わたしははな.

Just a rant. <3

Cheers, Hana.

(PS im still watching my weight! staying around 65,5 - 66kg right now. not bad..)

Im soooooo nervous for tomorrow. I should be sleeping. So i can start the day refreshed. Wish me luck! -future barista at starbucks.

I'm happy with my results so far, with only 10kg left to go. I dont feel so fat anymore. ^^ i know my rooms looks trashy. But i swear the other side of my room looks sooo much better. Cheers!

So i am supposed to start the next military diet tomorrow, but i have decided to start it today. Why? Because i just received my shipholpass last friday, and will start working soon on wednesday, excited! So to have less of a load on my mind for my first day, i started today. Just 10 kg left and im so happy. I also went to the circus yesterday, no animals involved, a small performance group, but very magnificent show nonetheless. The last performance, beauty and the beast inspired rollerblading made my eyes water up. Such a beautiful song. Will update wednesday morning at the end of the third try of my military diet. Good results so far!

Starting to work at starbucks schiphol soon. Picking up the airport security pass today. ☺️

I started to focus on losing weight more a month after i got single. Cliché, i know, but that's me. I've finally found motivation and courage to start blogging more frequently, as i've found my inner strength and emotional balance as i am a support to my friends, as they are for me. When i started a month ago, i weighed in at about 71,4 kilograms. Believe me, that's not healthy for a 4"11 girl. After i did my research on the military diets, and seeing so many positive reviews on youtube. I decided to give it a go. Dumb me started the diet on a thursday, so my weigh-in day would be sunday. I decided to start it every week on a monday. So that the weekends would for more like weekends. Although my portion sizes has already decreased in size as i have less cravings for junkfood as of late, this diet has made me see and recreate a healthier eating pattern. I began drinking lots and lots of tea and water throughout the day. I feel more energetic and today, thursday 3 march at my weigh-in of the second military diet routine, i saw a nice 65,5 kg on my scale. I checked twice as i couldnt believe it myself, i haven't weighed this 'little' in about 3 years. This has given me so much more motivation to keep going! I am planning on going rollerblading again, it's such a lovely day! Will update soon.

-just a rant-

Just had an intake for a job. Sick of my old one. This one is less cold. More parttime, travel money and will still give me enough freedom to game and develop for my future education. Excited!

I picked up my waisttrainer game.

Reasons for me to finally stick to the weight loss: 1. I want to look healthy for once in my life, cause i was born a heavy baby and stayed the same throughout the first 20 years of my life. 2. To prove myself i can be strong, and make my dad proud. Weight is such an issue in my asian community family. 3. To look good in cosplay, and more accurate. 4. To let myself get picked up by my boyfriend more often. 5. To feel more confident. 6. Fit in size S and be comfortable. 7. Look in the mirror and not see lovehandles. Urghhhhh. I still love myself though. <3