GymRatsInc

I havent posted in a while, I lost a fight with a mandolin cutter, had to get stitches and I'm just now getting back into lifting T_T

I thought I'd feel too big to wear a cropped hoodie that showed my sports bra, along with gymshark shorts.. But.. I felt comfortable.. and I'm def wearing this again. - thrifted cropped high neck sweater - pierre robert sports bra - gymshark lift contour seamless shorts

This broken mirror, leaned against the wall, in an ugly room, at a beat up gym.. has the best lighting in the whole gym. Perfect for selfies, the ugly room becomes the aesthetic. I've also started wearing cropped stuff to the gym lately.. Here I'm wearing a cropped sweater, sports bra, gymshark shorts and wide leg sweatpants on top to warm up in. I've lost 15kg, and I'm slowly becomming more comfortable in my own skin!

Still loving the gym, havent been super good with going every week due to work, but I'm getting back into the groove :)

This all makes me feel so incredibly good, I love it.

Late night gym times. I decided today was the day I was gonna actually do a few sets of regular deadlifts, the heaviest I've gone so far is.. 40kg (88lbs) Felt good!

The gym I go to is.. well loved.. but anything can look aesthetically pleasing if you try hard enough. Also, I did 40kg RDL's today! the heaviest I've ever gone! Felt good.

I take rest day very seriously.. and yes, I am sat in a plastic tub (bath bucket)

Help keep me accountable!

When I'm not at the gym, I think about the gym, and wish I was at the gym.

I've tried to lose the same 66lbs for a WHILE now, like.. years. This is my millionth try, but this time I'm allowing myself to be obessive about it. Obessivly counting calories, macros. Working out 4-5 days a week. Weekly weigh ins. I'm a month in, I'm down 13lbs, and the days I don't go to the gym.. feel weird. Am I becoming a "gymrat" ? I sure fucking hope so. I'm 5ft3. 244lbs. Hopefully I can stick with it this time, I hate feeling this way.