We're All Mad Here 🙃

Sometimes I wish I could just go back in time and get rid of all the bad things that have happened to me. Everything that I've ever endured has just stuck to the back of my mind and they randomly come into my thoughts and I wish it would just stop. I feel like I'm going crazy whenever something like that pops into my head and I'm getting sick of it! I wanna just rip my brains out and never think of these things ever again!! I'm done with all of the reoccurring thoughts and memories I just want them to go away forever but they're not going to and never will. My mind is my own worst enemy and I can't control it. It makes it hard to sleep and do anything sometimes. It just makes it hard to live. I don't wanna live like this I just want to have a normal life.