that settles it then; we're going to switzerland and i can finally cross it off my list. plus, it makes it even better that i'm going with you and not some random staff member. sure, if you don't mind being the travel planner in this relationship, then go ahead. i'm used to people doing the heavy lifting for me, and i do not plan on changing that anytime soon. yeah? then get your perfect ass over here so i can hug you.. and fuck you… i've been deprived, alright? that's what i was thinking, though—because as much as i love our little nest, it'll be nice to go out and actually hold your hand in public.

I'm looking forward to going to Switzerland with you, baby, and I'm glad we're crossing a place off your list too. I don't mind doing the travel planning; I'm pretty good at it, honestly. Plus, I think I found us an amazing villa on a lake, and it might be slightly big for the two of us, but fuck it because it's perfect. I like to believe that since we've been back together we've done plenty of hugging...and fucking, so you shouldn't be feeling deprived anymore, right? Because if you are feeling deprived, I'm going to question my abilities, since I'm giving it to you more than a few times a day. I love the idea of holding your hand in public. You know that, right? And it was amazing getting to do that at Coachella. I was a little surprised by the fact that you wanted to be seen with me there and pretty much show the world that we're together, but I'm glad that you did too. So, are we done hiding that we're together?

i've been a little cheeky in the past commenting on tattoos. mostly, it's just been poking at harry and some of his choices but i reckon it'd be a little hypocritical to get one myself now. or maybe people might see it as growth. who knows? do you know how many you have now? any favourites? @hackervin

Nothing wrong with being a little cheeky when talking about some tattoos if you ask me, because some of us make some crazy choices when it comes to tattoos, and we need to be poked fun of. You should get one though; ink would look good on you, man. I think I have about 50 now? I have a lot of small ones, and some pretty big pieces too. I think my favorite one is the angel on my back, but I love my spider on my chest too. If you got a tattoo today, what would you get?

jagiya, there's a small chance i might get a bit of time off soon… so i was thinking we could actually take that opportunity and do something together outside of korea? maybe a trip to switzerland or honestly anywhere. i've just always wanted to go there and it seems really peaceful. we could rent a cabin by a lake or something… what do you think, yay or nay? ( @hackervin )

Yeah? I would love that, and I don't really care where we go; as long as we're together, that's all that matters. So if you want to rent a cabin by a lake in Switzerland, then I'm all for that. Do you want me to start researching some places we can rent? Because I can find the perfect cabin for us if you'd like. I'm almost done with my stuff here in LA, though, and then I can head to Korea soon if you want me to, and we can plan when I get there for the trip. Either way, I want to go away with you. It'll be nice to be together outside of Korea and be someplace where we could maybe act like a real couple because no one would be trying to take our picture, you know?

private: i miss you too… more than i can even put into words. yeah? how was the flight? lowkey glad it's not me stuck on a plane for 13 hours right now. remind me to call you at the shittiest possible hours just to fuck with your jet lag. honestly, sleeping alone these past few nights has been awful… i'd much rather have you here. especially now that i'm done with this week's fan meetings, i just want to relax and have you in my arms, you know? and your mum.. is she alright with everything? tell your family happy easter for me, yeah? so you're coming back soon-ish? fuck yes. i'll talk to binnie about us and then we can at least stay at my place. jagiya, i miss you… your warmth, your arms… the way you just casually pull me into a conversation you've been having in your head, like i should already know what you're on about. i even miss waking up in the middle of the night because you're yelling at the playstation. and yeah… i miss waking up with you between my legs in the morning. which reminds me—we really need to figure out how to get you to sleep properly.

Private: The flight wasn't a bad one; I was just glad when it was over because 13 hours without much to amuse myself with was boring as fuck. You know you're welcome to call me anytime you want, baby, because I'd love to hear your voice at all hours. Even if you are fucking with my jet lag. I've hated sleeping alone so much; I'd much rather be with you right now too. I want to relax and have you in my arms too, even more so when certain people seem to not know what boundaries are and seem to be pushing them. My parents are very happy for us. I think they're a little sad that we can't tell anyone about us, and they're worried about how it's going to affect me in the long run, but they're happy regardless. I'll tell them. Happy Easter from you, though; they'll like that. Yeah, as soon as I'm done in Seattle, I'll fly back to Korea. Well, I have to head to LA first for a day to make sure my cats are good with their co-owner and pack some of my games and streaming stuff, but then I'll come to Korea. Because I can work from your place. Baby, I miss you too. I miss all of that as well. And I love that you're never fazed when I pull you into conversations. I have it in my head too. That you just roll with it. I do feel bad when I wake you up in the middle of the night when I'm losing my shit over games, but that can't be helped. Oh really? I miss waking you up with me between your legs; I wish I was between them right now, gorgeous. Baby, they've been trying to figure out how to get me to sleep properly since I was a kid; I've just always not slept well. I love that you wish you could help, though; that means a lot. Just out here trying to make me fall for you harder, I see.

please, i am missing the tales from you and your messy life. i have been trying to be a good girl while training and making this movie, so i need to live through you. no you did not! vinnie, i am gagged. that is the best. do you have feelings?? is the going deep? tell me everything.

I know you love when I'm being messy, but I'm glad to hear you're being a good girl at least. Are you still being a good girl, though? Or has my absence made you become messy too? But yes, I did; I flew all the way to Korea for a booty call. And it was amazing. Private: Though, I have to tell you because I'm only telling people that mean something to me. But it turned out being more than a booty call, and feelings were very much involved, and we're a couple now. Like, he's my boyfriend and all of that. But we can't say anything because of the industry he's in; they're like crazy strict, and so it's a secret, and I'll be honest, it's eating me up a little inside. But he's worth it.