This photo was taken at Mt. Yangbew with the company of my 3 girl friends and honestly speaking I am very selective with the choice of friends, keeping a small group of close and like-minded friends rather than being involved in a large social groups. At first glance, I look like a withering leaf, which at times makes other people think Iโm useless and a drama-filled person. But the truth is, I'm a sunflower, a "happy" flower surrounded by green, providing a restful and secure feeling.
I really love every shade of yellow so it actually fits my middle name, Amarillo (yellow), but once you look at the yellow that blinds the eyes, as if to illuminate our lives, I have as much darkness in my life as I do in the photo. Say it fake, but that's the truth that is reflected in my smiles and in those eyes, they are about to say they can no longer pretend. However, just like a sunflower, I am warm in nature and I always turn my attention to the bright side of things. If free to thrive, Iโll set my sights unbelievably high as how sunflowers grow. But on the contrary, I am not as tall as the sunflowers, I am as small as its seeds but that neither stop me reaching my dreams.
For the people who asks what my interests are, I can say that I don't totally know myself. Iโm still searching and trying to familiarize my likes because at times, I am impulsive and make quick decisions, but often, out of anxiety, jump in too quickly and rush things causing me to fail. I believe that when I'm sure what I'm passionate about, I'll be better off.
