半狼

No One Remembers Textures

The last of our land

I should of kissed you when I had the chance

Snow touched the ground when I left

Because I brought the sun scorched temp

I came back but in a different place

The indecisiveness; the way I move

I feel like I've lost my ambitions

But if I think about you,

It's okay to have an icy resurrection

Dreaming about a flight to Japan, but I just like to Fantasize. You’re the fox and I’m the wolf. I’m thinking we could all benefit from being a little bit poetic. (I think you’re secretly a hawk) It seems I’d like to take another path, out of the comforting cave. I just want to hear them say, “You did it.” And for me to have a smile on. I’m addicted to adventures I’ve never had. Dreaming about flights to Alaska. You’re the bat and I’m the wolf again. I’m thinking if I stayed that maybe I could fall in love, finding a beautiful reflection in you. (I think you’re secretly a dove)

Last Night, you walked out in front of me. The light shown through the shadows and lit up your face. From the dark, you kissed me and I didn’t want to be alone. It’s all my dark side has ever wanted. So soft and smooth, your lips on mine is my groove. I could do this forever. Started off so innocent and now you’re full of confidence. 

Adorn my walls with misconception. Deception, I’m guilty of just the same. I’ve waited for forever for this, playing good just to shower me in your crystal sight. I won’t wait around long, the misguided wind whispers for me to “go.”

I dreamed about you three times this week. It wasn’t right waking up, sure I had the sun, but he did nothing for me. Maybe it’s just me, but I think I’m where I’m supposed to be. Instead I’m just dancing for the cameras, and playing a part. An actor for a movie with no plot.    

It’s getting old, make your move. Both of us are getting what we wanted but one of us is wanting more. It takes one touch and you’re there, my fingers running through your hair. We won’t get any sleep tonight, you say it’s mostly for the weak. I’m a blatant fool of course, I’ll hold onto you because this won’t last long. All the days are one and I can’t catch a damn break. I can’t even look at you the way I used to. I’ll just glance past you, divert my emotion to corrosion. Pollution is oozing out hatred and I can’t stand the site. 

Do you know, where the wild things grow? Green, Wild and free. You’ve already got a tight grip on me. (Hasn’t been that long.) Pick up the Sun and stare at my face. Stay up all night, so that we don’t die. I’ll lie on your chest and we’ll forget about the rest of everyone for now. (Such a perfect fit.) Please don’t go, I’ll never see you again. Green and away, you’ll be far from here. I’ll be on my merry way in this beautiful weather, but where the fuck am I going?

Walked through the door as the main attraction, we’ll circle each other with no traction. I’m seeing this magic carpet ride crash and burn, I’ll have a hole in my heart in return.