stuffing my face with hummus

As for bees, they evolved from wasps that were around about 120 million years ago. It's really interesting to me to think about how bees somehow came from a carnivorous insect.

If you're confused/unsure why sm people are boycotting - the full video might help (just look up zeez on yt)

...don't ask. I wanted to draw them kissing but during the progress it turned into whatever the hell this is. I was bored.

Since that day, Wendy often blamed herself. Perhaps if she had the ability to predict the weather, her father might not have left.

What's interesting is the phrase "might not have left". Not that he was taken by the storm or simply that he died. That he 'left' and had 'departed for another world'.

So it's interesting to think about Camilla's phrasing in Wendy's first letter:

Here within these small tin walls, I believe we may realize our dreams and establish our World of Meteorology.

There's something here about worlds being created or destroyed or departed for, and how Wendy puts responsibility on herself to build these a world that is so grounded in knowledge and predictability that Wendy's life is not at risk of becoming unstable or upended (by that which she now dedicates her life to studying).

And because I can't not think about Wenmilla, I wonder to what extent Camilla's leaving only pushed Wendy further into her research, to create a world that she and Camilla and her mother (who may hopefully one day see the truth of Wendy's burden and self-loathing, but also the real way her brilliance shines) can live in together.

It's so interesting that both costumes share the same ending/conclusion, in which Wendy's ideal world seemed to be only in her imagination or somewhere where no more storms can reach her. But of course like in the endings of both skins, it ends up backfiring as "Wendy"(WC/MS) needs to come down to reality either way.

The thing I ponder the most over Windchaser is the fact that WC seems hesitant to "come back home", as Gardener's A tier drugs her and the Islanders so she could take control of the island to fly back home. The thing is, Windchaser expresses the same amount of homesickness as Gardener does, but it's like she'd rather procrastinate on the idea of going home instead.

I think longing/homesickness and shame definitely plays into her character. With her blaming herself for her father's death there's a longing for a childhood (or rather family) she can't have anymore. And shame and self-loathing already plays into everything with Wendy's big storm resulting in her mother believing she was so brilliant she ought to send Wendy off to college. With Wendy doing deeper into her studies and crossing the ocean, it's a combination of desperation to prove herself but I can definitely also see the angle of "she failed in her home country, even when moving between states, now she's running further and further away so she can't face the shame of failure or disappointing her mother who believes in and supports her so much. maybe she can build that successful world for herself elsewhere."

But other than cosmetics and trailers, I highly recommend you reading through the dialogue from the event "Sprouting Nocturne", it's Wendy's first ever appearance in an event alongside her interactions with the rest of game 10 (and qishiyi❓). I loved this event so much despite it being non canon in some parts of the character's personality, you can really see Wendy's love for freedom and innovation way before her birthday/dislikes and likes were announced! It was a little event that welcomed her nicely into the manor...

This dialogue for the longest time cemented how I see Wendy till now... It was really nice to see her ideals and struggles, and how she believes that EVERYONE should be given a fair chance in any kind of dream they want to strive for. It's so inspiring! She should be a poet honestly hahaa...

Since that day, Wendy often blamed herself. Perhaps if she had the ability to predict the weather, her father might not have left.

What's interesting is the phrase "might not have left". Not that he was taken by the storm or simply that he died. That he 'left' and had 'departed for another world'.

So it's interesting to think about Camilla's phrasing in Wendy's first letter:

Here within these small tin walls, I believe we may realize our dreams and establish our World of Meteorology.

There's something here about worlds being created or destroyed or departed for, and how Wendy puts responsibility on herself to build these a world that is so grounded in knowledge and predictability that Wendy's life is not at risk of becoming unstable or upended (by that which she now dedicates her life to studying).

And because I can't not think about Wenmilla, I wonder to what extent Camilla's leaving only pushed Wendy further into her research, to create a world that she and Camilla and her mother (who may hopefully one day see the truth of Wendy's burden and self-loathing, but also the real way her brilliance shines) can live in together.

It's so interesting that both costumes share the same ending/conclusion, in which Wendy's ideal world seemed to be only in her imagination or somewhere where no more storms can reach her. But of course like in the endings of both skins, it ends up backfiring as "Wendy"(WC/MS) needs to come down to reality either way.

The thing I ponder the most over Windchaser is the fact that WC seems hesitant to "come back home", as Gardener's A tier drugs her and the Islanders so she could take control of the island to fly back home. The thing is, Windchaser expresses the same amount of homesickness as Gardener does, but it's like she'd rather procrastinate on the idea of going home instead.

Amanda outfit inspired by the new Copycat role. It's basically freeze-frame if it was in the gamemode, it's scary... (you can see it under keep reading)