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summary: requested by this anon ⥠Leon comes home from a mission quieter than usual, and you try to give him the kind of peace he never knows how to ask for. But when a nightmare pulls him somewhere far away from you, he wakes up to something he can barely forgive himself for: hurting you.
warnings: re4!leon x reader, heavy angst with fluff, no use of y/n, hurt/comfort, PTSD/nightmares, trauma response, accidental violence during sleep, choking/strangulation, panic, guilt, crying, emotional breakdown, mentions/allusions to Leonâs childhood trauma, mentions of past abuse/neglect, Raccoon City trauma, self-hatred, fear of hurting a loved one, intense emotional distress, comfort after a traumatic incident, english is not the authors first language.
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author's note: sorry this took me so long to post. This one needed more time than I expected, mostly because I really wanted to handle Leonâs trauma and vulnerability with the weight they deserved instead of rushing it. Thank you for being patient with me and for sending requests in general â I promise Iâm still working through them. Some take me longer than others, especially when they get this emotionally heavy, but I havenât forgotten about them. This fic deals with PTSD, nightmares and accidental harm during sleep, so please read with care â nothing here is meant to romanticize trauma or violenceâĄ.
Leon and you had been together for a few years.
You knew he was a special agent and, unfortunately, one of the very few survivors of Raccoon City, something that had left a deep scar on his mental health and marked the rest of his life. It was part of the reason he did what he did now.
You met one night at a bar because you had a few mutual friends. When Leon saw you for the first time, he was stunned by your beauty. No exaggeration, it was like everything around you disappeared. He only had eyes for you and that warm, loving light you seemed to carry with you.
Leon hadnât had an easy childhood. His parents had struggled with substance abuse, so he had been raised by his grandparents, and when they passed away, the emotional emptiness he already carried only grew heavier. When he first started talking to you, everything was a little awkward and clichĂ©: the cold, guarded boy and the sunshine girl.
The first day he saw you, he was far too embarrassed to approach you. Even though Leon was objectively handsome, he was deeply insecure about himself. It was at another gathering with your mutual friends that he finally worked up the courage to come closer. He started with dumb jokes, the kind that didnât usually make many people laugh, but they always managed to pull a smile from you, and every time that happened, Leon melted a little more inside.
You began texting, then started meeting up more often, and he always offered to drive you home. Until one of those nights, outside the entrance of your building, you shared your first kiss: innocent, genuine, nervous. Not long after, you officially started dating, and since then, your relationship had been good. Really good.
Of course, it was hard not being able to see Leon much whenever he was away on missions, but you knew he was out there protecting thousands of people.
For Leon, however, the beginning of your relationship was a little harder. Not because of you. Never because of you. He considered you, even if he rarely said it out loud, the best thing that had ever happened to him. His life had always felt like a stormy sea, dark and violent, full of whirlpools of pain since he was old enough to remember, and then you had arrived like a warm breeze, pulling him out of his own mind. That was exactly why he felt so terribly guilty sometimes. He thought he wasnât good enough for you, that you deserved something better than him, even if there were moments when you managed to make him believe, just a little, that he was worthy of being loved.
It was supposed to be a quiet night in the apartment you had shared for years.
Outside, it was cold. The city was wet from the thin rain that had been falling since late afternoon, and the headlights of passing cars reflected against the asphalt like blurry stains of color. Inside, though, everything was warm. The heating was on, a blanket lay abandoned on the couch, two mugs had been left on the coffee table, and a movie was playing softly in the background.
Leon had come home only a few hours earlier.
He hadnât told you much about the mission, like he usually did whenever something had gone worse than expected. Over time, you had learned to read him without needing to ask. You knew the difference between when he was truly tired and when he was simply pretending to be tired so he wouldnât worry you.
That night, it was the second one.
He had showered as soon as he got home, changed into clean clothes, and left his jacket hanging over the back of a chair. He was wearing a dark shirt and comfortable pants, his hair still slightly damp, his jaw tight with that tension that always settled there when his mind was still somewhere else, even if his body had already made it back home.
Still, he was trying to be there with you.
That was what hurt the most about Leon sometimes. Even when he was destroyed, he still found a way to sit beside you, ask about your day, listen to you talk about any domestic nonsense as if that alone was enough to convince him the world could still be a livable place. He had asked if you had eaten, if you had gotten home from work safely, if the bathroom light had started flickering again â the one he had been promising to fix for weeks, though there was always another mission before he could.
âYouâre very quiet,â you said from the kitchen as you put away the glass you had just washed.
Leon was leaning against the counter, arms crossed, watching you in a way that wasnât exactly sad, but not peaceful either. He looked like he was trying to memorize you. The shape of your face under the yellow kitchen light, your comfortable clothes, the way you moved around your home like everything there was safe.
Like he was safe too.
âIâm fine,â he answered.
He was terrible at lying when it came to you.
You turned around slowly, drying your hands with a towel, and looked at him with that expression of yours that always managed to make him lower his guard, even when he didnât want to. Leon held your gaze for a few seconds, then looked away with a small exhale through his nose, almost a laugh, but without any humor in it.
âDonât look at me like that,â Leon said, something close to pleading hidden in his voice.
âLike what?â
âLike youâre reading my mind.â
You approached him calmly, without crowding him too much at first, because you had also learned there were nights when Leon needed to be held tightly, and others when he first needed to remember he was allowed to be touched. You placed a hand against his chest and felt the uneven rhythm of his breathing beneath your palm.
âI donât need to know everything,â you murmured. âI just want you to rest.â
The way his eyes softened was almost unbearable.
Leon lowered his gaze to your hand on his chest and, for a moment, he looked much younger. Like a boy. Not the trained agent, not the survivor, not the man the government called whenever the world started falling apart. Just Leon. The same Leon who had approached you years ago with a terrible joke, pretending to have a confidence he didnât really possess, and who had stared at you as if he couldnât understand what you could possibly see in someone like him. The same boy who had only ever wanted love from his family.
âSometimes itâs hard to come back,â he confessed suddenly.
He didnât say it dramatically. He didnât even look at you when he said it. He said it quietly, like he was ashamed of admitting it. Like speaking about it in the middle of such a normal life would somehow stain it.
You didnât answer right away. You only lifted your hand to his neck, gently stroking his skin with your thumb. Leon closed his eyes for a second.
âBut you do come back, Leon,â you told him, caressing his cheek. âThatâs so much more incredible than you think.â
You led him to the couch, and Leon let you.
He let you sit him down, let you cover him with the blanket, let his head fall back as you settled beside him. The movie kept playing on the screen, but neither of you paid attention to it. You talked for a while, more to fill the silence than because you had anything important to say. You told him about a woman who had cut in line at the supermarket, about a package that had been delayed, about something silly on your phone that had made you laugh, and Leon listened carefully.
Every now and then, his fingers found yours beneath the blanket. He didnât say anything, but he squeezed your hand a little tighter whenever you laughed.
Later, when the weight of the night started settling over the apartment, you noticed his eyes were far too tired.
He almost never slept well after coming home from a mission. Some nights, he stayed awake until dawn, sitting on the edge of the bed with his elbows on his knees, trying not to make a sound. Other nights, he fell asleep from pure exhaustion and woke up startled an hour later, chest rising and falling too fast, his hand instinctively searching for something that wasnât there anymore.
You knew about his nightmares. You knew the names he sometimes muttered without meaning to, the places he returned to whenever he closed his eyes.
But that night, he seemed too exhausted even to fight sleep.
âLetâs go to bed, baby,â you whispered sweetly, running your fingers through his hair.
Leon opened his eyes slowly, like he had been seconds away from falling asleep sitting up.
The bedroom was dim when you got into bed. From there, the rain sounded softer, barely a murmur against the window, and the streetlight slipped through the curtains, drawing pale lines over the sheets. Leon lay on his back at first, stiff, one arm resting over his stomach, his eyes fixed on the ceiling. You turned toward him without saying anything. A few seconds passed before he lifted his arm.
You moved closer slowly, resting your head on his chest, and he wrapped his arm around you carefully. Your hand stayed against his side, feeling his breathing slowly begin to match yours.
You fell asleep before he did.
The last thing you remembered was his hand stroking your back in slow, repetitive movements, almost unconscious.
For a while, everything was quiet.
Then something changed.
It wasnât a loud noise or a sudden movement at first. It was a small tension in Leonâs body. A nearly imperceptible hardening beneath your cheek. His breathing, which had been heavy and deep until then, began to break into strange intervals, as if something inside him was dragging his sleep toward a darker place. You didnât fully wake up. You only frowned, still trapped in that confused space between sleep and consciousness.
Leon moved, barely at first, then with more force.
His arm, which had been resting over your waist, tightened around you. His fingers closed around the fabric of your shirt, and his breathing grew faster, more agitated. He muttered something you couldnât understand.
âLeonâŠâ you whispered, your voice thick with sleep.
You lifted your head, propping yourself up on one elbow, trying to see his face through the shadows. His brows were furrowed, his eyes squeezed shut too tightly, his jaw clenched. He didnât look like he was simply asleep.
He looked trapped.
Like something invisible was pressing down on him from the inside, forcing him to relive a scene you couldnât see.
âBaby,â you murmured, touching his shoulder gently. âLeon, wake up.â
One second, you were sitting up on the mattress.
The next, he had moved with a violence that knocked the air out of you from sheer shock. You didnât understand what was happening at first. You only felt the weight of his body turning toward you, one hand pushing you down against the bed and the other closing around your throat.
For the first few seconds, your mind refused to accept what was happening.
It was Leon. Your Leon. The same man who brushed your hair away from your face when you fell asleep on the couch, the same one who held your hand in the street without realizing it, the same one who apologized if he brushed against you too roughly while passing through a narrow doorway.
That was why it took you a moment to feel fear.
Because before fear, there was confusion.
âLeonâŠâ you tried to say.
Your voice barely came out.
He was still asleep. Or somewhere worse than sleep. His face was distorted, washed in the weak light from the window, but there was nothing conscious in his expression. He wasnât looking at you. He wasnât seeing you. His breathing came out harsh, furious, desperate, like he was fighting someone who wasnât you.
You tried to pull his hand away gently at first. Still with that absurd part of your mind trying not to scare him, trying to wake him without hurting him.
âLeon⊠itâs meâŠâ
But the pressure increased.
Your fingers closed around his wrist with more force. You tried to move your head, to pull away, but you were trapped against the mattress and he was too heavy. Your legs shifted under the sheets, kicking clumsily against the bed. The sound of your breathing turned horrible, weak and broken, trying to find oxygen where there wasnât any.
Your nails dug into his skin. You pulled at his hands, tried to say his name again, but only a strangled sound came out, almost unrecognizable. Tears filled your eyes before you could stop them.
And the worst part was that it was still Leon.
His hair fell over his forehead the way it always did. His shirt smelled like detergent and him. The hand stealing the air from your lungs was the same hand that had been stroking your back to help you fall asleep less than an hour earlier.
The contradiction was so cruel that a part of you couldnât process it.
Then, somehow, you managed to touch his face.
It wasnât a strong hit. Barely a clumsy, desperate tap against his cheek. But it was enough for Leon to suck in a sharp breath, as if something had violently dragged him up from underwater.
Then he looked at you.
And that second was almost worse than everything before it, because you saw consciousness return to him little by little. His eyes dropped to his own hand, still closed around your throat.
Leon let go of you as if you had burned him.
He backed away so quickly he almost fell off the bed, hitting the nightstand without even noticing. You half sat up, bringing both hands to your throat as you coughed violently, trying to drag air back into your lungs. Every breath scraped. Your throat burned. The sound that came out of you didnât seem like your own.
Leon was standing on the other side of the bed.
The pale light from the window carved across his face, and you had never seen him like that. Not even after a mission. Not even when he had come home covered in wounds, his gaze lost.
This was different.
This was naked, absolute horror.
âNoâŠâ he murmured.
It was barely air.
You were still coughing. You tried to look at him, tried to say something, but you couldnât. Your throat wouldnât obey.
Leon took a step toward you by instinct, then stopped.
His eyes fell back to your neck, to the marks already beginning to turn red against your skin. The color drained from his face.
âNo, no, noâŠâ he repeated, this time with his voice breaking as he brought both hands to his head. âOh my God. Oh my God, what did I do?â
The room filled with an unbearable silence.
Leon looked like he didnât even dare to blink. His eyes were fixed on you, but not like before. Not with the quiet tenderness he had when he watched you in the kitchen or on the couch. He looked at you like you were living proof of everything he feared most about himself.
âLeonâŠâ you finally managed to say.
Your voice came out hoarse, damaged, almost unrecognizable.
He brought a hand to his mouth, like he was going to be sick. His shoulders collapsed forward and he shook his head over and over again, unable to accept your broken voice, your marked throat, your wet eyes still trying to understand him even then.
You tried to move toward the edge of the bed. You didnât know if you wanted to hug him, calm him down, or simply make sure he was there too, that both of you had made it back from that nightmare.
But the second he saw you trying to get closer, Leon stepped back.
âNo,â he said, with a desperate urgency. âDonât come near me.â
âLeon, you were asleepâŠâ you said, your voice slowly clearing.
You stayed seated on the bed, struggling to breathe, while he began to fall apart in front of you in a silent, horrible way. Leon didnât cry like other people. He didnât allow himself to collapse completely. He only went very still. Too still. His jaw barely trembling, his eyes shining with a guilt that looked like it was eating him alive from the inside.
âLook at me,â you whispered.
He couldnât.
âLeon.â
It took him several seconds to obey. When he finally lifted his gaze, there was so much fear in his eyes that for a moment, you forgot the pain in your throat. Leon Kennedy, the man who had survived monsters, dying cities, missions that would have destroyed anyone else, was looking at you like a terrified child who had just discovered his nightmares could crawl out of his head and touch the only good thing he had.
âI thoughtâŠâ he started, but the sentence broke before it could go anywhere. âI was there again. I couldnât⊠I couldnât tell the difference. Someone was on top of me, or I was⊠I donât know. I donât know what I saw. I just know that when I opened my eyes, it was you and IâŠâ
Leon tore his eyes away from your neck and pushed both hands into his hair, tugging at it with such raw desperation that it hurt to watch. His breathing began to break, first in short, dry bursts, then into a sob he tried to swallow but that came out anyway, ugly and devastating.
He bent forward, sitting on the edge of the bed, elbows on his knees and head lowered, as if the weight of everything he had spent years burying had fallen on him all at once.
âNo,â he repeated, but it no longer sounded like an order meant for you. It sounded like a plea against himself. âNo, no, no⊠God, no.â
Leon broke with a choked, almost childlike sound, bringing one hand to his mouth as if he was ashamed you could hear him. His chest tightened, his shoulders began to shake, and suddenly there was no agent, no survivor, no man capable of walking into hell and coming out alive even if it tore him apart.
There was only Leon, barefoot in the dark bedroom, crying like he had become the boy who learned too early that no one was coming to save him.
âI canât do this to you,â he said between sobs, almost breathless. âNot to you. Not you.â
You moved slowly, with all the care in the world, as if any sudden gesture could make him believe he was still inside the nightmare. You got out of bed without coming too close, keeping your hands visible, your voice low and soft, even though you were trembling inside too.
âLeon, look at me for a second.â
He shook his head, pressing his fingers to his eyes.
âNo. I canât look at you afterâŠâ The sentence died in his mouth. He sobbed again, harder this time, with a broken anger that seemed to come from somewhere very old. âI saw your face. I saw your face and I didnât know where I was. I didnât know if it was you, I didnât know if I was there, I didnât know if it wasâŠâ He ran out of voice, breathing too fast. âAnd my hands were on your throat.â
âYou were asleep.â
Leonâs head snapped up.
His eyes were red, bright, full of a guilt so wild it looked like he was hating himself with everything he had.
âWhat if I hadnât woken up?â he asked, his voice destroyed. âWhat if next time I donât wake up? What if you canâtâŠâ He choked on the sentence, pressed a hand to his chest, and shut his eyes like he was going to be sick. âI canât. I canât touch you. I canât be near you.â
That hurt more than the mark on your throat.
Because you knew him. Leon was scared, trying to tear himself out of your life before, in his mind, he could destroy it. He was the same man who blamed himself for cities he couldnât save, for partners he couldnât bring back, for decisions made when he was barely more than a boy in a uniform too big for him, a gun in his hand. He was Leon locking himself back inside that dark room from his childhood, where no one had ever taught him that love could stay even when he was a mess.
âIâm not going to leave you just because youâre scared,â you murmured.
âPlease,â he said then, and that word completely disarmed you. âPlease donât make this harder.â
You stayed still. Not because you wanted to obey him, but because you understood that coming closer without permission, right then, could sink him even further. Leon was trembling all over. His breathing was out of control, his hands clenched so tightly his knuckles had gone white, and still, he couldnât stop staring at your neck.
âOkay,â you whispered. âIâm not going to touch you if you donât want me to. But stay here with me. Breathe with me.â
He didnât answer.
âLook at my hand,â you said, lifting it slowly between the two of you. âJust that. Donât look at my neck. Donât look at anything else. Look at my hand.â
Leon swallowed. It took him an awful effort, but eventually he obeyed. His eyes dropped to your fingers as you opened and closed them slowly, giving him a simple, almost silly rhythm, as if you were calling back a part of him that had been trapped somewhere else.
âBreathe in with me,â you asked. âOne⊠two⊠threeâŠâ
His chest rose shakily.
âThatâs it. Now let it out.â
The air left him broken.
The second breath was worse than the first. The third too. But by the fourth, his shoulders lowered just a little, enough for you to see he was trying to come back.
âYouâre not there,â you told him softly. âYouâre home, with me. Your boots are by the door because you never put them away properly, even though you swear you do.â
Leon made a sound that almost became a laugh, but turned into another sob instead.
âAnd Iâm here,â you continued. âIâm alive.â
He covered his face with both hands.
âIâm sorry,â he said, and then again, lower, more broken. âIâm sorry. Iâm so sorry.â
âI know.â
âNo, you donât. You donât know what itâs like to open your eyes and see that the only person whoâŠâ His mouth trembled, unable to say it without falling apart. âThe only person who has ever made me feel safe was scared of me.â
That was when you couldnât stop your own eyes from filling with tears.
Because Leon never said things like that. Never so clearly. He loved you in small, quiet, almost clumsy acts sometimes. Checking your car before a trip. Leaving you the warm side of the bed when he got up earlier. Making coffee even when his hands were shaking after a bad night. Staying awake watching the door while you slept.
Hearing him admit you were his safe place while he hated himself for making you afraid was too much.
âLeon,â you said, taking one tiny step closer. âI was scared of what was happening. Not of you.â
The sentence came out so small that for a moment, you stopped seeing the grown man in front of you. You saw the boy who had probably learned to hide in silence, not to ask for help, not to cry too loudly because no one would comfort him, or because crying only made things worse. You saw the teenager who probably grew up believing affection always came with conditions, that tenderness could disappear at any second, that if someone touched him, it was safer to prepare for the blow. You saw that twenty-one-year-old boy who arrived in Raccoon City with his whole life ahead of him and left with eyes that looked older forever.
And you understood Leon wasnât only crying because of that night.
He was crying for all the nights of his life.
âCome to the bathroom with me,â you whispered.
He looked up, confused, still soaked in tears.
âWhat?â
âNot for anything weird. Just⊠come. Letâs wash our faces. Both of us.â
You walked toward the door slowly, without touching him. At first, you thought he wouldnât follow. You heard him breathing behind you, too still, too lost. But a few seconds later, the mattress creaked, and his footsteps appeared behind you, uncertain.
In the bathroom, the light was too white.
You caught a glimpse of yourself in the mirror: messy hair, wet eyes, your throat marked. Leon saw it too. He froze in the doorway, jaw clenched, and for a second you thought he was going to leave.
âDonât look at that right now,â you asked him.
âHow can I not look at it?â
âBecause right now I need you to look at me.â
He opened his mouth to argue, but couldnât. He just stood there, broken and obedient, his eyes lowering to your face as if he expected to find hatred there.
He didnât.
He only found exhaustion, fear still, yes, but also love.
So much love.
You turned on the faucet and waited until the water ran warm. You soaked a small towel, wrung it out, and moved closer to him, stopping before touching his face.
âCan I?â
Leon swallowed. His eyes filled again. He nodded once, barely, and you lifted the towel to his cheek.
You cleaned him with a tenderness that almost hurt. You passed the damp fabric beneath his eyes, along his jaw, over his trembling mouth as he tried to hold back more sobs. Leon closed his eyes when you touched his forehead, and suddenly he looked exhausted in a way that had nothing to do with sleep.
He was exhausted from waking up every night ready to fight ghosts no one else could see.
âYou were little,â you murmured, not really knowing whether you meant the nightmare, Raccoon, his childhood, or all of it at once. âToo little for everything that happened to you. And then the world just kept asking for more.â You wiped away another tear before it could fall. âMore strength, more cold blood, more missionsâŠâ
Leon lowered his head.
This time, when he cried, he didnât try to hide it as quickly. The sound came from deep in his chest, raw and aching, and you set the towel down on the sink so you could hold his face between your hands. He tensed at first, but he didnât pull away.
âI donât know how to be anything else,â he confessed, his voice barely there. âI donât know how to do it. I donât know how to⊠stop. When I was a kid, I learned not to make noise, not to bother anyone, to hold on until it passed. After RaccoonâŠâ He shut his eyes tightly. âJust more orders, more dead people. And then you came along, and for the first time I thought maybe I could have something clean. Something that wasnât rotten because of everything Iâve touched.â
It hurt to hear him talk about himself like that.
âYouâre not rotten, Leon,â you told him, frowning at his words.
âYou donât know how many things Iâve done.â
âI know how you love me.â
He opened his eyes, ruined.
You stroked his cheekbones with your thumbs. Leon closed his eyes again and rested his forehead against yours with a trembling slowness, like such a simple gesture scared him and soothed him at the same time.
âI want to shower,â he murmured suddenly. âI need to⊠get this off me.â
You prepared the shower while he sat on the closed toilet lid, staring at a fixed point on the floor, fingers intertwined, shoulders collapsed. You left a clean towel nearby and adjusted the water until it was warm. You didnât try to make it romantic. There was nothing like that in that moment. Only care. Only real intimacy, the kind that asks for nothing but to hold the other person when they canât hold themselves.
When he stepped under the water, he left the shower door partly open, maybe because the idea of being completely alone with his head scared him. You sat on the bathroom floor, leaning your back against the sink cabinet, so he could see you if he opened his eyes.
At first, he said nothing.
The water fell over his hair, down his neck and back, and Leon pressed one hand against the wall, lowering his head. His shoulders started shaking again. This time, he didnât do it silently. He cried with the water falling over him, his breathing broken, one hand covering his mouth and the other gripping the tile, as if that shower were the only place where he could let himself fall apart.
âIâm here,â you reminded him very softly.
Leon nodded without looking at you, but his fingers loosened slightly against the wall.
When he stepped out, wrapped in a towel, wet hair sticking to his forehead, he looked younger. Not calmer yet, but less far away. His eyes were swollen, his face clean, his skin flushed from the hot water, and there was such obvious fragility to him that you wanted to hug him until the whole world went quiet.
You handed him a clean shirt. He took it with clumsy fingers.
âThank you,â he whispered.
âCome here.â
This time, he didnât step back.
You moved closer slowly and dried his hair with another towel, rubbing gently, careful not to make any sudden movements. Leon let you, sitting on the edge of the bathtub, his gaze lowered and his hands resting on his knees. Every now and then, a late sob escaped him, one of those that linger after the worst of the crying has passed.
Leon had never received this as a child.
You leaned down and pressed a soft kiss to the top of his head, barely brushing him.
Then, with a slowness that almost undid you, he rested his forehead against your stomach and closed his eyes.
He didnât hug you at first. He only stayed there. Then you lowered one hand to his damp hair and the other to the back of his neck, holding him carefully.
It was enough.
Leon let out a trembling breath and wrapped his arms around your waist. Not tightly, not like before, but with fear, with reverence, as if he were holding something sacred he never wanted to break again.
âIâm sorry,â he murmured against your shirt.
You returned to the bedroom without rushing.
You changed the sheets because Leon couldnât look at the bed without tensing, and you didnât argue. You let him do something useful: gather the old sheets, open the window for a few seconds, adjust the pillows. You knew he needed to feel like his hands could be used to care, not only destroy.
After everything was clean and the room smelled faintly of cold air and soap, you turned off the main light and left only the bedside lamp on.
Leon stood beside the bed.
âI can sleep on the couch.â
âI donât want you to sleep on the couch,â you answered quickly. âYou can stay on the other side of the bed. We can leave space between us. We can keep the light on. We can do whatever you need, but I donât want you punishing yourself.â
His eyes filled with tears again, though this time they didnât fall with the same violence. He looked too exhausted even to hate himself.
âWhat do you need?â he asked.
The question touched something deep inside you.
âI need you to listen when I tell you Iâm still here. And I need you not to push me away.â
Leon nodded.
You got into bed carefully. He lay on his back, rigid, hands on his chest, staring at the ceiling. You turned toward him. For a while, you didnât touch him. You only watched him breathe, noticing how every muscle in his body still seemed ready to run.
âLeon.â
He barely turned his head.
âCan I kiss you?â
The question seemed to hurt him and comfort him at the same time.
âYes,â he said, so quietly you almost didnât hear it.
You moved just close enough to kiss his cheek.
Once.
Then again, a little higher.
Then his temple, where his hair was still damp. His forehead, over a crease of tension that refused to disappear. The bridge of his nose. His cheekbone, just beneath his eye, where the salty trace of tears still lingered.
Leon closed his eyes.
âYou donât have to do this,â he murmured.
You gave him another kiss on the cheek.
âYouâre good, Leon.â
His breath caught.
Tears slipped out again, silent this time, sliding toward his temples. You kissed the corner of his mouth with such tenderness it was barely a touch. You only wanted him to know your love hadnât been extinguished by fear.
âYou are not your nightmares,â you whispered. âYou are not what they did to you, or Raccoon, or the hands of whoever hurt you when you were little. Youâre Leon. My Leon. And youâre here with me.â
He turned his face toward you, completely disarmed.
âIâm scared to sleep.â
âThen donât sleep yet. Stay with me.â
Leon swallowed and nodded, though every part of him still looked like it wanted to keep apologizing until his voice gave out.
He watched you for a few seconds, as if he were still asking for permission in silence, and then he moved toward you with a broken, almost ashamed slowness. He didnât hug you all at once. First, he rested his forehead against your chest, right above your heartbeat, and when he heard it still there, alive and steady beneath his ear, something in him finally surrendered.
His arms wrapped carefully around your waist, still trembling, and he clung to you as if you were the only thing capable of keeping him in the present. You ran a hand through his hair slowly, feeling his breathing fall apart against your shirt in small, exhausted sobs, and Leon squeezed his eyes shut, hiding his face in you like a child who had finally found a safe place to break without being left alone.
âWhen I was little,â he whispered against your chest, âsometimes I imagined someone coming into my room and telling me I could sleep. That I didnât have to watch the door. That I didnât have to listen for footsteps.â
You moved a little closer and covered his face in small, slow kisses, placing them wherever the pain seemed to have settled. His forehead. His temple. His cheek. His closed eyelid. The tip of his nose. His tense jaw.
Leon slowly stopped crying.
âYou can sleep,â you told him softly. âIâm here. The door is closed. No one is going to hurt you. Iâm with you.â
His mouth trembled one last time.
Leon closed his eyes.
For a moment, you thought he was going to cry again, but he only let out a long, tired, almost defeated sigh. The tension in his shoulders began to loosen very slowly, like a rope that had finally stopped being pulled to the point of snapping.
âI love you,â he murmured, his voice so small it seemed to come from some hidden place inside him.
âI love you too.â
Leon kept looking at your face through half-lidded eyes, as if he needed to check one more time that you were still there, that you hadnât become another loss, that the night hadnât taken away the only good thing he allowed himself to want.
You stroked his knuckles with your thumb, slowly, over and over again, until his breathing began to match yours.
In the end, Leon fell asleep without letting go of you.
It wasnât a deep sleep at first. His brow furrowed every now and then, his hand tightened over yours, and every small sound in the apartment seemed to brush against his skin even while he slept. But he wasnât alone inside his head anymore. Every time his breathing changed, you whispered his name gently, and he came back.
And when his body finally surrendered completely, Leon searched for your warmth, his face calmer than you had seen it all night.
You pressed one last kiss to his forehead.
âThatâs it, love,â you whispered, even though he could barely hear you anymore. âRest. You donât have to survive tonight anymore.â
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Taylor Swift and Colors (sorted by color)
I also made a version of this list sorted by album.
Black
Tim McGraw: When you think happiness, I hope you think that little black dress
I Heart ?: I came out alive but Iâm black and blue
The Other Side Of The Door: After everything and that little black dress
Timeless: Black and white, saw a â30s bride
The Lucky One: Now itâs big black cars and Riviera views
Out Of The Woods: The rest of the world was black and white but we were in screaming color
Clean: And the sky turned black like a perfect storm
Delicate: Phone lights up my nightstand in the black
So It GoesâŠ: Come here, dressed in black now
Getaway Car: The ties were black, the lies were white
Daylight: I once believed love would be black and white, but itâs golden
cardigan: Sequined smile, black lipstick, sensual politics
Glitch: But itâs been 2190 days since our love blackout, our love is blacking out
loml: You cinephile in black and white, all those plot twists and dynamite
The Black Dog: And so I watch as you walk into some bar called The Black Dog
The Black Dog: How you donât miss me in The Black Dog
The Black Dog: And I hope itâs shitty in The Black Dog
thanK you aIMee: And maybe youâve reframed it and in your mind, you never beat my spirit black and blue
The Black Dog (Clean Version): And I hope you miss me in The Black Dog
Blue
Tim McGraw: He said the way my blue eyes shined put those Georgia stars to shame that night
Tim McGraw: Think of my head on your chest and my old faded blue jeans
A Place In This World: Got the radio on, my old blue jeans
I Heart ?: I came out alive but Iâm black and blue
Crazier: Every sky was your own kind of blue
Dear John: You paint me a blue sky and go back and turn it to rain
Ronan: I remember your blue eyes looking into mine
State Of Grace: Just twin fire signs, four blue eyes
Red: Losing him was blue like Iâd never known
Everything Has Changed: And all my walls stood tall, painted blue
Starlight: Youâll spend your whole life singing the blues if you keep thinking that way
Run: I could see this view a hundred times, pale blue sky reflected in your eyes
All Too Well (10 Minute Version): And did the twin flame bruise paint you blue?
This Love: Clear blue water, high tide came and brought you in
âSlut!â: Aquamarine moonlit swimming pool
Is It Over Now?: Blue dress on a boat, your new girl is my clone
Is It Over Now?: If sheâs got blue eyes, I will surmise that youâll probably date her
Delicate: Oh damn, never seen that color blue
Gorgeous: Ocean blue eyes looking in mine
Dancing With Our Hands Tied: My, my love had been frozen deep blue, but you painted me golden
Cruel Summer: And itâs blue, the feeling I got
Lover: My heartâs been borrowed and yours has been blue
I Think He Knows: Lyrical smile, indigo eyes, hand on my thigh
Miss Americana And The Heartbreak Prince: Weâre so sad, we paint the town blue
Paper Rings: Iâm with you even if it makes me blue, which takes me back to the color that we painted your brotherâs wall
London Boy: And you know I love Springsteen, faded blue jeans, Tennessee whiskey
Afterglow: I blew things out of proportion, now youâre blue
invisible string: Teal was the color of your shirt when you were sixteen at the yogurt shop
invisible string: Time, wondrous time gave me the blues and then purple-pink skies
peace: If your cascade ocean wave blues come
hoax: Donât want no other shade of blue but you
coney island: Did I paint your bluest skies the darkest gray a universe away?
Carolina: Indelible scars, pivotal marks, blue as the life she fled
Bejeweled: Sapphire tears on my face, sadness became my whole sky
The Great War: Looked up at me with honor and truth, broken and blue
Hits Different: Catastrophic blues, moving on was always easy for me to do
So Long, London: You sacrificed us to the gods of your bluest days
Fresh Out The Slammer: Gray and blue and fights and tunnels
Guilty as Sin?: Drowning in the Blue Nile, he sent me âDowntown Lightsâ
thanK you aIMee: And maybe youâve reframed it and in your mind, you never beat my spirit black and blue
Brown
Superman: Something in his deep brown eyes has me saying heâs not all bad like his reputation
thanK you aIMee: When I picture my hometown, thereâs a bronze spray-tanned statue of you
The Prophecy: Iâm just a paperweight in shades of greige
Gold
Tied Together With A Smile: But you donât tell anyone that you might not be the golden one
Christmas Must Be Something More: Would the song still survive without five golden rings?
The Best Day: Look now, the sky is gold
Castles Crumbling: Once, I had an empire in a golden age
State Of Grace: This is the golden age of something good and right and real
End Game: Itâs like your eyes are liquor, itâs like your body is gold
So It GoesâŠ: Gold cage, hostage to my feelings
Dancing With Our Hands Tied: My, my love had been frozen deep blue, but you painted me golden
Dress: Made your mark on me, a golden tattoo
Daylight: I once believed love would be black and white, but itâs golden
Daylight: I once believed love would be burning red, but itâs golden
Daylight: Like daylight, itâs golden, like daylight
invisible string: One single thread of gold tied me to you
invisible string: Gold was the color of the leaves when I showed you around Centennial Park
gold rush: I donât like a gold rush, gold rush
gold rush: Everybody wants you, but I donât like a gold rush
coney island: Were you waiting at our old spot in the tree line by the gold clock?
long story short: Missing me at the golden gates they once held the keys to
The Tortured Poets Department: I scratch your head, you fall asleep like a tattooed golden retriever
I Look in Peopleâs Windows: I look in peopleâs windows, transfixed by rose golden glows
The Alcott: And there you are sitting as usual with your golden notebook
The Alcott: I had to do something to break into your golden thinking
The Joker And The Queen (Remix): And I know you think that what makes a king is gold, a palace, and diamond rings
Gray
Cold As You: You put up walls and paint them all a shade of gray
Today Was A Fairytale: I wore a dress, you wore a dark gray T-shirt
Bye Bye Baby: Lost in the gray and I try to grab at the fray
Timeless: Iâm gonna love you when our hair is turning gray
Ronan: Out of this curtained room in this hospital gray, weâll just disappear
Red: Missing him was dark gray all alone
So It GoesâŠ: I make all your gray days clear
Getaway Car: In shades of gray and candlelight
London Boy: Show me a gray sky, a rainy cab ride
gold rush: It fades into the gray of my day-old tea âcause it will never be
coney island: Did I paint your bluest skies the darkest gray a universe away?
evermore: Gray November, Iâve been down since July
Question�: Got swept away in the gray, I just may like to have a conversation
Youâre Losing Me: My face was gray but you wouldnât admit that we were sick
But Daddy I Love Him: If all you want is gray for me, then itâs just white noise, then itâs just my choice
But Daddy I Love Him: If all you want is gray for me, then itâs just white noise, then itâs just my choice
Fresh Out The Slammer: Gray and blue and fights and tunnels
imgonnagetyouback: Bygones will be bygone eras fading into gray
The Prophecy: Iâm just a paperweight in shades of greige
Greens
Sparks Fly: Get me with those green eyes, baby, as the lights go down
Holy Ground: Took off faster than a green light go
Everything Has Changed: And all Iâve seen since eighteen hours ago is green eyes and freckles and your smile
I Know Places: In the dead of night, your eyes so green
Wonderland: Didnât you flash your green eyes at me?
the last great american dynasty: She stole his dog and dyed it key lime green
invisible string: Green was the color of the grass where I used to read at Centennial Park
invisible string: Teal was the color of your shirt when you were sixteen at the yogurt shop
champagne problems: How evergreen, our group of friends donât think weâll say that word again
happiness: All you want from me now is the green light of forgiveness
Snow On The Beach: I searched âaurora borealis greenâ
Oranges
âSlut!â: Half asleep, taking your time in the tangerine neon light
Soon Youâll Get Better: Holy orange bottles, each night I pray to you
marjorie: You loved the amber skies so much
Pinks
Wildest Dreams: Red lips and rosy cheeks
âSlut!â: Flamingo pink, Sunrise Boulevard
Itâs Nice To Have A Friend: Light pink skies up on the roof
invisible string: Time, wondrous time gave me the blues and then purple-pink skies
gold rush: I donât like slow motion, double vision in rose blush
So High School: Cheeks pink in the twinkling lights
I Look in Peopleâs Windows: I look in peopleâs windows, transfixed by rose golden glows
Purples
Afterglow: This ultraviolet morning light below tells me this love is worth the fight, oh
invisible string: Time, wondrous time gave me the blues and then purple-pink skies
Lavender Haze: I feel the lavender haze creeping up on me
Lavender Haze: I just wanna stay in that lavender haze
Lavender Haze: That lavender haze, I just wanna stay
The Great War: My knuckles were bruised like violets
imgonnagetyouback: Lilac short skirt, the one that fits me like skin
Reds
Picture To Burn: Youâre a redneck heartbreak whoâs really bad at lying
Fifteen: You sit in class next to a redhead named Abigail
Love Story: âCause you were Romeo, I was a scarlet letter
Red: But loving him was red
Red: Comes back to me, burning red
All Too Well: You almost ran the red 'cause you were looking over at me
All Too Well: Photo album on the counter, your cheeks were turning red
The Moment I Knew: Standing there in my party dress in red lipstick with no one to impress
Nothing New: And my cheeks are growing tired of turning red and faking smiles
Blank Space: Cherry lips, crystal skies
Style: And I got that red lip classic thing that you like
Wildest Dreams: Red lips and rosy cheeks
Clean: Youâre still all over me like a wine-stained dress I canât wear anymore
New Romantics: We show off our different scarlet letters
Now That We Donât Talk: You part the crowd like the Red Sea
Is It Over Now?: When you lost control, red blood, white snow
End Game: So hereâs the truth from my red lips
I Did Something Bad: Crimson red paint on my lips
Look What You Made Me Do: Iâve got a list of names and yours is in red underlined
Daylight: I once believed love would be burning red, but itâs golden
the lakes: A red rose grew up out of ice frozen ground with no one around to tweet it
gold rush: I donât like anticipating my face in a red flush
Maroon: The burgundy on my t-shirt when you splashed your wine into me
Maroon: And how the blood rushed into my cheeks, so scarlet, it was
Maroon: The rust that grew between telephones
Maroon: The lips I used to call home, so scarlet, it was maroon
Maroon: I feel you no matter what, the rubies that I gave up
Maroon: It was maroon, it was maroon
Youâre On Your Own, Kid: I looked around in a blood-soaked gown
The Great War: All that bloodshed, crimson clover, uh huh
The Great War: And we will never go back to that bloodshed, crimson clover, uh huh
Glitch: Iâm not every sorry, nights are so starry, blood moonlit
Chloe or Sam or Sophia or Marcus: Will that make your memory fade from this scarlet maroon like it never happened?
Silver
I Bet You Think About Me: You grew up in a silver spoon gated community
Whites
Love Story: I talked to your dad, go pick out a white dress
White Horse: Now itâs too late for you and your white horse to come around
White Horse: Now itâs too late for you and your white horse to catch me now
The Best Day: Donât know if Snow Whiteâs house is near or far away
The Other Side Of the Door: And the conversation with the little white lies
Speak Now: I am not the kind of girl who should be rudely barging in on a white veil occasion
Timeless: Black and white, saw a â30s bride
Style: You got that long hair, slicked back, white T-shirt
Out Of The Woods: The rest of the world was black and white but we were in screaming color
Is It Over Now?: When you lost control, red blood, white snow
Getaway Car: The ties were black, the lies were white
Dress: Flashback when you met me, your buzz cut and my hair bleached
Daylight: I once believed love would be black and white, but itâs golden
right where you left me: Glass shattered on the white cloth, everybody moved on
Vigilante Shit: Someone told his white collar crimes to the FBI
Karma (feat. Ice Spice): Got you waving pretty white flags, feeninâ for that cash
So Long, London: My white-knuckle dying grip holding tight to your quiet resentment
But Daddy I Love Him: If all you want is gray for me, then itâs just white noise, then itâs just my choice
But Daddy I Love Him: If all you want is gray for me, then itâs just white noise, then itâs just my choice
loml: You cinephile in black and white, all those plot twists and dynamite
The Alchemy: These chemicals hit me like white wine
Other colors
Speak Now: And her snotty little family all dressed in pastel
All Too Well: After plaid shirt days and nights where you made me your own
âSlut!â: Half asleep, taking your time in the tangerine neon light
Soon Youâll Get Better: Iâll paint the kitchen neon, Iâll brighten up the sky
ivy: Your opal eyes are all I wish to see
Bejeweled: But some guy said my auraâs moonstone just âcause he was high
Wouldâve, Couldâve, Shouldâve: Stained glass windows in my mind
âColorâ
Red: Like the colors in autumn, so bright just before they lose it all
Out Of The Woods: The rest of the world was black and white but we were in screaming color
Sweeter Than Fiction: Seen you lost in a crowd, seen your colors fade
Delicate: Oh damn, never seen that color blue
Paper Rings: Iâm with you even if it makes me blue, which takes me back to the color that we painted your brotherâs wall
ME!: Like a rainbow with all of the colors
illicit affairs: You showed me colors you know I canât see with anyone else
invisible string: Green was the color of the grass where I used to read at Centennial Park
invisible string: Teal was the color of your shirt when you were sixteen at the yogurt shop
invisible string: Gold was the color of the leaves when I showed you around Centennial Park
tolerate it: Use my best colors for your portrait
Question�: Before you painted all my nights a color I have searched for since
So Long, London: And Iâm just getting color back into my face

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Taylor Swift | The Life of a Showgirl
- It's a perfect ending - No. It's a perfect beginning.
ANASTASIA (1997) dir. Don Bluth, Gary Goldman
Til' Death Do Us Part
Pairing: husband!Leon x wife!Reader
Word count: 11.3k
Summary: A mission meant to be routine becomes a race against the clock when youâre bitten, and the only antivirals are destroyed. With the infection spreading and time running out, Leon Kennedy abandons everything except the one objective that matters: getting you back alive.
Warnings/tags: bite injury (reader), infection themes (fever, delirium), mentions of blood/wounds, mission-related violence, guns, angst, protective leon
The hallway smells like antiseptic and old rain, sharp enough to taste at the back of your throat. Emergency lights pulse a slow red, painting everything in the color of a heartbeat that refuses to settle. Somewhere deeper in the facility, something metallic groans, the sound carrying through the walls like the building itself is shifting in its sleep.
Equal Ground
Pairing: Leon Kennedy/Reader
Synopsis: Rivals turned undercover partners, you and Leon Kennedy fake a relationship during an Umbrella operation. Only to realise the hardest mission isnât survival, but choosing each other. Tags: Enemies to Lovers, Fake Relationship, Forced Proximity, Slow Burn, Mutual Pining, Emotional Vulnerability, Miscommunication, Action/Combat, Protective Leon Kennedy, Rivals to Equals, Confession Scene. Warnings: Gun Violence, Injury, Blood, Emotional Distress, Arguments, High-Stress Situations, Feelings Words: ~17k
A/N: im just going to ignore the infection on leon's neck in the new trailer :') (pls capcom dont play with me rn)
The Division of Security Operations headquarters never slept, but it also never felt alive.
Steel-panelled walls reflected fluorescent light in a way that flattened everything, faces, voices, victories. Even the air felt regulated, filtered until it lacked personality. The kind of place that existed to remind you that emotions were liabilities and efficiency was king.
Which was ironic, considering how personal things always got.
The leaderboard hung at the far end of the operations floor, suspended like a silent judge.
Agents gathered as the system refreshed, boots echoing against polished floors, conversations tapering off mid-sentence. There was always a crowd when post-mission reports finalised. Half anticipation, half fear. Careers shifted on that screen. Egos bruised. Grudges sharpened.
Daryl Dixon as a Boyfriend
Just a little list of how I feel our beloved Daryl would be like if he was your boyfriend.
â°âȘŒ Daryl Dixon x fem!reader â°âȘŒ Word Count: 731 â°âȘŒ Warnings: little bit of smut; a lot of fluff â°âȘŒ Masterlist
đŁČ Daryl Dixon as a boyfriend is very insecure and shy, especially at first. He is afraid to touch you, kiss you, make love to you. In his opinion, you are too delicate, too good for him. It doesn't matter that you told him you wanted him; that you kissed him first, making him all hot and needy that night. He thinks he doesn't deserve you. He is so rough, his fingers always covered in dirt and blood, harsh words coming out of his mouth whenever he speaks, and you are so delicate and soft, full of love and laughter. Two completely different personalities. He thinks you should be with someone better, more suitable for you, but at the same time he can't stand the thought of you being with someone other than him. He is jealous and possessive, even towards these imaginary men.

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â„ Itâs Complicated? â„
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Ëąá”á”á”á”ÊłÊž: you sort out your feelings for the sweet, hardworking DSO agent Leon Kennedy as you both fight for survival in Spain, to rescue the president's daughter, reliving the horrors of Raccoon City. Shouldnât be too hard, right?
á¶á”âżá”á”âżá”!!Ê·á”Êłâżâ±âżá”Ëą!!: MDNI, Alcohol use, Sexual insinuation, vulgarity, slow burn, plot heavy, eventual smut, violence, graphic violence, angst, trauma, fluff, friends to lovers
á”á”Êłá” á¶á”á”âżá”: 8k+
á”á”á”ʰá”ÊłËą âżá”á”á”: My first fic in ages. I was originally writing for Toji (JJK anime), but I'm having trouble getting the plot to flow smoothly. THIS THOUGH! It was flowing for me, and I literally cannot wait for re9. Let my man REST, he deserves it. I will do my best to be as accurate as possible, but I got some inspo from RE4 (obvi) and the mila jovovich RE movies (I know they arenât accurate, but I grew up with those and the games). Please bare with me, I'm working on my writing skills. This chapter is long and uneventful for the sake of plot and world-building :). Feedback is appreciated, just donât be nasty.
I hope you guys enjoy! new chapter very soon!- â„ Love Byrdie, xo â„
Waking up in the heat of sweat, alarm blaring, you remain in bed feeling powerless. Itâs been years since Raccoon City. Six years and yet the nightmares of that godforsaken event continue to plague you⊠All you can say, for now, is that they don't leave you in despair as they did in your earlier years of recovery. As if routine, an unwanted memory begins reeling its way to the front of your subconscious. Remembering the unwanted doesnât happen as frequently either, but when it does happen, it's one hell of a bitch to tuck back away. Thereâs no use in thinking about that, you think to yourself. Without that deep restorative slumber before work, youâd have to head out early for a good cup of coffee, or your day was screwed.
You veer off to the side, checking the clock. It's 6:15 s- ITâS 6:15! You panic,
 âShit, shit, shit,â rushing out of bed for the bathroom.

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Leon Kennedy in love...
a/n: please enjoy this random 500 word blurb I wrote about Mr. Leon S. Kennedy. I ain't even really into Resident Evil like that but this man has stolen my heart. This flew out of me in like 30 minutes, so please enjoy Leon being utterly in love w/you! In my head, he is re4 Leon, but imagine him however you'd please!!
Leonâs not exactly sure when he fell in love, but he knows he's fallen face first.Â
He knows because he canât find a space within himself where he ends and you begin; youâre there in a way he canât grasp, permanently ingrained into his coding.Â
He knows because when heâs staring down the barrel of his pistol in some land far-off from your apartment, far-off from the sacred ground that lay there, fighting the kind of monsters one wouldnât even dream about, he can only think about coming home to you.Â
Youâve got him wrapped around your finger, tightly coiled like some sort of invasive weed â but he wouldnât have it any other way. Youâve changed him; completely lit up his life in a way he didnât think possible after all heâs been through.Â
For the longest time, Leon didnât think himself worthy of love. He thought he was destined to a life of work and solitude, but you waltzed into his life and now he daydreams about marriage and children and white-picket fences in the suburbs.Â
Really, he doesnât know when or how this happened, but he knows he wants to give you the world; if you asked him, heâd reach up into the sky and give you Mars.Â
Youâre his, and he is yours, and he cannot begin to fathom how heâs gotten so lucky.Â
He thinks this could have happened when he first met you.Â
He had just gotten back from a two-week mission in Turkey, securing some sort of sample of god-knows-what that was turning people into things. Hunnigan had brought him down to the lab to introduce him to the âcute new scientistâ working for the DSO that would be studying the sample. He thinks it could have been then that he realized youâd at least be some sort of new constant in his life.Â
There you were, goggles too big for your face and lab coat hung round your shoulders, studying the sample. Leon felt his heart reach his throat. If youâd asked him prior to this whether he believed in love at first sight, he would have laughed in your face. You had startled when Hunnigan knocked on the door, and spluttered out an awkward, âHunnigan! Agent Kennedy!â whilst thrusting your hand into his for the most awkward handshake heâs ever given. To this day, he thinks Hunnigan knew what she was doing introducing you two.Â
Leon is so in love, and he thinks itâs all in the little things. Like how you insist on packing his lunch even when you eat together, and include the cheesiest notes heâs ever read. Or how no matter where he is in the world, no matter where heâs sleeping, his body still searches for yours in the dark.Â
Leon is so in love, and he doesnât care who knows it. He doesnât care when heâs out with the guys from work and leaves early to grab midnight burgers with you. Doesnât care when the guys haggle him, wolf-whistling as he leaves and yelling, âKennedyâs whipped!âÂ
Leon knows that somehow, in some way, everything will always be alright, because heâs got you to live for and you to come home to.Â