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I have a pit of anxiety in my stomach

Lowkey still annoyed that she told me to listen to runaway as if that’s not one of the most popular mars Argo songs

Also on a similar note I’ve been really horny recently I need to get fucked

And I miss being desired and perceiving myself to be desirable and not just cheap attention but real desire

Like at the end of the day I just want to love and be loved

And im really scared to be a loser and sometimes I make peace with it and other times it feels like my skin suit is slipping off my body and everyone can see it

I’m really scared of being lesbian

What is it called when liking someone or even getting a celebrity crush makes you feel so fucking miserable

My wants seem so far away and just living itself is too overwhelming man I need quaaludes

This cursed brain chemistry

I have nothing but hate for her in my heart

The two pills are eradicating your identity or romanticizing your pathology

Childhood friend fine shyt 🤔

Try not to go for people you’re not actually into to avoid vulnerability challenge

I know I’m approaching rock bottom because I miss my ex