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fast cars, slow confessions

At the Canadian Grand Prix, hockey rivals and secretly lovers Ilya Rozanov and Shane Hollander are invited as guests to Ferrari’s hospitality for media day, where they meet Ferrari drivers Carlos Sainz Jr. and Charles Leclerc.

What begins as a fun Formula 1 experience slowly turns into something much more intimate and emotionally revealing.

Ilya immediately sensed something between Carlos and Charles almost the second they walk into the room. Because somehow all the jokes they made, all the laughter, all the subtle movement landed differently between them and made the air tickier. Ilya wondered if they knew, if they were really letting themself to know, to be aware of this. Because he knew how it felt, he was familiar with how running away and resisting felt.

Hi everyone! For giving you a little bit background this oneshot takes place in a universe where Hollanov and Charlos are living in the same era. The events take place in the 2020s. Hollanov hasn't been outed yet, and the events occur in the first year after the charity announcement. Ilya just moved to Ottowa so they were invented to paddock as rivals of Canadian teams. The idea of ​​bringing together these four guys who enjoy competing against each other just won't leave my head. So I gave it a go. ^^ If you are a fan of both Charlos and Hollanov, and you are interested you can find the story here on ao3

Carlos let his eyes wander across the man’s face, lingering a little where his dimples usually were. Carlos really loved Charles’ dimples. Carlos loved being the reason those dimples appeared. He loved making him laugh, teasing him to the point of driving him crazy just to win, watching him blossom like a flower when he wins something.

Charles stirred slightly in his sleep and tilted his head as if trying to rest it on his own shoulder. That’s how Carlos knew he had fallen into a deeper sleep. Yes, Carlos had watched Charles sleep many times for a long time. — you can find the whole story here

If you know a little about me you already know how much I like yapping about Carlos’ irresistible gaze towards Charles, how much his eyes every time going back to Charles again and again. So that’s why this fic was born. It’s just one scene where Carlos watches a sleeping Charles and getting lost in his thoughts. This is desperate and angst and includes fallharder!Carlos 🥲

If you give a chance let me know, I would love to chat.💘