. I didn’t want to tell you but I—I’m losing it. I can’t keep doing this, but I can’t stop.”
“Hyunjin—”
Your hands wrapped around his waist from behind, and you squeezed a loud sob out of him. He swiped at his face, trying to stop the tears.
“What if I told you,” you said quietly, “that I’m in love with you too?”
He stopped breathing.
“That I didn’t even realize until we were already—that I was fighting for my life every time I watched you leave? That I’ve been trying to figure out how I fucked up so badly that I caught feelings for my best”—a sob of your own hiccuped out of you—“best friend.”
He rolled over to face you again, his eyes wide, searching.
“And then I went and lashed out at you because I couldn’t stand to see you hurt because of me and you ran away and I—I lost you,” you continued, “and I thought if I could only have you back as friends I’d do it, but I want—I want you, I want all of you, I want everything, I just didn’t think you—”
Suddenly he was kissing you, as if you were oxygen and he was drowning. His arms wrapped around you, pulling you into him, and this time he thought maybe you really would fuse together as one. And once the initial shock wore off, you were kissing him back just as fiercely, soft sounds of overwhelmed joy crawling out of your throat.
“There is—no world—” he panted in between kisses, “—where I—wouldn’t give you—everything.”
You melted into him, grasping at him urgently, as if he would disappear if you let go of him. A glass edge was dissolving inside of him—pain replaced with delight, fear with hope, uncertainty with the knowledge that he hadn’t mistaken you, he just hadn’t been able to see your own uncertainty clearly. Now he could, and the whole path that had led you together lay behind him. He trailed his lips down your neck over your collarbone, marking your soft skin, trying to put every bit of mad joy into every point of connection so you would know, and he would, that if it were up to him you would never be disentwined again.
“Hyunjin,” you gasped, “I need—I need you.”
“You have me,” he muttered against your skin. “I’m yours.”
“Please,” you said, and wrapped your hand around his length.
He jolted at the contact, overwhelmed and elated, feeling like he could erupt out of his skin. He let out a long moan, his lips slack against your chest, as you stroked him, still kissing everywhere your mouth could reach.
“If I’m dreaming, never wake me up,” he slurred, drunk on your touch.
The wave came up to meet him too quickly. Desperately, he reached down and stopped your hand. “Please,” he said. “Need to be inside you when I come, please, god, please.”
You nodded fervently. He reached toward your nightstand drawer, but you caught his wrist mid-motion.
“I want to feel you,” you said, breathless. “I want to feel everything.”
He nodded so fast he got lightheaded. Breathing heavy, he adjusted you onto your back, your wide eyes following his every movement. He wanted to drown in those eyes while he lost himself inside of you, while you both lost yourselves in each other. While you found your way back together, puzzle pieces finally joined correctly.
“Hyunjin,” you whispered, seemingly just to relish the feeling of his name in your mouth.
“I love you,” he said, burying himself in one thrust.
You choked on a moan, high-pitched, completely involuntary. He stilled to let you adjust, your chests heaving in sync, and then you took his face in your hands and smiled, and it was like the world was bursting open for him. He rolled his hips into you, and your eyes rolled back as you whined, “Jinnie,” high-pitched, music to his ears.
Everything he’d held back was pouring forth from his lips as you moved together. “God, you’re—you’re perfect. You’ve been driving me absolutely insane for as long as I’ve known you, and now—I want to stay right here forever, I never want to let you go, I’m yours, I’ve always been yours, I’ll be yours forever, please, oh my god—”
You wrapped your legs around his waist and dug your fingernails into the muscles of his back, anchoring yourself to him, and he swore he was ascending.
“Please—please—” you panted.
“Anything,” he answered, his hand caressing your cheek as he committed to his pace. “Anything.”
“I love you so much,” you gasped.
He could feel hot tears gathering at his waterline, the ecstasy filling him to the brim and threatening to spill over. You smiled fondly and wiped one away, its mirror reflected in your own eyes. “You don’t know how much I’ve dreamed of this,” he whispered. “You, me, here. You saying this so I could say it back. I love you, I love you, oh god—”
His hips stuttered, his orgasm overtaking him. He tried to hang onto it, but when he felt you coming undone around him at his words coming out of him rough and desperate, he let himself go with you.
Bliss. Pure bliss, floating above the dissolving grief and fear. You moaned his name endlessly, and he held onto it as a singular anchor, keeping him together while he drowned in joy. And when the two of you floated back to earth, limbs trembling, he buried his face in your neck and let out a shuddery exhale, full of everything he could finally let go of.
You stroked his hair and cooed in his ear as he recovered. When he could finally lift himself up enough to detach himself from your neck and look into your eyes, you reached up to brush his hair away from his sweaty forehead.
“I’m not dreaming this, am I?” he asked.
“No,” you said, a smile playing on your lips. Your eyes were red, but they beheld him so softly. “This is real. I promise.”
“Good,” he said. “Stay with me. Please.”
“I’m not going anywhere,” you replied. “I’m yours.”
It landed in his heart and unfurled, blossoming. He hugged you tightly to him, feeling your heartbeat under his skin, mirroring his in its settling rhythm. “I don’t deserve you.”
“You deserve everything,” you said fiercely, your arms tightening around him. “Don’t ever say that. I love you so much.”
“I love you too,” he said, and he was certain that it was the truest thing he’d ever said, all the more real because you had taken the thing he’d given you and broken it open, multiplied it, and given it back to him to be shared. Your hand found his and laced your fingers together, and the two of you stayed like that for a long time.
a/n: If you made it this far, thank you for reading! Next week I'll be running polls to build another fake text series to celebrate hitting 1.5K followers, so if you're interested in that, stay tuned.
GIVE ME A TASTE : featuring han jisung & lee minho
SUMMARY: in which you found yourself in a huge dillema of your life. graduating in college and still a virgin wasn't in your bucket list and you are determined to fulfill it before your graduation day comes. the only problem is that you are a socially awkward girl who shoos away every guy that tries to get your attention, and that leaves you and your bestfriend frustrated. to the point where in she came into your apartment, holding a grimoire and is convincing you of trying to summon an incubus just to fulfill your want. not knowing that your prayer would not only answer by one incubus but two of them at once.
PAIRING: incubus!han jisung x fem!reader x incubus!lee minho
ONE SHOT SMUT — COMING SOON
TAGS & WARNINGS: this one shot contains graphic smut that doesn't suit some of the readers. one shot contents involved demonology, mention of blood, dom!jisung x sub!reader x dom!leeknow, threesome, double penetration, mention of minsung having a tail and sexually using it, oral (both f and m receiving), fingering, nasty make out session, cum eating, creampie, bulging, and some other taboo kinks that might be uncomfortable to read. please proceed with reader's dicretion.
based off this poll which will be posted by monday. if anyone wants be part of the taglist please let me know by leaving a comment down the post < 3
NOTE: please do note that this fic will contain a lot of if not disturbing contents or much more, so if you are not into this kind of genre and topic, feel free to scroll down but—do not come at me for writing this one. i will write what i want, so deal with it.