A Dulcet Soliloquist

I am really bad at words. My vocabulary is not that poor but i can’t seem to put  my feelings to words.

I get this anxious storm again because i think i offended someone, in a way that maybe general people would say that it’s nothing. This someone didn’t reply to my chat yet. This makes me anxious. Super.

To put it on simple words, i knew this person don’t really like this certain group which we both are in. This certain group is going to have a project tomorrow and we had a meeting last afternoon to discuss and prepare everything. I get this order, well not exactly an order oh well, from my senior. I chat all of my friends who are in this group to join the meeting. Included this person.

This person didn’t even read my message and didn’t show up at the meeting. I am scared if this person think of me as someone who wanted to offend her because she doesn’t like this group. 

For me, it’s so complicated i wanna turn back the time and never chat her. Never. Like no. Big NO. But OMG, i am anxious now. What probably is she thinking about me?

it’s tiring and overwhelming like you xD

i’m trying hard not to ‘unfocus’ or fazed by anything other than this folder full of power points :’)

somewhere deep on the ocean of pearlescent sky blue

which is suffocating and enticing at the same time

LOL kidding

my microbiology class’s result

antibaterial activity of some antibiotics

clyndamicin, penicillin, and ... yup i forgot

mini creme brulee