(🌠): butterflies inside of me are gone.

Kuroshitsuji. 129 chapter.

it is a quiet summer morning. warm sunlight and cool, crisp air stream through my open window. my room is heavy with the smell of flowers, vines and grass the only sounds are of bees outside, a gentle wind chime, and my own deep breathing

you can change what you want about yourself at any time. you see yourself as someone who can’t write or play an instrument, who gives in to temptation or makes bad decisions, but that’s really not you. it’s not ingrained. it’s not your personality. your personality is something else, something deeper than just preferences, and these details on the surface, you can change anytime you like. if it is useful to do so, you must abandon your identity and start again. sometimes, it’s the only way.

Mikaela Hyakuya

“I LOVE YOU MORE THAN YOU LOVE ME NOT.”