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Letter of Apology to Divine Love “Dear Love,

Please forgive this heart, forgive my current situation, the sudden panic and confusion.

Please forgive me for the bitter words I threw all over your existence, for what you were and where you were in the world at that moment of fury, as if I deserved to speak of your name when I was cursing.

Please forgive me for pushing Love away just because it kept pulling you closer to me though I knew it was my true salvation.

Please forgive my impatience, for letting myself give in to my human weaknesses.

Please forgive me for ever saying that I hated you the most in this world just because I cannot run away from you even if I wanted to forget you ever happened to me.

Please forgive me that I’m still going to let myself down for a while, that I am not strong enough yet to keep fighting for this Love, for turning my back on this Light.

Know that I can’t breathe well, my heart is hurting in ways that I find physically fatal, that I am getting sick.

Though I cannot completely let go of this weakness, I know I will survive soon for your Divine Love will always hold me.

Oh sweet Soul, forgive this heart for being tired of this world, for sometimes forgetting that we are here to make this home. I love you still. -Your Divine Love in the third dimension”

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