Confession: I actually lost my virginity to my older brother, Peter. I had just turned fifteen, he was about to turn eighteen, and though the first time wasn't very comfortable, partly due to the size of his cock, it was still pleasurable enough to be quite exciting. We ended up doing it again the next day, and then again two days after that. We were hooked. What had begun as naive, innocent exploration, had grown into full-on sexual desire that was challenging to keep secret.
When Peter went away to college, we promised that we would always belong to one another, no matter what else happened no matter who else we ended up with. As the next few years passed, I had a steady rotation of boyfriends both serious and casual. On a handful of occasions, I went out dancing and drinking and ended up having a typical one-night stand.
However, it was only when my big brother came home for the holidays that I felt complete. Each visit gave us time and space to explore our amazing sexual chemistry more deeply, eventually leading to the development of a real power dynamic. Peter became my dominant and I belonged to him. I was his to take as he liked, which was often quite roughly, something I found to be intoxicatingly erotic.
Now, in my mid thirties, I have a husband who is kind and caring, and two children I love dearly. I live a comfortable life that looks pretty normal on the surface, and I am genuinely happy with it all, but I have kept the promise I made almost two decades ago.
A few times a year, I take a weekend away from everything to meet my brother at a particular woodland resort for "quality time". This generally consists of a great deal of rough, sadistic sex, wherein I get to live out my fantasy of being Peter's slutty sex toy. He's been doing a lot of working out and getting quite strong, and I have grown to love the feeling of being used and tossed around like a rag doll.
Some people would call this inappropriate or sinful. I simply call it true love... π
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